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My Dreams, My Hopes and Wishes...My Story.
My Story...

    My Name is Mallory E. McDonald. I was born in Maine and I’m 13 years old. I’m a dancer at T’n t Dance Studio and I’ve been dancing for 11 years now. I was born with an eye condition, in other words I can only see out of one eye at a time. So when I was in third grade my eye doctor finally saw that I had a problem but it was to late. So in third grade I had to learn how to read and write all over again. I was called names because I had to have help and extra class’s because I still needed to learn how to...

I'm just a girl

I never win

But I try to fit in

I'm just a girl

I keep back my tears

And hide my fears

I'm just a girl

I always fake smiles

But sometimes I laugh for miles

I'm just a girl

I stand up tall,

Even when I fall

I'm just a girl

I cover the truth

'Cause I'm still in my youth

I'm just a girl

I still get afraid

But i know the stars are there behind the shade

I'm just a girl

I tend to forget

But people live their lives with no regrets

I'm just a girl

I know I will Fly,high and free

Just wait and see

I'm just a girl

I'll take the pain I got in my сердце and head

And put it in a song instead

I'm just a girl

I won't...

Sadness...

Something that can just sneak up on you..
And eat Ты alive.
It can make Ты do the craziest of things..
And make Ты think the most deadly thoughts..
It puts Ты in a spot of living through the pain..
Or giving in..

Will Ты fight..Or flee..

Most give in..
But I'm not like most..

Most hurt them selves..
By Cutting there wrist
Or thighs или arms или stomachs..
Anywhere where they can feel the pain..
I've been there two..

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A Cutter's Point Of View


Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver...

Izzy stared at the blank ceiling of the alfea attic. Her сердце longed for the faded purple walls of Cloudtower net the girl's face to pop out om the closest, her voice still echoed in Izzy's mind 'real witch... real witch... real witch..." Izzy pulled out her laptop from under the постель, кровати and the note the girl had дана her. As she typed in the email a dress A little light blinked as it showed to girl was online. The Иконка сказал(-а) 'dana' that must be the gril's name. Dana and Izzy immediately started talking dana started out with a surprising Вопрос
"When will Ты plan to start?"
"Now"
Fine, read...

The truth

1.I'm ready to tell the truth.....about me.
2.when I wasn't even born,my parents devorced.
3.am I happy about it? hell ya!
4.When I was 3 I meet my dad.
5. i would to see him on some of the weekends.
6.My dad would buy me anything when he was rich.
7:I would...I would Главная and... And my ...mom would find bruises on my...
8:I didn't know where they came from!...But when I told her i didn't know where the bruises come from...I felt like lyieing...and I was little...
9:When I was in preschool and other grades as a little girl,I planned to kill myself.....because of fighting and bulling....I was...

Secrets

1.I used to be shy... and sometimes I still am.

2.I Любовь to watch scary movies! But I get really scared afterward... I just I wont learn!

3.My Избранное color is White because it holds misery and nothing can defect it... other then other colors.

4.I have an eye condition... Witch means I can only see out of one eye at a time. And I wish I didn’t have an Eye condition.

5.I have glass’s so I don’t think I’m pretty....

6.I also have red hair! Witch I’m proud of! I just wish it wasn’t so fluffy.

7.I’ve never been loved....

8.I’m very creative

9.I have blue eyes yet I’m a red head?...

(Hey you guys...I'm going to be publishing some songs....to let a few things off of my heart....I'm torn up and sad....I'm sorry I get annoying....here is a review of some sadness)

Goodbye -a song
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me:I want to see him!
nurse: sweetie,you can't see him
me: yes I can! i have two eyes miss.Trish
nurse: younge lady! seguraty! gaurds!
(I push my way into the hospital room but run out crying heading for the door)

{now singing}
Ohhhhh-why me?
does this have to come now?
oh jesus don't take him away!
Just take me

Just wake me up...

May wings be wings and soar past these vast unearthly feilds of hate,

May Любовь be Любовь and extinguish these feilds of uncertainty,

The girl in the back with her hair kver her eyes,

Her father left when she was 5

On the outside shell be smiling but inside silently dying

The boy in the alley with the cigarette bud in his hand

His mother died at his birth and he'll never be accepted my his dad

On the outside hes a skummer but inside hes still a kid

The one passed out on the floor, a bottle to her lips

She drinks away her pain but shes fearing it'll never drown

May the anorexic become strong inside...

* That awkward moment went your mom's doing dishes, so Ты put one in slowly and walk away fast.


* Dear teacher, I talk where ever I am. So there's no point in moving me?


* Dear brain, please start to make up your mind about if I'm hungry или bored. Sincerely, I'm getting Fat.


* It doesn't madder what it is, it's automatically cool if it glows in the dark.


* That awkward moment when your playing with your pen in class and it goes flying across the room.


* The mini party Ты have when your teacher leaves the room.


* Hand sanitizer = The quickest way to find a cut.


* Dear Haters, I so much еще for you...