Sometimes she couldn't decide who she was. No. She could never decide who she was. She was odd, different, awkward and dying inside. Maybe she had thought about hanging herself on her closet rack a few times too many. Her own voice was destroying her. Searching endlessly for the one crack in this dark closet of a life she had. The little crack that she could squeeze into just to see the ounce of light. To feel the touch of another person who she could interact with. Maybe that would never happen. Maybe she tried to hard - changed herself too much - was too scattered to appeal...
have brushed off some of the lyrics.. __________First few:
And so, I'm going to keep running, Maybe I'll come back one day, but until that very day, I'm going to keep running, going to keep running.
I'm going to recover, and one day, lay my toes between the grass, but until that very day, I'm so, I'm so,
I'm going to walk on this Earth one day, no longer waiting for myself to heal, be by all my loved ones, lay my head down on the ground, and look up into the sky, seeing white puffy clouds, and a much brighter день ahead.
And so, I'm going to keep running, Maybe I'll come back one day, but until...
These are just some lyrics I collaborated in my fucked up head.^^ I hope Ты guys enjoy because some are almost a full song anyways.
I never wanted to see Ты this miserable, but Ты only return such hate into an adorable smile. I always want to hear your laugh before I dare fall asleep. All our emotions collide and travel into the deep sea of life.
Before I ever walked alone, you would always be willing to travel beside me. You've never сказал(-а) goodbye, only a "see Ты soon". So as I'm walking, the only thing that comes to my mind, is you.