Dear Biggerstaffs,
Summer is right around the corner for me, and as I sit in my bedroom on Memorial Day, scrolling through the Стена posts, I realize that this is no longer family to me. I can't keep up with the family anymore, and the дерево alone confuses me. I know that I wasn't one of the original Biggerstaffs, but I'm sixty percent sure I was one of the firsts outside the original. I don't know, don't take my word for it.
I am not saying that this makes me any better than the new ones, just pointing out that I've seen this family grow quite a bit. It didn't bother me at first, I mean, I was a newbie once too. After a while though, I found it slightly irritating. It was nearly impossible to Поиск out some one I knew from the crowd of people I didn't know. In the past couple months, I feel like the Biggerstaff Estate has become less of a Главная and еще of a hotel.
I know that I've no say in this, considering that I'm on the same ground as the rest of you, but it just seems to me that the family feeling amongst us is gone. I can't keep up with it anymore. Every time I turned around last month, there was a new member. This is not to say that we're a cult and that only certain people can join, I just feel like our family has become a little too large for me.
It's no longer a small group of people that I feel like I can trust. In fact, I feel a bit like an outsider nowadays. At first, this was the building I could freely walk into after standing outside a locked door at school all день long. I have friends, but I'm only super close to a couple of them, and one of them is moving to a different school. I feel like this has just gotten too big for me to comfortably participate in and keep up with.
We aren't under the radar anymore either. We've been attacked by trolls and just other pests. It's just not much fun to me anymore. So, I think that I might be pulling away for a little a while. I am still a Biggerstaff, and I suppose, I always will be, but I'm dedicating this summer to writing. I'll drop by occasionally, and do my best to keep up with the family, but I think it's time that I dedicate my free time to mostly writing. What I сказал(-а) above helped me make this dedcision, because I don't feel like I'm leaving behind a group of Друзья all of a sudden. I feel еще like I've been slowly withdrawing for a while, due to all the things above and just life, and this is just my formal announcement. Also, it is just way too serious now. Письмо will make me happier than stressing about some one abusing the joint account.
I am still a Biggerstaff, I just won't be around as much, или as active. This may just last the summer, или it may just stay this way forever until I'm too old for this. I promise that I'm not gone for good though.
Sincerely,
Mrs. Padfoot
Summer is right around the corner for me, and as I sit in my bedroom on Memorial Day, scrolling through the Стена posts, I realize that this is no longer family to me. I can't keep up with the family anymore, and the дерево alone confuses me. I know that I wasn't one of the original Biggerstaffs, but I'm sixty percent sure I was one of the firsts outside the original. I don't know, don't take my word for it.
I am not saying that this makes me any better than the new ones, just pointing out that I've seen this family grow quite a bit. It didn't bother me at first, I mean, I was a newbie once too. After a while though, I found it slightly irritating. It was nearly impossible to Поиск out some one I knew from the crowd of people I didn't know. In the past couple months, I feel like the Biggerstaff Estate has become less of a Главная and еще of a hotel.
I know that I've no say in this, considering that I'm on the same ground as the rest of you, but it just seems to me that the family feeling amongst us is gone. I can't keep up with it anymore. Every time I turned around last month, there was a new member. This is not to say that we're a cult and that only certain people can join, I just feel like our family has become a little too large for me.
It's no longer a small group of people that I feel like I can trust. In fact, I feel a bit like an outsider nowadays. At first, this was the building I could freely walk into after standing outside a locked door at school all день long. I have friends, but I'm only super close to a couple of them, and one of them is moving to a different school. I feel like this has just gotten too big for me to comfortably participate in and keep up with.
We aren't under the radar anymore either. We've been attacked by trolls and just other pests. It's just not much fun to me anymore. So, I think that I might be pulling away for a little a while. I am still a Biggerstaff, and I suppose, I always will be, but I'm dedicating this summer to writing. I'll drop by occasionally, and do my best to keep up with the family, but I think it's time that I dedicate my free time to mostly writing. What I сказал(-а) above helped me make this dedcision, because I don't feel like I'm leaving behind a group of Друзья all of a sudden. I feel еще like I've been slowly withdrawing for a while, due to all the things above and just life, and this is just my formal announcement. Also, it is just way too serious now. Письмо will make me happier than stressing about some one abusing the joint account.
I am still a Biggerstaff, I just won't be around as much, или as active. This may just last the summer, или it may just stay this way forever until I'm too old for this. I promise that I'm not gone for good though.
Sincerely,
Mrs. Padfoot
