Chapter One
Realization
I lay there waiting for the realization to kick in. I thought, this can't be happing, at least not to me. I had always been a self centered person, never , even in preschool would I share my toys. I always got my way no matter what, because my parents had such great connections. But thats over now, they're dead.
I am waiting for my friend, Maria to come pick me up. I think I will crash at her place for a while, till I figure out what is going to happen to me. I bet Ты didn't know this but she has the cutest older brother, Mark. But he doesn't дата girls. I don't know why he doesn't date, especially me I mean I am really pretty. Not to be vain. I have wavy, full bodied brown hair, soft brown eyes, and the most Популярное girl at our high school even though I am a just a sophomore.
I think he is to busy working on his Пение career. He is a great singer he always does gigs at The A.P. Everybody knows him and loves him, he even has his own groupies that follows him to his house and to the A.P. again and again. Anyway I am getting sidetracked. That always happens to me. My parent's short sad story is, they were driving to their anniversary ужин they got hit by a drunk driver who one didn't have his license, and two he was under age.
I drink sometimes at parties but mostly I have the best soda made, THE DEW. When I do drink, I drink responsibly and always have Edward my butler drive me home, where I am happily greeted by my huge german shepherd, Marley, my little brother, James, named him after Bob Marley before he died of leukemia at the age of 5. I heard a honk, Oh here is Maria I thought. I walked out of my orange, blue, and yellow room looking at everything in my house, not knowing when i'd see it again.
Then I stopped to look at our last family picture, where my parents were holding me tight as if they knew what was going to happen. As if they knew what their fate was. I pondered weather или not to take the picture with me. Then I heard "Elena hurry up!". It was Maria always in a hurry to get wherever she needed to go Далее under any circumstances. I ran out not bothering to take the picture with me. I grabbed my oversized denim кошелек and I shut the door behind me, hopefully not for the last time.
I hurried and and jumped into the yellow Infinity car. "So how are Ты feeling?" Maria said. I replied, " I am good i guess, I really don't know, I am having so many feelings bouncing around in my head." She laughed and mocked me, "So many feelings bouncing around in my head!" "Stop it Ты jerk, it was the only analogy I could think of!"I сказал(-а) while I playfully punched her softly. "Well sorry I was born sarcastic and funny." she said. I laughed at that, despite my mood.
"I forgot to ask, where are we going?" I said. She chuckled," Elena, Elena, what would the world do without your idiot questions." "My idiot questions, your the one who does the sarcastic remarks!" We continued to talk to each other about dirty brake ups and how Eliza stuffs her bra!! When we got to her house we were laughing so hard our abs hurt. But that still wouldn't keep me from thinking about my parents.Maria's and Mark's mom always makes sure they get at least 30 минуты of sun every day. So she handed us some лимонад in a pitcher and three glasses. Maria asked, " Three what for?" Her mom replied," Mark is out there in the pool." Maria and I both exchanged sly glances. "Ok thanks mom." Maria said, after winking at me and looking away.
As we walked through her amazingly clean and organized house, I tried not to picture Mark's amazingly ripped body gliding through the water. We opened the screen and my eyes went directly to him. It was better than I imagined, it was totally hardcore. It looked like he must have worked out at the gym 5 times a week или more. Then I remembered that the Kimmers (Mark and Maria) have an expensive Главная gym in their downstairs and Mark always disappears down there. That explains a whole lot, I thought, but for him to be so dedicated was amazing. It was like he was born with those muscles. I could go on and on about them, but at that moment he walked up to me and looked me in the eyes with his deep brown eyes, it felt like I could fall into them. He said," I heard what happened and that really really sucks, but I am glad we can have a place for you."
He continued," I hope that your OK, and we don't have to deal with anything depressing!" He teased. I could tell he was trying to make the subject light but his eyes still looked dead serious. I just realized he had the most gorgeous smile, like painfully gorgeous. A smile where every male model would look and wish that he could sell his soul to the devil to get it. I realized that he was so close to me we were almost touching. It felt awkward so I took a step
Then I noticed that she had put the лимонад down on the таблица and she was no where to be seen."OK this is weird now." I said. He just laughed and jumped into the pool doing a cannonball and splashing me all over. I shrieked and rolled up my navy sweat pants. I went over to the side of the pool and stuck my feet in. The water was warm and cooling at the same time, the perfect temperature.
