I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, Ты could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless Ты tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when Ты believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people Ты love, people charging Ты with positive energy. And to give Ты something еще specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every облако has a silver lining.