Advices plzz :(

Making new Друзья isn't something that can happen right out of thin air. Making Друзья takes time and effort, and through it all, Ты should be able to find someone who can relate to Ты and understand who Ты are, and accept that.

Your fake Друзья were not people who could understand who Ты are, shunned Ты as something foreign, and chose not to understand who Ты are, thus harming Ты in the process. Ты may not have meant to do anything bad, but to them Ты live a life and have interests and beliefs that aren't appealing to them.

It's good Ты have a big сердце and Любовь others. I consider that a rare trait nowadays, since people have grown cold towards each other. Heck, this site is a good example of how far hatred can really go. Seriously have Ты seen the shit on here?

If it makes Ты feel any better, I've had a rough past with Друзья as well, with all of them leaving или moving away. I can understand what you're going through, and if it helps, I'll be your friend.