American Way

Sitting in a big white room alone
Tilt my head back, feel the tears fall down
Close my eyes to see in the dark
I feel young, broken, so so scared (mmmmmm)
I don't wanna be here anymore
I wanna be somewhere else
Normal and free, like I used to be (oh)
But I have to stay in this big white room
With little old me

I'm going crazy
I'm losing my mind
I'm going crazy
In this big white room of mine
I'm going crazy
I'm losing my mind
I'm going crazy
In this big white room of mine

Sitting in a big white room alone
Close the door
Don't want the pain to come in (no no no no no no)
I clench my fist
And try to stay strong
I cry,...

When I'm nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up

Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a минута there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I Любовь like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let Ты down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I...

Stop, where am I?
Shock, I can't cry
Pop, I need some space

No, this isn't me
Go, please let me breathe
I'll be back sooner than Ты know

I need this space
Just like Ты need it
I need this time
Time to clear up my mind

Wait, did Ты hear that?
Hear my сердце beat
I need this feeling
Whoa yeah, I really need this

Well, I've been blind
I hope I'll be fine
Don't call me back, no

Yes, I see light
Now, it's so bright
Call my name, I'll be there soon

I need this space
Just like Ты need it
I need this time
Time to clear up my mind

Wait, did Ты hear that?
Hear my сердце beat
I need this feeling

Wait, did Ты hear that?
Hear...

Wow there is something going down
Like the storm in the sky
I ain't gonna be played by your behavior
How can I trust someone who's lying to me

So bow out go now I сказал(-а) bow out and leave
I сказал(-а) take your stuff and go
Cuz' you're not for me - no

Mamma knows best when times get hard
And Papa always has a joke to make me laugh
See Mamma knows best when I feel down
To bring me up and always keep my feet on solid ground

See I ain't no old rag doll
That Ты can pick up and drop
And all of this inconsistent Любовь yeah
I think it's time that it S.T.O stops

So - bow out go now I сказал(-а) bow out and leave
I сказал(-а) take your...