if I could be all Ты wanted...|| jacob & bella

Warning: Thist is just my Фэнтези coming through. And some information to you; the story plays before Bella became a Vampire and there is no Nessie in sight. So its just for our little Jacob's sake, he needs some luving.

Even when your сердце breaks...
I had to get over it, i kept telling that to myself, but Любовь was such a cruel monster. Bella Swan. She was what i wanted, and yet the only thing that i couldnt get. Since she came into my life, all the other girls became grey and blurry. Everyone around thought i had Остаться в живых my mind, and i couldnt blame them. I couldnt sleep, i only ate cause my body...

In the twilight breeze, just beyond the trees
i died beneathe the green, thinking of Ты and me.

My world took a tumble, my сердце slowly crumbled
your Kiss still lingered, sucking the life from me.

I cant breathe, with out Ты hear with me
left with a hole, eating away, im fading away,

The pain numbs me, leaving me in dark reverie
i miss when Ты say, it will all be okay.

edward, why did Ты leave? i need you.


the living dead i became, each and every day,
wake up crying and fall asleep the same way.

the soothing Ты brang is no longer the same
i cant breathe, i cant breathe, i cant breathe.

In the darkness...

Sorry it took so long!! Here it FINALLY is!! Its just a filler again, so Chapter Nine will be better!! Thanks for being so patient!!
Chapter Eight

    When I woke up, I couldn’t remember all that had happened until I felt Jacob laying beside me. Then everything came rushing back with amazing clearness. The shock of it all made me gasp. Having a vampire trying to kill Ты certainly took a toll on your emotions. Jacob sat up slowly, trying to get awake.
“ Ты ok?” He asked, probably hearing my gasp just a moment before.
I took a moment to respond. “ Yeah. I just feel...