I waved my feet in the water making circles, while watching Mark swim in the deep end. I knew it was wrong but I could help from wondering why he doesn't date. I came up with many reasons, but they were all crappy ideas from cheap comic Книги and creepy T.V shows. While I was pondering that I didn't notice that Mark had swam over to me and was about to pull me in! I screamed and he pulled me under water. We both came up laughing and shaking our hair. Then we noticed Maria had come back and she was in her swimming розовый and purple swimming suit. She said," Did I miss something? 'Cause it looks like I did!" Mark and I just laughed, when I opened my eyes she was looking at me. I knew she saw my eyes were filled with sorrow. I smiled a half smile to let her know I was OK.
We swam in the pool for another hour, after I went up to Maria's room to get an extra swimming suit. The sun was setting so I suggested we dry off and maybe get a movie because it was a weekend even if it wasn't we would probably get one anyway. We went up to Maria's plain room. Her room had pine wood all over and colorful pillows, comforter, and blue futon, where I would sleep. Thank goodness she had her own bathroom in her room, otherwise I would die if I had to share with Mark! I took off my wet swimming suit in her bathroom. Edward had brought all my clothes and everything including my iPod. I put on another pair of sweats that were hot розовый and I put on white Драконы фуфайка, толстовки (Our school, Dryleaf Dragons.) I asked what movie rental place we were going to. She said," Um...How about Vids 4 You?" I said," That sounds great!"
I quickly put my damp hair up in a messy bun. We walked out her room and down the stairs. We were at the bottom when I realized I forgot my cell phone and wallet, I told Maria and she told me to hurry and go get it. I ran upstairs and grabbed my phone and wallet, I ran back downstairs. I stopped at the bottom because I heard Maria saying to mark in a whispered shout," Mark, be careful! I don't want her to find out about you, and I don't want Ты to hurt her. Ты know what happened last time!"I didn't want to hear more, even though I was intrigued so I said, while walking into the room," Эй, lets go!?" They both looked at me Maria fake smiled and Mark looked at me through troubled, and confused eyes, did a half smile and сказал(-а) to us." I'll meet Ты in the car." Maria сказал(-а) OK without looking at him, she just stared at the ground. We walked out to the car, we didn't see Mark in the car. I looked around and he was sitting in his car, a black truck. He hopped out and said," Why don't we take my car?" Maria laughed. What is up, her anger at Mark seemed to dissolve. We walked over to his car. I jumped in the back, Maria in the
No one was talking, to me или to anybody. I figured I might as well break the silence," So what Фильмы are we getting?" Mark sighed and seemed glad that someone had started a conversation. Maria suggested," How 'bout some romance?" "Ew, why can't we get like some weird vampire movie?" The whole car tensed up. Mark сказал(-а) something quietly then tried to say something but it seemed like he was struggling for the right words, it actually looked as if he was in pain. He said," I...I....um.....sure." By this time we were at the movie store. After I got out of the car I went over to Maria and asked," What is up with him?" She just shrugged and said," I don't know maybe Вампиры scare him." I knew something was going on, everyone knew but me. We walked to the movie store silently, it was a weird and awkward moment. When we entered the movie store and it was like all the weirdness and awkwardness was completely gone. They both got excited and went to different sections.
We decided to get Point Break and 9 to 5. We were checking out when I saw Mark make eye contact with someone. I looked over and saw a man with a black капот, худ on and baggy black pants nod quickly and turn around and run into the closet! I was intrigued. I decided to investigate. I сказал(-а) to Mark and Maria," I need to go to the bathroom, Ты guys can look at some еще Фильмы if Ты want?" They сказал(-а) OK at the same time and then jinxed each other. I laughed as I went towards the bathroom, then I made sure they weren't looking and hurried and went into the closet. I had no idea what I was going to do but I just went ahead and did it. As soon as I went into the closet I turned around and sitting in a big lounge chair was Derek from Mark's band. I was so surprised I didn't say anything. I probably looked like a complete idiot. I was relieved that he started talking without needing any urging from me. He said,"So Ты found out who and what we are?" My brilliant response was," Huh, I don't know what Ты are talking about." I tried to get my act back together, but I think I still looked like an idiot. He realized that and continued,"I am surprised that Ты found out so soon, what has it been, a day?" I said," I don't know what Ты are talking about." He laughed and said," don't play dumb with me I know Ты know we are vampires." I said," Ты are? Who? Ты and? This is a joke huh? Where are the cameras?" His face hardened and he said," This is not a joke. Ты didn't know?" Before I could say anything he mumbled,"Oh crap! Mark is gonna kill me." I did the only thing that I thought was right, before I could do anything, Mark came through the door. He didn't see me at first and just started talking to Derek," I know Ты want to tell someone about our...," he stopped. He looked over at me. I smiled a half smile.
