Hi! This is my first ff in English… I’m Italian and I don’t know English language very well…but I Любовь Hugh and Lisa so... I hope I didn’t make many mistakes! And, if Ты like the story, I’ll continue to write it but… If Ты don’t like it please tell me and I’ll stop to write it! Have a good day!
“Sense of (our) life” - part 1
A strange taste of joy grew up from her mouth to her mind. She never felt like that before; an unexpected sensation in a day, which she thought, "was came too similar to the others to be a normal one". Lisa laught thinking how a день in the life could be so full of meaning to push a person to think that all the others were nothing еще than "days"; hours, that catch all desires.
She walked out and breathed all the air her lungs could hold that night. She felt herself as a teenager; her first Kiss during the summer camp, the heartbreak she had had before her first time, all the new emotions she had felt during it and then, that strange sensation; a mixture of pleasure and loss which was confusing her thoughts.
-Lisa!- a voice came out from the real world to wake her up from her mental trip. She turned her head searching for the right direction to look at, although se knew who was waiting for her. Her сердце started to pulse strong while her thoughts became soft.
-Hugh? Where are you?- she asked.
-I’m here.- he appears from a dark side of the street, where a broken streetlight blocked her out to see beyond her nose.
-What… What are Ты doing here?- she asked him with surprise and amazement.
- I just want to talk with Ты for a bit… May I?- he сказал(-а) it embarrassed enough to assume an expression too similar to a baby who was caught with his hands in a jar of варенье, джем than the brilliant, screwed up and famous man which the world had known till that moment.
-Yeah… What’s happening? It’s everything ok? Why aren’t Ты with your wife now?- she asked him anxiously. She wasn't sure she wanted to know the answer. If Hugh had felt like her, that strange день would became an unexpected - and hard to believe - disastrous night!
-Too much Вопросы lady… I need to go on slowly- he сказал(-а) laughing and trying to find the right tone to use with Lisa. –First of all, yes. It's everything ok and...don't worry; Jo is waiting for me into my trailer. I сказал(-а) her that I had an important thing to ask Ты before going home. Neither mysteries nor lies and...Which was the first question? Ah...yeah... What's happening... A good question, a very good question; so good that I came out to ask it to you!- he was anxious as she was but he tried to cover himself using irony, as he had done in every moment of his life; good или bad, happy или sad... True или false.
-Hugh…I really don’t know what it happened! I couldn't help it. It was out my control. I just... I just wanted to do it better than during the trial run and I didn't heard Greg's stop! I'm... I'm so sorry. Please apologise me with Jo. I think it was terrible to see...- Lisa felt really bad for what happened on scene. She felt bad, but she thought also all the things she imagined at the beginning. So she tried to find an exit strategy from the embarrassment and from the guilty sense of that moment. Then, in a second, the puzzle was complete in front of her eyes… - But...Wait a minute...You...You continued to Kiss me too! Didn't Ты heard Greg's stop or...-
-Or…- repeated Hugh.
- Ты wanted Kiss me too!- сказал(-а) Lisa irritated.
-Or… I wanted Kiss Ты for a long time and I didn’t know how to do it without making troubles for both of us!- he was irritated to.
-Making troubles, of course... Troubles, troubles... How we can be a trouble for each other?- she asked him immediately.
-We are not a trouble for each other. We are a trouble for the people whom turn around us!- he answered.
-No one turns around me... I know how to manage my life. What about you?- Lisa was angry for all the times she had repressed her senses to respect Hugh's and other people choices. She was annoying by the words he used to define their kiss. “It made troubles for persons around them”... It was a bullshit for her, that chose her life день by day, without create problems to anyone except herself.
-You know how is my life! Don't you? I know what are Ты thinking... That I'm a man without spine, that I can't be able to choose anything for me, that I'm fixed on my failed family because I'm scared by the world…By the news…- he сказал(-а) sorrowfully.
- Maybe are Ты the one who thinks that things...I've never сказал(-а) that. I've never thought that! I think you're a wonderful dad and a kind man with your wife. I think you're brilliant and smart and... I think that the world is yours if Ты want it. You're generous and funny and by the time I met Ты I've started to think that you're damn fascinating to me! Gosh! I've сказал(-а) everything Hugh. Please, let me alone now. I rubbished myself enough for today!- she сказал(-а) that and then she started to walk to her car.
Hugh hold her arm and stop her flight. He pressed her to his chest and stroked her dark soft hair.
-I'm sorry Lisa. I'm so sorry. Ты aren't a trouble to me. Ты can't be a trouble to me in any case. I felt something beautiful Поцелуи Ты on the set. Something different by the last time, so real and strong that I was afraid for myself. Please pardon me. I need to talk to Ты more; I need to stay with Ты more. Please say me that Ты need the same thing...- He сказал(-а) her, moving his chin on her head.
She was crying softly. There were been tears of joy and tears of fear. Tears of scary and tears of egoism. In that moment the only tears she knew, were tears of liberation. From the sense of guilty she had felt for so long, from the idea that she was the only one who felt that way for the man, from the real world because by the moment he held her, time stopped to give them another Космос to stay together without troubles. - Yes, I would...- she сказал(-а) while Hugh approached his lips to hers for another kiss. The last Kiss of their first day. The first after confessing to each other their deep need to stay together.
-I must go now- сказал(-а) Hugh sorrowfully - there are too many things to do before tomorrow comes...- he kissed her forehead and returned to the dark side of the street.
