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In turning over in my mind the contents of
your last letters, I have put myself into great
agony, not knowing how to interpret them, whether to my disadvantage, as Ты Показать in some places, или to my advantage, as I understand them in some others, beseeching Ты earnestly to let me know expressly your whole mind as to the Любовь between us two.
It is absolutely necessary for me to obtain this answer, having been for above a whole год stricken with the dart of love, and not yet sure whether I shall fail of finding a place in your
heart and afFeftion, which last point has prevented me for some time...