Chapter 2
The Finding
At that moment he seemed dazed, then out of nowhere he exploded,"DEREK!!!! Did Ты tell her?? I will ruin Ты forever!" he сказал(-а) as he pointed a finger at him. Derek seemed to be suddenly shy. He said," I am so sorry Mark. I thought she knew. I thought she....", he trailed off. Then it was like something possessed my body and made me freak out, I said," Don't get mad at Derek! Ты are just having anger issues!! Ты don't even pay attention to other peoples feelings! Ты probably don't know that this was an accident!" He seemed to be Остаться в живых in thought and sad in a way. I felt the need to comfort him. He looked at me as if he couldn't believe it, then tore out of the room, almost taking the door with him. I was so confused, I ran out crying. I passed by Maria who had a confused look on her face too. I ran out of the movie store not sure where I was going to go. I just continued running and running. At some point by the freeway, I found a place to sit and cry. I sat there for who knows how long.
By now it was raining, no, pouring. My clothes were soaked and dripping. I was trying to figure out why I freaked out back at the movie place. It was seriously like something possessed my body. I heard a car pull up, I didn't want to look up in case it was Maria. I couldn't help my curiosity, I looked up and the first thing I saw was how dark it had gotten. Then I heard," Elena? Ты wanna hop in?" I looked at the driver, it was Mark. I wiped my eyes and went around the other side and was getting into his car when my foot slipped because it was so wet I almost landed face first in on the ground. I felt this light pulling feeling and I opened my eyes from the fall reflex and I was sitting up right in the black leather seats. Mark was staring at the steering wheel intently as if there was a Picasso painting on there.
He pulled off the side of the freeway. He started out slowly and gained speed and as we moved he gained speed. I was breathing heavily and when I stopped and held my breath for a moment. I couldn't see Mark breathing. I was so surprised I exclaimed ," Mark! Why aren't Ты breathing??" He laughed and quietly said,"We don't need to breathe." I took a sharp intake of breath. He continued in a semi-normal voice,"It just became something we need to do not to get discovered.
I started to say something but then I paused. A few moments later I got the courage to say,"So it is true, I never would have guessed."I сказал(-а) as I looked out the front windshield. He сказал(-а) incredulously,"Did Ты really think is wasn't true."
No, I honestly didn't."
"Hmm..." He seemed to be Остаться в живых in thought.
I hated to break he beautiful concentration expression, but I needed to say something.
Realization
I lay there waiting for the realization to kick in. I thought, this can't be happing, at least not to me. I had always been a self centered person, never , even in preschool would I share my toys. I always got my way no matter what, because my parents had such great connections. But thats over now, they're dead.
I am waiting for my friend, Maria to come pick me up. I think I will crash at her place for a while, till I figure out what is going to happen to me. I bet Ты didn't know this but she has the cutest older brother, Mark. But he doesn't дата girls. I don't know why he doesn't date, especially me I mean I am really pretty. Not to be vain. I have wavy, full bodied brown hair, soft brown eyes, and the most Популярное girl at our high school even though I am a just a sophomore.
I think he is to busy working on his Пение career. He is a great singer he always does gigs at The A.P. Everybody knows him and loves him, he even has his own groupies that follows him to his house and to the A.P. again and again. Anyway I am getting sidetracked. That always happens to me. My parent's short sad story is, they were driving to their anniversary ужин they got hit by a drunk driver who one didn't have his license, and two he was under age.
I drink sometimes at parties but mostly I have the best soda made, THE DEW. When I do drink, I drink responsibly and always have Edward my butler drive me home, where I am happily greeted by my huge german shepherd, Marley, my little brother, James, named him after Bob Marley before he died of leukemia at the age of 5. I heard a honk, Oh here is Maria I thought. I walked out of my orange, blue, and yellow room looking at everything in my house, not knowing when i'd see it again.