Lisa remained there for a while, thinking how a single день could be change the sense of life.
(continues...)
“Sense of (our) life” - part 1
A strange taste of joy grew up from her mouth to her mind. She never felt like that before; an unexpected sensation in a day, which she thought, "was came too similar to the others to be a normal one". Lisa laught thinking how a день in the life could be so full of meaning to push a person to think that all the others were nothing еще than "days"; hours, that catch all desires.
She walked out and breathed all the air her lungs could hold that night. She felt herself as a teenager; her first Kiss during the summer camp, the heartbreak she had had before her first time, all the new emotions she had felt during it and then, that strange sensation; a mixture of pleasure and loss which was confusing her thoughts.
-Lisa!- a voice came out from the real world to wake her up from her mental trip. She turned her head searching for the right direction to look at, although se knew who was waiting for her. Her сердце started to pulse strong while her thoughts became soft.
-Hugh? Where are you?- she asked.
-I’m here.- he appears from a dark side of the street, where a broken streetlight blocked her out to see beyond her nose.
-What… What are Ты doing here?- she asked him with surprise and amazement.
- I just want to talk with Ты for a bit… May I?- he сказал(-а) it embarrassed enough to assume an expression too similar to a baby who was caught with his hands in a jar of варенье, джем than the brilliant, screwed up and famous man which the world had known till that moment.
-Yeah… What’s happening? It’s everything ok? Why aren’t Ты with your wife now?- she asked him anxiously. She wasn't sure she wanted to know the answer. If Hugh had felt like her, that strange день would became an unexpected - and hard to believe - disastrous night!
-Too much Вопросы lady… I need to go on slowly- he сказал(-а) laughing and trying to find the right tone to use with Lisa. –First of all, yes. It's everything ok and...don't worry; Jo is waiting for me into my trailer. I сказал(-а) her that I had an important thing to ask Ты before going home. Neither mysteries nor lies and...Which was the first question? Ah...yeah... What's happening... A good question, a very good question; so good that I came out to ask it to you!- he was anxious as she was but he tried to cover himself using irony, as he had done in every moment of his life; good или bad, happy или sad... True или false.
-Hugh…I really don’t know what it happened! I couldn't help it. It was out my control. I just... I just wanted to do it better than during the trial run and I didn't heard Greg's stop! I'm... I'm so sorry. Please apologise me with Jo. I think it was terrible to see...- Lisa felt really bad for what happened on scene. She felt bad, but she thought also all the things she imagined at the beginning. So she tried to find an exit strategy from the embarrassment and from the guilty sense of that moment. Then, in a second, the puzzle was complete in front of her eyes… - But...Wait a minute...You...You continued to Kiss me too! Didn't Ты heard Greg's stop or...-
-Or…- repeated Hugh.
- Ты wanted Kiss me too!- сказал(-а) Lisa irritated.
-Or… I wanted Kiss Ты for a long time and I didn’t know how to do it without making troubles for both of us!- he was irritated to.
-Making troubles, of course... Troubles, troubles... How we can be a trouble for each other?- she asked him immediately.
-We are not a trouble for each other. We are a trouble for the people whom turn around us!- he answered.
-No one turns around me... I know how to manage my life. What about you?- Lisa was angry for all the times she had repressed her senses to respect Hugh's and other people choices. She was annoying by the words he used to define their kiss. “It made troubles for persons around them”... It was a bullshit for her, that chose her life день by day, without create problems to anyone except herself.
-You know how is my life! Don't you? I know what are Ты thinking... That I'm a man without spine, that I can't be able to choose anything for me, that I'm fixed on my failed family because I'm scared by the world…By the news…- he сказал(-а) sorrowfully.
- Maybe are Ты the one who thinks that things...I've never сказал(-а) that. I've never thought that! I think you're a wonderful dad and a kind man with your wife. I think you're brilliant and smart and... I think that the world is yours if Ты want it. You're generous and funny and by the time I met Ты I've started to think that you're damn fascinating to me! Gosh! I've сказал(-а) everything Hugh. Please, let me alone now. I rubbished myself enough for today!- she сказал(-а) that and then she started to walk to her car.
Hugh hold her arm and stop her flight. He pressed her to his chest and stroked her dark soft hair.
-I'm sorry Lisa. I'm so sorry. Ты aren't a trouble to me. Ты can't be a trouble to me in any case. I felt something beautiful Поцелуи Ты on the set. Something different by the last time, so real and strong that I was afraid for myself. Please pardon me. I need to talk to Ты more; I need to stay with Ты more. Please say me that Ты need the same thing...- He сказал(-а) her, moving his chin on her head.
She was crying softly. There were been tears of joy and tears of fear. Tears of scary and tears of egoism. In that moment the only tears she knew, were tears of liberation. From the sense of guilty she had felt for so long, from the idea that she was the only one who felt that way for the man, from the real world because by the moment he held her, time stopped to give them another Космос to stay together without troubles. - Yes, I would...- she сказал(-а) while Hugh approached his lips to hers for another kiss. The last Kiss of their first day. The first after confessing to each other their deep need to stay together.
-I must go now- сказал(-а) Hugh sorrowfully - there are too many things to do before tomorrow comes...- he kissed her forehead and returned to the dark side of the street.
Lisa remained there for a while, thinking how a single день could be change the sense of life.
(continues...)