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posted by jonash12341
It doesnt make sense anymore,
There isnt any reason to live,
Everything that has ever mattered has fallen apart
And nothing will turn into everything I will ever have.



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I carefully peeped inside, scanning the room for a boy dressed in black skinny jeans, a white t- рубашка and a red vest. He was sitting cross-legged in a corner with his back toward me and was fiddling with something shiny in his hands.
"You cant just keep running from your problems" I сказал(-а) and he glanced over his shoulder and turned back.
"You dont know what its like to take away someones life especially your brother" his normal sweet voice icy cold.
I had hoped he would come here , our 9th grade дерево house ( his dad had helped him build it and it became a hanging out place for not only Joe или me but for his brothers.), because this was the place in the past ,he would normally come to when he was angry, depressed или сердце broken( like a week назад when he had ran away after his confession of being in Любовь with me).
why would he come here? I thought in my mind.
This place was full of memories and after running out of the church when seeing his younger brother, I thought he would go somewhere that didnt have so many reminders especially of that night; since this was where it happened.
"It was an accident," I сказал(-а) going over and sitting Далее to him.
When I had done this he moved himself away from me so there was a good distance between us.
"Joe?" I asked reaching out and turning his face so that our eyes locked.
"Yea?"
'I'm not ready to lose you"
He sighed looking down then back up.
"Me neither"

Part 5 cont'd

"So why are Ты pushing me away?" I asked reaching out with my other hand and lacing my fingers with his.
For a moment he looked confused but then his facial expression changed and he unlaced our fingers and forcefully pushed my hands away. He got to his feet with rage and walked away from me to the window.




'I'm not the one trying to do that "he said.
I thought by his reaction his voice would have come out cruel или fierce but instead it was low and hard to tell his mood. I got up and stood behind him.
'Yes Ты are Joe. Cant Ты see that youre doing it right now? No one else but you!"
"It's not me !" he replied anger growing in his voice as he turned around to face me, "If Ты weren't so blind , then maybe Ты would figure it out for yourself"
"I am not blind!"
"Yes Ты are, face it. Ты couldn't even figure out that after nine years I was in Любовь with you! Never the less figure out that your stupid jackass of a husband is the one that's tearing us apart!" he shouted tears swelling up in his eyes.
"He is-" I сказал(-а) before choosing to close my mouth to hold back whatever I was going to say.
Truth was all the memories of Sterling and I played back.
***********
"Why are Ты hanging out with that loser?" sterling сказал(-а) taking the сиденье, место, сиденья beside me before Joe got a chance.
"He's not a loser," I сказал(-а) as I watched Joe head to find a different сиденье, место, сиденья in the Science room.
"I mean come on, hes got a big head, dorky glasses, horrible fashion sense and so on. What do Ты see in him?"
"Something Ты don't"

"I told Ты already I don't want that thing at our wedding!" he сказал(-а) shouting at me.
"And I told Ты already, hes my best friend and I want him there!"
"Hes going to ruin it and Ты already know how I feel about him"
"I don't care, hes coming and that's it"

"Where are Ты going?" he asked blocking the exit of the door.
"To Joe's, our anniversary of becoming Друзья is today. So we are going out tonight to celebrate"
"What's so great about meeting that freak anyway?"
"Sterling that freak has been there for me when Ты couldn't"
"I get it now," he сказал(-а) clinching his teeth together, " You're cheating on me with that son of a b**** aren't you? "
He began walking to me with in his eyes something I had never seen in them; fury.

I squeezed my eyes closed as I remembered what happened after that. To be truthful, that wasn't the first time he beat me but it was the most severe. And it was actually the same night that Joe had tried to rescue me.

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posted by jonash12341
ou can say I wasn't the normal teenage girl. I never was and I never will be. My life is a mess and will not change track off this narrow bumpy road. Just so Ты know, this wasn't my brother, the school at school или even my dead parents fault. I choose this life to live and I'm not turning back no matter how many tears, pain или life threatening situations , i may be put in. This is my life and my own only.

As i walked into the school, I could feel all eyes on me. The boys being pigs, checking me out even though their girlfriends were right there. the girls, giving me death glares and whispering...
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This is made up. It doesn't have dates или a timeline, they are just Болталка thoughts. Sorry they end off so suddenly but I ran out of ideas. Please feel free to add some еще twitters in your comments.


Ok so I am like so freaking happy right now. It is not everyday that a girl married her Prince Charming.;)

Mrs Demi Jonas. Mr and Mrs Joe Jonas. Sorry just practicing. :)

Feels like a dream but please don't pinch me или I might wake up and then seriously be mad at whoever woke me up.

This is a день I wished would never end and would go on forever.

My checks hurt from all the smiling I have been doing...
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