Then I stopped to look at our last family picture, where my parents were holding me tight as if they knew what was going to happen. As if they knew what their fate was. I pondered weather или not to take the picture with me. Then I heard "Elena hurry up!". It was Maria always in a hurry to get wherever she needed to go Далее under any circumstances. I ran out not bothering to take the picture with me. I grabbed my oversized denim кошелек and I shut the door behind me, hopefully not for the last time.
I hurried and and jumped into the yellow Infinity car. "So how are Ты feeling?" Maria said. I replied, " I am good i guess, I really don't know, I am having so many feelings bouncing around in my head." She laughed and mocked me, "So many feelings bouncing around in my head!" "Stop it Ты jerk, it was the only analogy I could think of!"I сказал(-а) while I playfully punched her softly. "Well sorry I was born sarcastic and funny." she said. I laughed at that, despite my mood.
"I forgot to ask, where are we going?" I said. She chuckled," Elena, Elena, what would the world do without your idiot questions." "My idiot questions, your the one who does the sarcastic remarks!" We continued to talk to each other about dirty brake ups and how Eliza stuffs her bra!! When we got to her house we were laughing so hard our abs hurt. But that still wouldn't keep me from thinking about my parents.Maria's and Mark's mom always makes sure they get at least 30 минуты of sun every day. So she handed us some лимонад in a pitcher and three glasses. Maria asked, " Three what for?" Her mom replied," Mark is out there in the pool." Maria and I both exchanged sly glances. "Ok thanks mom." Maria said, after winking at me and looking away.
As we walked through her amazingly clean and organized house, I tried not to picture Mark's amazingly ripped body gliding through the water. We opened the screen and my eyes went directly to him. It was better than I imagined, it was totally hardcore. It looked like he must have worked out at the gym 5 times a week или more. Then I remembered that the Kimmers (Mark and Maria) have an expensive Главная gym in their downstairs and Mark always disappears down there. That explains a whole lot, I thought, but for him to be so dedicated was amazing. It was like he was born with those muscles. I could go on and on about them, but at that moment he walked up to me and looked me in the eyes with his deep brown eyes, it felt like I could fall into them. He said," I heard what happened and that really really sucks, but I am glad we can have a place for you."
He continued," I hope that your OK, and we don't have to deal with anything depressing!" He teased. I could tell he was trying to make the subject light but his eyes still looked dead serious. I just realized he had the most gorgeous smile, like painfully gorgeous. A smile where every male model would look and wish that he could sell his soul to the devil to get it. I realized that he was so close to me we were almost touching. It felt awkward so I took a step
Then I noticed that she had put the лимонад down on the таблица and she was no where to be seen."OK this is weird now." I said. He just laughed and jumped into the pool doing a cannonball and splashing me all over. I shrieked and rolled up my navy sweat pants. I went over to the side of the pool and stuck my feet in. The water was warm and cooling at the same time, the perfect temperature.
I waved my feet in the water making circles, while watching Mark swim in the deep end. I knew it was wrong but I could help from wondering why he doesn't date. I came up with many reasons, but they were all crappy ideas from cheap comic Книги and creepy T.V shows. While I was pondering that I didn't notice that Mark had swam over to me and was about to pull me in! I screamed and he pulled me under water. We both came up laughing and shaking our hair. Then we noticed Maria had come back and she was in her swimming розовый and purple swimming suit. She said," Did I miss something? 'Cause it looks like I did!" Mark and I just laughed, when I opened my eyes she was looking at me. I knew she saw my eyes were filled with sorrow. I smiled a half smile to let her know I was OK.
We swam in the pool for another hour, after I went up to Maria's room to get an extra swimming suit. The sun was setting so I suggested we dry off and maybe get a movie because it was a weekend even if it wasn't we would probably get one anyway. We went up to Maria's plain room. Her room had pine wood all over and colorful pillows, comforter, and blue futon, where I would sleep. Thank goodness she had her own bathroom in her room, otherwise I would die if I had to share with Mark! I took off my wet swimming suit in her bathroom. Edward had brought all my clothes and everything including my iPod. I put on another pair of sweats that were hot розовый and I put on white Драконы фуфайка, толстовки (Our school, Dryleaf Dragons.) I asked what movie rental place we were going to. She said," Um...How about Vids 4 You?" I said," That sounds great!"
