"Brrrriiinnnggg!!" went the alarm clock. Michael struggled to open his eyes as he broke from his deep slumber. Another night passed. Another morning had arrived. Another день was waiting. Another день of the mundane routine to which he had become accustomed. His was a dull existance, but he was used to the humdrum of everyday life. Sure, it was boring at times, but Michael was comfortable with his life. Today, however, he awoke with a heavy heart. There were times when he wished he had a different life, but he had no idea how to make that possible. Michael struggled everyday with depression, and today was the worst it had been in a long time. As he sat up and let his feet drop to the floor, he almost felt like crying. "I just wish things were different." Michael prayed. "Can Ты make that happen?" he asked looking up at the ceiling as if he were speaking to God. But when no sign of reply came, Michael let his head drop as he slumped out of постель, кровати and shuffled out of the room.
He lived alone in a tiny apartment, his escape from the outside world. Originally it had been his means of escape when he moved out of his parents' house 3 years earlier, but it had become his excuse to further isolate himself from the rest of society. When he bought the place, Michael saw it as a sign that things were going to change for him. For a while they did; Michael started going out еще after work and even made a few new friends. But after a few months, he began to slip back into his old routine which alienated his new friends. Michael had hit rock bottom by this time. He had attempted suicide еще than once and was in therapy for clinical depression. He was getting better though. Recently, he'd been told he wouldn't need to continue his therapy and had reunited with an old friend from high school. Despite this, Michael still had those occassional days when he felt depressed and today was one of them. He didn't even bother to душ that morning as he did every morning. He ran a comb through his jet black hair, brushed his teeth, dressed himself in a red polo and blue jeans, and grabbed his wallet and phone before leaving for work.
Walking to work was something Michael really enjoyed. He was very familiar with this route. For 10 years, it was the route he'd taken to school everyday; now it was his route to work. So many changes were made along that little stretch of road over the years. But to Michael, there was always a sense of familiarity whenever he was there. He walked nonchalantly on the side of the road, unaware that one day, the sense of familiarity and peace would be replaced with empty darkness.
Sorry the first part's not so exciting but part 2 will be much better!
He lived alone in a tiny apartment, his escape from the outside world. Originally it had been his means of escape when he moved out of his parents' house 3 years earlier, but it had become his excuse to further isolate himself from the rest of society. When he bought the place, Michael saw it as a sign that things were going to change for him. For a while they did; Michael started going out еще after work and even made a few new friends. But after a few months, he began to slip back into his old routine which alienated his new friends. Michael had hit rock bottom by this time. He had attempted suicide еще than once and was in therapy for clinical depression. He was getting better though. Recently, he'd been told he wouldn't need to continue his therapy and had reunited with an old friend from high school. Despite this, Michael still had those occassional days when he felt depressed and today was one of them. He didn't even bother to душ that morning as he did every morning. He ran a comb through his jet black hair, brushed his teeth, dressed himself in a red polo and blue jeans, and grabbed his wallet and phone before leaving for work.
Walking to work was something Michael really enjoyed. He was very familiar with this route. For 10 years, it was the route he'd taken to school everyday; now it was his route to work. So many changes were made along that little stretch of road over the years. But to Michael, there was always a sense of familiarity whenever he was there. He walked nonchalantly on the side of the road, unaware that one day, the sense of familiarity and peace would be replaced with empty darkness.
Sorry the first part's not so exciting but part 2 will be much better!
The mega-lawyer who successfully defended Michael Jackson in his molestation case is coming out swinging at Dr. Murray's defense team -- blaming MJ's death squarely on Murray because the singer was "not suicidal."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest Комментарий -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest Комментарий -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
I feel so lovely that Michael inspires me even in the most specific ways.
I Любовь Ты еще than anything.
Ты are my сердце and soul.
To see Ты when I die is my goal.
There is no-one I can Любовь еще than you.
Ты know it's true.
Why did Ты have to go?
I want all my Любовь for Ты to show.
I need you.
This world is a better place thanks to you.
Ты are my life.
When Ты died I thought about cutting myself with a knife.
I Любовь Ты so much Michael...
My сердце isn't broken...
I have no сердце at all without you.
When Ты died Ты took my сердце with you.
I Любовь Ты the most and nothing will ever change that I promise.
Ты are the one I love. <3
Ты are my сердце and soul.
To see Ты when I die is my goal.
There is no-one I can Любовь еще than you.
Ты know it's true.
Why did Ты have to go?
I want all my Любовь for Ты to show.
I need you.
This world is a better place thanks to you.
Ты are my life.
When Ты died I thought about cutting myself with a knife.
I Любовь Ты so much Michael...
My сердце isn't broken...
I have no сердце at all without you.
