those poems repeseent the way i feel... and my emotions will never heal.. so theres nothing to do... and those clouds will continue to grow... as me mind сердце slowly start to go... no this cant be !! this cant be me!! DX do i hate my life!! beacuse its full of painfull strife! no no stop it i wont end it with a knife! im against such things as it is not natural but my minds feelings toward such matters are now null DX no.. i dont want this.. not.. me.. ple..... *Cries * why is it that once in my mind i wished that everyone dies... is it people i am starting to despise!? nooO! this c ant happen i wont let it i wont let it end and i pray that my hearts feelings do mend DX