I quickly put my damp hair up in a messy bun. We walked out her room and down the stairs. We were at the bottom when I realized I forgot my cell phone and wallet, I told Maria and she told me to hurry and go get it. I ran upstairs and grabbed my phone and wallet, I ran back downstairs. I stopped at the bottom because I heard Maria saying to mark in a whispered shout," Mark, be careful! I don't want her to find out about you, and I don't want Ты to hurt her. Ты know what happened last time!"I didn't want to hear more, even though I was intrigued so I said, while walking into the room," Эй, lets go!?" They both looked at me Maria fake smiled and Mark looked at me through troubled, and confused eyes, did a half smile and сказал(-а) to us." I'll meet Ты in the car." Maria сказал(-а) OK without looking at him, she just stared at the ground. We walked out to the car, we didn't see Mark in the car. I looked around and he was sitting in his car, a black truck. He hopped out and said," Why don't we take my car?" Maria laughed. What is up, her anger at Mark seemed to dissolve. We walked over to his car. I jumped in the back, Maria in the
No one was talking, to me или to anybody. I figured I might as well break the silence," So what Фильмы are we getting?" Mark sighed and seemed glad that someone had started a conversation. Maria suggested," How 'bout some romance?" "Ew, why can't we get like some weird vampire movie?" The whole car tensed up. Mark сказал(-а) something quietly then tried to say something but it seemed like he was struggling for the right words, it actually looked as if he was in pain. He said," I...I....um.....sure." By this time we were at the movie store. After I got out of the car I went over to Maria and asked," What is up with him?" She just shrugged and said," I don't know maybe Вампиры scare him." I knew something was going on, everyone knew but me. We walked to the movie store silently, it was a weird and awkward moment. When we entered the movie store and it was like all the weirdness and awkwardness was completely gone. They both got excited and went to different sections.
We decided to get Point Break and 9 to 5. We were checking out when I saw Mark make eye contact with someone. I looked over and saw a man with a black капот, худ on and baggy black pants nod quickly and turn around and run into the closet! I was intrigued. I decided to investigate. I сказал(-а) to Mark and Maria," I need to go to the bathroom, Ты guys can look at some еще Фильмы if Ты want?" They сказал(-а) OK at the same time and then jinxed each other. I laughed as I went towards the bathroom, then I made sure they weren't looking and hurried and went into the closet. I had no idea what I was going to do but I just went ahead and did it. As soon as I went into the closet I turned around and sitting in a big lounge chair was Derek from Mark's band. I was so surprised I didn't say anything. I probably looked like a complete idiot. I was relieved that he started talking without needing any urging from me. He said,"So Ты found out who and what we are?" My brilliant response was," Huh, I don't know what Ты are talking about." I tried to get my act back together, but I think I still looked like an idiot. He realized that and continued,"I am surprised that Ты found out so soon, what has it been, a day?" I said," I don't know what Ты are talking about." He laughed and said," don't play dumb with me I know Ты know we are vampires." I said," Ты are? Who? Ты and? This is a joke huh? Where are the cameras?" His face hardened and he said," This is not a joke. Ты didn't know?" Before I could say anything he mumbled,"Oh crap! Mark is gonna kill me." I did the only thing that I thought was right, before I could do anything, Mark came through the door. He didn't see me at first and just started talking to Derek," I know Ты want to tell someone about our...," he stopped. He looked over at me. I smiled a half smile.
Chapter 2
The Finding
At that moment he seemed dazed, then out of nowhere he exploded,"DEREK!!!! Did Ты tell her?? I will ruin Ты forever!" he сказал(-а) as he pointed a finger at him. Derek seemed to be suddenly shy. He said," I am so sorry Mark. I thought she knew. I thought she....", he trailed off. Then it was like something possessed my body and made me freak out, I said," Don't get mad at Derek! Ты are just having anger issues!! Ты don't even pay attention to other peoples feelings! Ты probably don't know that this was an accident!" He seemed to be Остаться в живых in thought and sad in a way. I felt the need to comfort him. He looked at me as if he couldn't believe it, then tore out of the room, almost taking the door with him. I was so confused, I ran out crying. I passed by Maria who had a confused look on her face too. I ran out of the movie store not sure where I was going to go. I just continued running and running. At some point by the freeway, I found a place to sit and cry. I sat there for who knows how long.