When Ты died Ты took my сердце with you.
I Любовь Ты the most and nothing will ever change that I promise.
Ты are the one I love. <3
there are alot of things ,That I adore In MJ
but The best is He didn't wait for others to help the sick and dying people, he did it first and was
doing until his death, he visited espcially the sick children ,gave them toys,played them,Just i want Ты To Fancy how they were happy and me too
cause he wanted to change the world and he did it
although he was very busy with songs and tours,but
he went to them ,he did care about Them and us by spreading out the Любовь ,peace and help,MJ I Любовь You
very Much MY sweet Энджел you're always inside and
my сердце god bless you,Rip!!!!!!
but The best is He didn't wait for others to help the sick and dying people, he did it first and was
doing until his death, he visited espcially the sick children ,gave them toys,played them,Just i want Ты To Fancy how they were happy and me too
cause he wanted to change the world and he did it
although he was very busy with songs and tours,but
he went to them ,he did care about Them and us by spreading out the Любовь ,peace and help,MJ I Любовь You
very Much MY sweet Энджел you're always inside and
my сердце god bless you,Rip!!!!!!
Can I ask Ты why
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask Ты why
when My сердце is lonely
my Любовь for Ты becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask Ты why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask Ты why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then Ты turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I Ты why
every hurt I feel
Ты come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have Любовь for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that Любовь is enough for me
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask Ты why
when My сердце is lonely
my Любовь for Ты becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask Ты why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask Ты why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then Ты turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I Ты why
every hurt I feel
Ты come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have Любовь for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that Любовь is enough for me
Caroline went at his mum's house to see if he was there.. She knocked.. His mum opened.
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar Далее door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar Далее door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
TMZ has learned tons of Michael Jackson Фаны are descending upon MJ's tomb on the 1-year anniversary of his death -- even though they've been banned from the mausoleum.
As we previously reported, Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where Jackson is entombed -- claims they've adopted a new policy in which security is instructed to remove anyone hanging out in front of the King of Pop's mausoleum.
But a rep for Justice4MJ -- the Фан group organizing the mass pilgrimage -- tells TMZ they are "absolutely" still going to visit the singer's burial place on the big день .. June 25th.
A rep for Forest Lawn tells us they have not yet figured out how they plan to handle the MJ anniversary ... but they will work with the Jackson family and abide by their wishes.
As for the MJ fans, one member of the group tells us, "Nothing will stop us from being with MJ on the 25th!"
As we previously reported, Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where Jackson is entombed -- claims they've adopted a new policy in which security is instructed to remove anyone hanging out in front of the King of Pop's mausoleum.
But a rep for Justice4MJ -- the Фан group organizing the mass pilgrimage -- tells TMZ they are "absolutely" still going to visit the singer's burial place on the big день .. June 25th.
A rep for Forest Lawn tells us they have not yet figured out how they plan to handle the MJ anniversary ... but they will work with the Jackson family and abide by their wishes.
As for the MJ fans, one member of the group tells us, "Nothing will stop us from being with MJ on the 25th!"
Certainly the will stipulates that the money, the children will get when they reach 30 years of age. By then, of course, the interest amount will exceed 300 million dollars!! Not bad ...
The mother of Michael Jackson gets 40% of its assets, while the remainder will go to charitable institutions.
Naturally, Jacko did not leave anything to his father, which had no good relationships, but none of the siblings.
Originally Опубликовано May 15th 2010 10:14 AM PDT by TMZ Staff
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray may have saved a life this morning ... 30,000 feet above the ground.
Sources tell TMZ Murray was on a US Air flight from Houston to Phoenix when a flight attendant came over the loudspeaker and asked if there was a doctor on board.
Turns out a passenger fainted and could not be revived. We're told Murray jumped out of his seat, evaluated the female passenger (who was in her 20s and traveling with a baby), and quickly noticed she had a "very weak pulse."
Somehow -- don't ask us -- Murray inserted an IV and was able to stabilize the passenger until the plane made an emergency landing in Albuquerque.
The passenger was taken for further treatment. Her condition is not known.
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TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray may have saved a life this morning ... 30,000 feet above the ground.
Sources tell TMZ Murray was on a US Air flight from Houston to Phoenix when a flight attendant came over the loudspeaker and asked if there was a doctor on board.
Turns out a passenger fainted and could not be revived. We're told Murray jumped out of his seat, evaluated the female passenger (who was in her 20s and traveling with a baby), and quickly noticed she had a "very weak pulse."
Somehow -- don't ask us -- Murray inserted an IV and was able to stabilize the passenger until the plane made an emergency landing in Albuquerque.
The passenger was taken for further treatment. Her condition is not known.
Read more: link