Kiley Long
February 26th, 2006
I guess Rosalie apologized about the whole situation. Edward still isn’t all that happy with her. But he will just have to get over it. He has another problem. At least in his eyes that’s how he sees it.
Bella and Edward showed up in the middle of the night just like I expected. It was a meeting on if we will change Bella или not. I knew this was coming specially with my promise to her. I don’t regret it, I just don’t know if I could handle doing it. Since Edward refuses it Bella came to all of us to say “yes” или “no” and the conclusion comes up to Bella is going to be a vampire. All of us except Rosalie and Edward сказал(-а) “yes”. I am very excited that Bella is for sure going to be a part of our life. Forever. I see her running again with Edward. Its amazing. Edward isn’t happy with our decision but we are going to wait until after graduation for everything to be easier on Charlie. It’s going to be done. We will have to leave before we do it. The stupid mutt decided to let Bella know about the treaty and all of the stuff that goes with it. Plus he decided to tattle on Bella about the Мотоциклы and now she is in even еще trouble then she was to begin with. I don’t know what his deal is.
I’m allowed to go visit Bella anytime I want to. Edward is дана strict rules and Charlie doesn’t treat him all that well. But he knows he deserves it considering what he did. Leaving Bella that way and also then him being the reason Bella took off with no word for three days. We’ve gotten all of our stuff moved back. Edward “pulled some strings” and got all the same classes with Bella except one.
I still laugh at what he told me about Bella thinking everything was a dream. I guess once they got back to the house Charlie was waiting for them and Edward carried Bella upstairs and then went down to talk to Charlie. Charlie told Edward that he wasn’t ever allowed there again. Which I laugh about. Ты can’t stop a vampire from going where they want to. Ha ha. But any ways. As soon as Charlie went to постель, кровати Edward went to Bella’s room through the window of course. He waited til Bella would wake. Once she finally did he had to keep telling her over and over again that it wasn’t a dream. That’s all she could think for him to be there exclaiming his Любовь for her and that he would never leave again. It still makes me laugh. When Ты throw Bella in the face of danger she is еще alive and aware of everything. But Ты put her in front of the Любовь of her life and he exclaims everything to her and she doesn’t understand one word. What a weird human.
Edward is doing really well. He has only left her side once for like twenty минуты to hunt. I don’t know how he’s doing it. He told me that since he was gone for so long and ached for her all that time that her blood is only appealing to him in the fact that she’s alive and he’s happy.
Oh yeah before I keep ranting on about a million other things - Edward proposed to Bella. It isn’t final или anything, and I’m pretty sure Bella is still going to have Carlisle change her, but the way it happened is she told Edward that she really wants him to be the one to change her and he сказал(-а) he would on one condition: that she marry him first. I think its so romantic and wonderful. I see some kind of wedding but its blurry. Really bad. So Bella hasn’t made up her mind yet. I know what she’s thinking. She is scared beyond belief of what everyone, mostly her mother, will think. She needs to realize it doesn’t matter. If she is willing to spend forever with Edward why not marry him and make it official?
I am going to end this for now. School soon and I want to go check on Bella. Edward is there but I want to make Charlie think Bella has еще then just Edward in her life. Plus I need to give her some fashion advice, again. I swear I’m going to wear off on her eventually and she will have style.
