Its Monday now… Its about almost noon it also almost time for your break. Ты glance out your window and see I familiar face its Marshall. *Oh great* Ты think to yourself, Ты try to block your face so he wouldn’t notice you. He walks in and walks up to Wanda.
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help Ты with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. Ты stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do Ты want, why are Ты here, and how the hell did Ты find out where I worked?” Ты ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” Ты mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell Ты might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” Ты say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” Ты say. “I have no interest in Ты and your stupid raping and fame shit,” Ты say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” Ты say. “And I know for a fact Ты don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” Ты say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. Ты glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting еще emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” Ты say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes Ты sick. Ты catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. Ты quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Эминем just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” Ты say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Эминем he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” Ты say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” Ты say.
“You’re gonna get Ты жопа, попка in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before Ты know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” Ты call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, Ты watch her walks to the front cuz Ты have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
Ты walk in the door and go straight to your room. Ты look at the clock its 7pm. Ты grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After Ты finish your душ Ты go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot или I swear I might break that TV* Ты think to yourself trying not to Показать rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” Ты yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang или whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” Ты say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do Ты want for dinner?” Ты ask after Ты recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. Ты smile. (lol first typed piss instead of пицца lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing Ты say when Ты answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing Ты suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” Ты say. He sighs…
“I thought Ты knew, but Ты just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” Ты ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do Ты say that like its ok?” Ты say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I Любовь this woman!” he yells.
“I thought Ты loved me?” Ты ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck Ты motherfucker!” Ты scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t Ты ever call me ever again Ты fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But Ты were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate Ты and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job Ты fucking dumb fucker!” Ты scream into the phone and hang up. Ты sit here a while and he don’t call back. Ты don’t know weather to keep crying или stop and just let it go. Ты decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now Ты don’t know if Ты can trust guys again, Ты decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. Ты go to постель, кровати early that night, and Ты quickly fall asleep.
Ты wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” Ты ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” Ты ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did Ты get my number!?” Ты scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there Ты know,” he says Ты can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” Ты say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who Ты are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” Ты say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of или lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” Ты say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. Ты close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for Ты to go to work but Ты don’t feel like it. Ты call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when Ты wake up. “Jake?” Ты yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then Ты remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. Ты finish in the bathroom then Ты turn on your phone. Ты have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take Ты out to dinner, just once,” Ты close your phone without answering back. Ты get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in Ты whatsoever,” Ты text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh Ты persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me или w.e Ты got goin on,” Ты text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like Ты was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” Ты text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” Ты text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. Ты sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* Ты yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” Ты mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” Ты scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” Ты say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. Ты jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” Ты say.
“Oh what were Ты thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” Ты say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have пицца then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW Далее SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
Ты sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” Ты yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. Ты slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so Ты just cant go away. Ты don’t wanna talk to him so Ты run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
Ты stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” Ты yell. Ты keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” Ты say and walk in. “Hello!?” Ты yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” Ты whisper to yourself. Ты hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. Ты just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have Ты been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling Ты and trying to text Ты and see Ты at work but Ты never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” Ты yell and start to cry, he grabs Ты and holds Ты in his arms.
“AH NO!” Ты yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” Ты yell still crying. He tries to hold Ты again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” Ты cry.
“I don’t wanna leave Ты alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” Ты cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. Ты cry as Ты watch him leave. That was very awkward and Ты liked it, Ты liked being held by him. But Ты don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. Ты don’t want to believe the Ты like him. You’re crying as Ты think this. Ты remember the Ты can see the driveway from your bedroom window. Ты stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. Ты put your right hand on the window. Ты don’t want him to leave but then again Ты don’t wanna like him so Ты want him to leave and never come back. Ты keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave или come back up. Ты watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” Ты whisper so soft Ты can barely even hear yourself. Ты slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” Ты yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” Ты say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” Ты say. Ты wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. Ты sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” Ты say. “I don’t like him,” Ты say. Ты close your eyes and see Marshalls face. Ты open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” Ты sigh. Randomly Ты remember Jake is at Eric’s house. Ты forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” Ты yell. Ты glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. Ты remember being held by Marshall, Ты smile. *Why am I smiling* Ты think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” Ты whisper to yourself. Ты stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom Ты ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” Ты ask getting up.
“Are Ты ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” Ты say. “I just wanna be alone,” Ты say.
