If Друзья tend to walk right out of your life without an explanation, then they're not really your Друзья to begin with. A friend is someone that Ты can trust and depend on and someone that Ты can turn to when Ты need a shoulder to cry on, did any of them do that или did they just leave Ты in the dark and didn't care? Real Друзья wouldn't do that. I was in the same situation that you're right now. I thought I had friends. I was there to listen to their problems if they needed to talk или even vent, I was there when they were having a bad день and needed to laugh, but then when I needed a friend, nobody was there for me. From that, it made me a stronger person though a loner, a person who doesn't really trust anybody and stays to him/herself. When Ты look for friendship, in a desperate way of course, Ты always end up with fake Друзья who will do nothing except hurt you. If people really wants to be your friend, let them come to you.
no, my dreams are bit stranger than that, but I suspect the reason they've been having the dreams is Because you've been worrying about them leaving you. Maybe Ты picked up on some sign или noticed things about your relationships with them that was out of place at that's why your subconscious has been focusing on it in your dreams. It could also be that because of these dreams you've been defensive или closed off and as a result to it your Друзья have withdrawn as well. Thats what just what I'm Чтение into it anyways.