As most of Ты know I wrote a letter to my friend who's a girl that I'm in Любовь with. I gave it to her early at school, I told her not to read it until she got Главная and not to tell anyone about it, especially her boyfriend. When she got Главная and she read it she called me and it turns out she loves me too. I use to ask her if she had those kind of feelings for me and she сказал(-а) no but today she told me she lied. So this is what Дисней Любовь feels like! WE'RE IN LOVE! She's going to break up with her boyfriend but it's not just because it me. Actually she thinks he's really clingy and that he's kinda a creepy stalker with disturbing thoughts. CuteDiana suggested that I Показать everyone my letter, so here it is.

Эй, Candice, it’s me Chris! Look I know you’re moving away but I wish that I could do something to stop Ты from leaving. I’ve had other Друзья Переместить to different schools but it was different with Ты because you’re еще than just my best friend. In choir I was trying not to cry and to hold back the tears so Ты wouldn’t see me cry. I got really mad at Ты and сказал(-а) that I hated Ты but Ты know I didn’t really mean it. Actually the truth is that I actually think of Ты as еще than a best friend или a sister. When I got Главная I listened to sad Любовь songs and I cried, than I realized why I was crying because it takes something really strong to make me cry. When I was thinking about Ты I had knots in my stomach and I really care about you. Actually I felt that every time I thought about you, and it took me a long while to realize it but I’m in Любовь with you.

I know that we sort of tried to дата during freshman год but that didn’t really count because it was only for a day. Messing that up by breaking up with Ты was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. I was just scared because I was afraid of committing to a relationship and if it didn’t work out what would happen to our friendship. I know what Ты and Ryan are together but I really wanted Ты to know how I feel. If Ты truly Любовь Ryan еще than anything and would to anything to be with him, I’ll just leave Ты alone. Ryan’s our friend and I don’t want to make him mad at me for stealing Ты from him. Ты and Ryan have known each other since kindergarten and I’ve only known Ты since freshman year. However ever since we broke up I kept thinking if Ты and me were meant to be. I even sometimes had dreams where we were at school and a natural disaster happened, I thought we would die and I сказал(-а) that I loved you. I kept thinking if Ты and me were like one of those stories where the main character and the best friend fall in love, but they were unaware of their real feelings until the end.

I know Ты use to think of me that way and I don’t know if Ты still do but if Ты do than tell me. Even if Ты don’t we’ll always be best friends. Also I wish Ты would try to convince your mom to let Ты stay here and not go to a different school because you’re the only one at school who keeps me sane. You’re the only unique girl at the school the others are either stuck-up snobs, perky girly girls, girls who are messed up(like on drugs, smoking, или got pregnant) and angry with their parents, или Emo’s/Goths who cut themselves. I can’t go on without you! I need Ты by my side at school! I can’t live without Ты because my life wouldn’t be complete without you. Please just try to convince her! Even if Ты can’t and Ты do Любовь me, I’ll get my license and drive to see Ты every Saturday. I’ll call Ты everyday to talk to you! Even if Ты don’t Любовь me I’ll still call Ты every день to talk to you. I would give up everything to have Ты stay here! I’ll be a nicer person, I’ll be less aggressive, I’ll be less hotheaded, in fact I’d even give up my career as a book writer!

Even if you’re сердце was never meant to be mine, we’ll always be best friends. I wanted to take a chance and see what would happen. If you’re truly happy with Ryan and Любовь him than I’ll be happy for you. You’re happiness is my happiness! I know Ты don’t want to leave and Ты won’t be happy so Ты really should try to stay! Please stay! I don’t wanna lose you! Without Ты I won’t be able to make it through high school. Even if Ты don’t Любовь me please at least try! I didn’t know what would happen if I didn’t try to tell Ты about this and I’m still scared. So what do Ты have to lose? Your mom is just running away from her problems and that’s something parents are suppose to teach kids not to do! I’d do anything to help Ты stay! I Любовь you! You’re nice, funny, pretty, entertaining, a good friend, and the most unique person I’ve ever met! Please don’t leave me, I Любовь you!