“Ok but Ты know ever sense Ты met Эминем Ты been Актёрское искусство strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds Ты of Marshall again….
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help Ты with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. Ты stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do Ты want, why are Ты here, and how the hell did Ты find out where I worked?” Ты ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” Ты mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell Ты might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” Ты say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” Ты say. “I have no interest in Ты and your stupid raping and fame shit,” Ты say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” Ты say. “And I know for a fact Ты don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” Ты say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. Ты glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting еще emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” Ты say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes Ты sick. Ты catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. Ты quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Эминем just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” Ты say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Эминем he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” Ты say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” Ты say.
“You’re gonna get Ты жопа, попка in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before Ты know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” Ты call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, Ты watch her walks to the front cuz Ты have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
Ты walk in the door and go straight to your room. Ты look at the clock its 7pm. Ты grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After Ты finish your душ Ты go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot или I swear I might break that TV* Ты think to yourself trying not to Показать rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” Ты yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang или whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” Ты say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do Ты want for dinner?” Ты ask after Ты recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. Ты smile. (lol first typed piss instead of пицца lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing Ты say when Ты answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing Ты suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” Ты say. He sighs…
“I thought Ты knew, but Ты just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” Ты ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do Ты say that like its ok?” Ты say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I Любовь this woman!” he yells.
“I thought Ты loved me?” Ты ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck Ты motherfucker!” Ты scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t Ты ever call me ever again Ты fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But Ты were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate Ты and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job Ты fucking dumb fucker!” Ты scream into the phone and hang up. Ты sit here a while and he don’t call back. Ты don’t know weather to keep crying или stop and just let it go. Ты decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now Ты don’t know if Ты can trust guys again, Ты decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. Ты go to постель, кровати early that night, and Ты quickly fall asleep.
Ты wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” Ты ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” Ты ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did Ты get my number!?” Ты scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there Ты know,” he says Ты can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” Ты say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who Ты are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” Ты say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of или lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” Ты say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. Ты close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for Ты to go to work but Ты don’t feel like it. Ты call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when Ты wake up. “Jake?” Ты yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then Ты remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. Ты finish in the bathroom then Ты turn on your phone. Ты have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take Ты out to dinner, just once,” Ты close your phone without answering back. Ты get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in Ты whatsoever,” Ты text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh Ты persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me или w.e Ты got goin on,” Ты text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like Ты was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” Ты text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” Ты text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. Ты sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* Ты yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” Ты mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” Ты scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” Ты say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. Ты jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” Ты say.
“Oh what were Ты thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” Ты say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have пицца then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW Далее SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
Ты sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” Ты yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. Ты slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so Ты just cant go away. Ты don’t wanna talk to him so Ты run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
Ты stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” Ты yell. Ты keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” Ты say and walk in. “Hello!?” Ты yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” Ты whisper to yourself. Ты hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. Ты just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have Ты been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling Ты and trying to text Ты and see Ты at work but Ты never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” Ты yell and start to cry, he grabs Ты and holds Ты in his arms.
“AH NO!” Ты yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” Ты yell still crying. He tries to hold Ты again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” Ты cry.
“I don’t wanna leave Ты alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” Ты cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. Ты cry as Ты watch him leave. That was very awkward and Ты liked it, Ты liked being held by him. But Ты don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. Ты don’t want to believe the Ты like him. You’re crying as Ты think this. Ты remember the Ты can see the driveway from your bedroom window. Ты stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. Ты put your right hand on the window. Ты don’t want him to leave but then again Ты don’t wanna like him so Ты want him to leave and never come back. Ты keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave или come back up. Ты watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” Ты whisper so soft Ты can barely even hear yourself. Ты slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” Ты yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” Ты say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” Ты say. Ты wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. Ты sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” Ты say. “I don’t like him,” Ты say. Ты close your eyes and see Marshalls face. Ты open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” Ты sigh. Randomly Ты remember Jake is at Eric’s house. Ты forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” Ты yell. Ты glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. Ты remember being held by Marshall, Ты smile. *Why am I smiling* Ты think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” Ты whisper to yourself. Ты stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom Ты ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” Ты ask getting up.
“Are Ты ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” Ты say. “I just wanna be alone,” Ты say.
“Ok but Ты know ever sense Ты met Эминем Ты been Актёрское искусство strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds Ты of Marshall again….