By now it was raining, no, pouring. My clothes were soaked and dripping. I was trying to figure out why I freaked out back at the movie place. It was seriously like something possessed my body. I heard a car pull up, I didn't want to look up in case it was Maria. I couldn't help my curiosity, I looked up and the first thing I saw was how dark it had gotten. Then I heard," Elena? Ты wanna hop in?" I looked at the driver, it was Mark. I wiped my eyes and went around the other side and was getting into his car when my foot slipped because it was so wet I almost landed face first in on the ground. I felt this light pulling feeling and I opened my eyes from the fall reflex and I was sitting up right in the black leather seats. Mark was staring at the steering wheel intently as if there was a Picasso painting on there.
He pulled off the side of the freeway. He started out slowly and gained speed and as we moved he gained speed. I was breathing heavily and when I stopped and held my breath for a moment. I couldn't see Mark breathing. I was so surprised I exclaimed ," Mark! Why aren't Ты breathing??" He laughed and quietly said,"We don't need to breathe." I took a sharp intake of breath. He continued in a semi-normal voice,"It just became something we need to do not to get discovered.
I started to say something but then I paused. A few moments later I got the courage to say,"So it is true, I never would have guessed."I сказал(-а) as I looked out the front windshield. He сказал(-а) incredulously,"Did Ты really think is wasn't true."
No, I honestly didn't."
"Hmm..." He seemed to be Остаться в живых in thought.
I hated to break he beautiful concentration expression, but I needed to say something.
some amature suff
Dream Of My Любовь So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Поцелуи and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This Любовь is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But еще dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see Ты someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My Любовь So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Поцелуи and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This Любовь is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But еще dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see Ты someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this poem, its not very gd, but i wanted some criticism, so i figured...well, here goes
Skeletal Kiss
Kisses from a skeleton.
A hand that cannot touch.
A nose that can't pick up the scent
Of perfumed skin, as such.
Sweet nothings from a skeleton,
Inspired by sightless eye.
Words tainted, by the rotted lips
Through which they must pass by.
Embraces from a skeleton.
The fault of broken heart,
Which used to rest in marrow cage
But now is gone, in part.
Любовь comes not from a skeleton,
From death, from lack of life.
It only lives in memory
Which lives through after life.
Ok, be honest, What do Ты guys think?
Skeletal Kiss
Kisses from a skeleton.
A hand that cannot touch.
A nose that can't pick up the scent
Of perfumed skin, as such.
Sweet nothings from a skeleton,
Inspired by sightless eye.
Words tainted, by the rotted lips
Through which they must pass by.
Embraces from a skeleton.
The fault of broken heart,
Which used to rest in marrow cage
But now is gone, in part.
Любовь comes not from a skeleton,
From death, from lack of life.
It only lives in memory
Which lives through after life.
Ok, be honest, What do Ты guys think?
nobody understands love,
nobody really believes.
Ты can't put a price on the way people make Ты feel,
but Ты can always say:
i Любовь you
but what does it really mean?
those three small words?
to many people it's just
i care about you
isn't that easier to say
than make someone believe
you'll always be there for them
that they are the sun, the moon, the stars
that they will be the person that Ты want to be the last person to see before Ты die?
is it so hard to NOT make someone believe
that Ты will always be there for them
that Ты will be the one that they need
for life
for eternity
forever?
Далее time Ты say
i Любовь you
mean it
because if Ты don't
your just hurting yourself
and the person that Ты say it to
nobody really believes.
Ты can't put a price on the way people make Ты feel,
but Ты can always say:
i Любовь you
but what does it really mean?
those three small words?
to many people it's just
i care about you
isn't that easier to say
than make someone believe
you'll always be there for them
that they are the sun, the moon, the stars
that they will be the person that Ты want to be the last person to see before Ты die?
is it so hard to NOT make someone believe
that Ты will always be there for them
that Ты will be the one that they need
for life
for eternity
forever?
Далее time Ты say
i Любовь you
mean it
because if Ты don't
your just hurting yourself
and the person that Ты say it to