Hi guys im srry

i just want everyone to stop fighting i feel like some ppl hate me this is why im shy im always afraid to say anything cuz ppl would get mad and think im a bad person when really im not :'( i wish ppl understood me like paloma сказал(-а) im not trying to hurt Michael Jackson i know hes dead and we cant do anything but he deserve respect why can't we accept eachother for who we are we're human we cant hate ppl cause their different its just stupid i hope u guys see wat i mean i've had a hard childhood over the years and im not afraid to сказал(-а) this but when i was younger i was 6 my mom and dad got divorced.I've always hate to see them fight i barely see my dad.so a few years later.Now i have a step dad who's been horrible.He would abuse my mom verbally and he did it physically also to me and my brother.Since im very sensitive it tramatized me for the rest of my life.I always hated seeing my mom getting hurt.When i was young he almost killed me once,He tried to molest me and i always ran to my Друзья house just to get away from it all.Ever Остаться в живых my grandma and never met any of my grandpas i've moved away to my grandmas house and i barely see any kids outside all my Друзья moved away some changed.So im always shy all the time and have to go through alway of trama i still do no matter what my mom does to get rid of him he never leaves.Im tired of pretending.i think its time i stood up for my self.Please dont take me the wrong way if u understand me i thank u for listening.I just want Друзья who i can talk to and who would understand me without getting mad if i say something stupid i dont mean sometimes.The reason i like Michael Jackson is because his Музыка changed my life and made me smiled and im happy he was in 14½ years of my life and i Любовь and miss him so much.So stop saying he's dead and we can't do anything.I know that u don't have to tell me all over again.you just don't know how much he changed my life.Just like he Changed your's.i believe he will Live on forever i