O_O noone know what going to happen tommarow или what time we may have to borrow :| what did i say Ты say? -.- are Ты crazy? no my mind i slightly hazy.. but ... -.- live for today.. -.- and forget the past.. because moments in that hystory have allready passed... -.- even though some of those memories we might want to last... O_O someone should me a memory chest and told me the memories kept in it are the best.. -.- so i had to jest.. -.- but who am i to say? XD im just going thru these expireces день by день as we go thru trials and joys... our ... memories increase.. and they will allways unless we are now have mental peace* dead* but what when he have grow old and we allways are cold? -.- in that time we may have to rely on a another supply but =) when he rediscover these happy memories we can do not but cry......
those poems repeseent the way i feel... and my emotions will never heal.. so theres nothing to do... and those clouds will continue to grow... as me mind сердце slowly start to go... no this cant be !! this cant be me!! DX do i hate my life!! beacuse its full of painfull strife! no no stop it i wont end it with a knife! im against such things as it is not natural but my minds feelings toward such matters are now null DX no.. i dont want this.. not.. me.. ple..... *Cries * why is it that once in my mind i wished that everyone dies... is it people i am starting to despise!? nooO! this c ant happen i wont let it i wont let it end and i pray that my hearts feelings do mend DX
i fall asleep and dream of a crystal stream ... the beautfull current passses by... as the wonderfull Цвета makes Ты want to cry.... the water shifts between yellow and blue what a strange colored hue.. then the stream spreads into a fine mist.. which is something that could be easly missed.. the dreams i have they never make sense to me.. and im sure they make even less sense to you... admit it its true.. i see spectreal clouds float by... and i give a relieved sigh... then i hear a voice who gives this reply.. "the time to dream is over , now its time to go!" i reply "NO! i will not leave.. and to these Обои i will cleave!" but the voice tosses me away and awakens my mind to the light of day... what could i say? if the dream was real then today should be good..
