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Lord, can I please just give up?

(WARNING: this is a rant, so I apologize for the mild cussing. I tried not to....)

For the past 2 years (well, almost 2 years), I have dealt with stress and depression. And I've just about had enough of it. Wanna know why?

On Jan 31st 2013 (the день I curse so much), my beloved dog left this world, and left me behind. Now I know that to you, he may not seem like it, but he was very important to me. When I was growing up, I barely had any human friends, and all I had was Duji (my dog). I had him for 13 years, and he's gone now. I don't understand.... how does anyone go on living without the one the loved most? I never knew it at the time, but Duji held me together when my life sucked. That dog was the one thing that kept me going--he gave me a reason to live. And now, I can't keep myself together anymore! I just can't! I wanna live my life, and do things--cuz I have been told that "Duji wouldn't want Ты to be sad"--but it's so freakin' HARD! Doesn't anyone understand? Do Ты have any idea what it feels like to have your only reason for living to be TAKEN from you?

And you'd think that as much as I believe in Jesus, I would probably be еще stable, but I'm not. If Ты saw me, I would appear to have it altogether, but I honestly don't. I wanna work on my stories, but half the time I can't concentrate on anything--nothing accept the pain.

I've come to the end of my road, and I have no clue where to go anymore. I figure, whats the damn point of being alive? Why the hell was I even PUT here? I hate this world anyway.
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TakTheFox said:
Usually when something tragic happens to us, it's еще likely a test than a punishment.

~A test to see if Ты can live without what was taken
~A test to see if what was taken took God's place in your heart
~A test to see if Ты can still have Faith in God's plan
~A test to see who you'll blame


And, or, it could be training, to make new Друзья in the real world.

Almost a год назад now I Остаться в живых my own dog. A few months ago, my little brother's pet-rat died while we were having fun on a trip. I was probably the only one that actually cared enough about the rat, and I was upset that everyone else couldn't share the same sorrow about it.

But that's sadly the risk of having any kind of pet-companion. At one point или another, they die, they leave us. I don't like it any еще than Ты do, but they are put in our lives to help train and test us, with patience, gentleness, firmness, and of course love.

If it helps at all, when I think about a pet that I've lost, I think to myself "Did I care for them how I should have", and knowing that I was a good owner to a good companion makes moving on a еще fluent experience.

Death is sad, but at one point there's a crossroad, to Переместить on and progress, или to hold on to the pain and never heal. That doesn't mean Ты won't be sad at times, Ты will be. We never fully recover from these things in this world, but we can use the experience to Показать the same Любовь and carrying to other people, and pets.

I hope that helped.
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kicksomebut23 said:
Ты sounded like me when I got in trouble and put down because I always was blamed wrong. I think that it could be other ways for Ты to make friendship. I'm sorry that your dog died. It may be a curse from God. Anyone who do wrong will suffer the consequences. That's what God did,because Ты were swearing. Ты want to ask him for forgiveness in Иисус name. But sometimes Ты have to wait for God Patiently. And don't attempt to kill yourself to get out this world if Ты think Ты shouldn't be here. The devil may be
Tempting Ты to die. If Ты do you'll sent your soul to hell Plsam 143:7-11. Also if Ты pray God would either say no или yes so that's why Ты have to wait. Plus avoid being depressed because demons will get into you. Read the fruits of the spirits to be a happy and perfect Christian Galations 5:20-24 :). I have faith that your день will go well.
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Ты know, I read your post until I got to where Ты сказал(-а) "it maybe a curse" 1: When I сказал(-а) "the день I curse so much" I was talking about how much I hated it, not swearing. 2: I once thought that Duji died because of something I did--I felt like it was all my fault. But that isn't true and I don't need someone telling me otherwise. Look, maybe to Ты you're "helping" me, but not where I stand you're not. And I admit at times I get depressed a lil, but not as much. And heck, maybe my depression isn't all my own doing. There are people out there with depression issues which they can't control. No offense, but Ты make God sound like a cold-hearted beast. I have read the Bible many times, I have ran across verses which speak of God being "near to the broken hearted". My God is еще compassionate than what most believe.
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I'm sorry if I сказал(-а) something wrong,maybe someone else will help you.....I tried to give knowledge I know that will help,but this is the first time that I was pointed as a fraud quoter.
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