Chapter 9 – I quit, I give up
House turned off the ignition and looked down. He wasn’t going to Показать anyone his emotions again. Stupid accident, what was he thinking? He knew what she wanted; damn it, he wanted it too, but she didn’t want to admit it. Now who was stubborn?
That wasn’t how things were supposed to have happened. She was always his kill-joy, his conscious; she kept him for doing crazy things, she saved his жопа, попка all the time. At the moment, he was the logical person; she was the one who kept running and avoiding the situations… how ironic was that?
He entered his house and turned the stereo on. His куртка fell on the couch
as the woman sang…
“But I don't know why that means Ты and I are…
That means Ты and…
I quit, I give up."
He grabbed a пиво and sat on the couch. He wasn’t in the mood for TV, not even for the L World.
That was it, no еще Lisa Cuddy, no еще being a funny friend; the old Gregory House was coming back, whether anyone wanted him to, или not.
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Cuddy froze. She was parked outside House’s home, but she didn’t know exactly what she was going to do. He had made himself very clear. She had made a decision, and she was there. The Далее step to be taken was to knock on his door and do something, say something.
There was a knock at the door, House heard it, but he was seated too comfortably to get up.
The knocks became stronger and annoying. He got up and opened the door quickly. Cuddy stood there; she never thought that he would open the door.
That was the reality, and she had to do something.
“House, we need to talk.” Cuddy said, calming herself.
“I think that we already did that.” He replied dryly and tried to close the door. She kept him from doing that; her hand was on the door and her eyes on him.
“I was fooling myself. Ты did what I never thought Ты could. Ты actually
revealed your feelings. I didn’t know what to do. Can’t I have a little doubt? This is all new for me, even for Wilson…and…for you. ”
“Are Ты finished?”
She didn’t know what еще to say. There she was, trying to apologize to House, but he wasn’t listening. She took one step back and the door closed.
How could he, she thought. It was House after all…but he has changed right?
She wasn’t dreaming, all of that had happened. How could he just ignore it in a matter of minutes?
She stared at his house from under the rain. It was finished…it had never begun, but
it was finished. She got inside her car and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t stop the tears from dropping.
He limped to his room, toke the t-shirt off and lay back on his bed. No еще thinking for today. His сердце was killing him, something that he had only felt once in his life; something that he didn’t want to remember. Stacy.
That was it… but this time he was dumping her, not the other way around.
TBC
House turned off the ignition and looked down. He wasn’t going to Показать anyone his emotions again. Stupid accident, what was he thinking? He knew what she wanted; damn it, he wanted it too, but she didn’t want to admit it. Now who was stubborn?
That wasn’t how things were supposed to have happened. She was always his kill-joy, his conscious; she kept him for doing crazy things, she saved his жопа, попка all the time. At the moment, he was the logical person; she was the one who kept running and avoiding the situations… how ironic was that?
He entered his house and turned the stereo on. His куртка fell on the couch
as the woman sang…
“But I don't know why that means Ты and I are…
That means Ты and…
I quit, I give up."
He grabbed a пиво and sat on the couch. He wasn’t in the mood for TV, not even for the L World.
That was it, no еще Lisa Cuddy, no еще being a funny friend; the old Gregory House was coming back, whether anyone wanted him to, или not.
----
Cuddy froze. She was parked outside House’s home, but she didn’t know exactly what she was going to do. He had made himself very clear. She had made a decision, and she was there. The Далее step to be taken was to knock on his door and do something, say something.
There was a knock at the door, House heard it, but he was seated too comfortably to get up.
The knocks became stronger and annoying. He got up and opened the door quickly. Cuddy stood there; she never thought that he would open the door.
That was the reality, and she had to do something.
“House, we need to talk.” Cuddy said, calming herself.
“I think that we already did that.” He replied dryly and tried to close the door. She kept him from doing that; her hand was on the door and her eyes on him.
“I was fooling myself. Ты did what I never thought Ты could. Ты actually
revealed your feelings. I didn’t know what to do. Can’t I have a little doubt? This is all new for me, even for Wilson…and…for you. ”
“Are Ты finished?”
She didn’t know what еще to say. There she was, trying to apologize to House, but he wasn’t listening. She took one step back and the door closed.
How could he, she thought. It was House after all…but he has changed right?
She wasn’t dreaming, all of that had happened. How could he just ignore it in a matter of minutes?
She stared at his house from under the rain. It was finished…it had never begun, but
it was finished. She got inside her car and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t stop the tears from dropping.
He limped to his room, toke the t-shirt off and lay back on his bed. No еще thinking for today. His сердце was killing him, something that he had only felt once in his life; something that he didn’t want to remember. Stacy.
That was it… but this time he was dumping her, not the other way around.
TBC
He looked...
Okay, this poem is basically in Cuddy's POV kind of to House. I wrote it to be kind of Cuddy's personal thing, but of course, it turned into Huddy. My first Статья on this spot AND Huddy poem, so please tell me what Ты think! It's short and might be a bit confusing at first, but here it goes;
Love.
And that's all I ever wanted.
How did I get here?
Just crying in an empty room
Once again a vacant world to me
I'm hurting and I'm sure Ты know
I hope, and that's just what i do
That the world could be, just be
What i want it to, another happy ending
Which we both know it won't be
Just hold me, so for a second
I could pretend it is
Could pretend it can
Pretend it could be
And maybe I could Любовь you
And pretend i didn't know
That it was one of the few things
I was missing.
I know it kind of sucks, but it's my first and what do Ты expect?
Love.
And that's all I ever wanted.
How did I get here?
Just crying in an empty room
Once again a vacant world to me
I'm hurting and I'm sure Ты know
I hope, and that's just what i do
That the world could be, just be
What i want it to, another happy ending
Which we both know it won't be
Just hold me, so for a second
I could pretend it is
Could pretend it can
Pretend it could be
And maybe I could Любовь you
And pretend i didn't know
That it was one of the few things
I was missing.
I know it kind of sucks, but it's my first and what do Ты expect?
