Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce Ты husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my розовый sweater that he'd дана me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss Ты so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in Любовь with you. My memories keep looking for Ты but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss Ты so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in Любовь with you. My memories keep looking for Ты but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The Далее day, after eating breakfast, Ты and Randy go to the пляж, пляжный together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. Ты and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the Музыка plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see Ты with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle by Randy's father.
Ты walk down the aisle, feeling your сердце beat so fast and hard that it could kill Ты right there. Ты look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets Ты go and assigns Ты a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. Ты go back to the house and Ты lie on the диван, мягкий уголок with the whole family near Ты just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god Ты scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
Ты and Randy are in постель, кровати together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were Ты when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked Ты so much those times and I have Ты a chance to leave me before but Ты didn't. Then when Ты did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when Ты left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor сказал(-а) it was ok. He sees Ты sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits Далее to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for Ты by breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
Ты wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair Далее to your bed. Ты look around and Ты realize your in a hospital. Ты can't remember anything that happened to Ты before except the dizziness Ты felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees Ты go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The Обои of Ты crying your сердце out, shouting that Ты wanted to live, comes to his mind...