That even if I'm feeling lonely или depressed, not to completely rely on others to entertain me или make me feel better. In the end, the one person I can completely rely on is myself, and that having my own activities I can do in my own free time will be less of a let down than when others get too busy and pay less attention to me. Relationships, whether they be friendships или the whole deal, aren't here to make me feel less lonely, but are here for me to learn how to Любовь someone other than just myself, and it's not okay to be in a relationship for the wrong reason like because I'm scared of being alone. It puts too much pressure on another human being, and taking the time to get to know myself in situation like those will be the key to finding self-content. I know this now, but it would have saved a lot of friendships if I had known it all then.
Prepare yourself for challenges life throws your way. Never give up. Never compromise on your hopes and dreams. Don't procrastinate. Always be there for your Друзья and family. Go to college don't take a break.Make better educated judgments on how to proceed.
It really will get better. All this pain will become a distant memory. If Ты keep working hard towards your dreams, you'll be able to learn from those experiences and be a better person for it.
I would change nothing. Sad as parts of my life may have been, to change them is to warp every experience I've had since, which in turn destroys the person I am now.
Start watching Аниме and Чтение Манга sooner....it's very soothing to realize how many of the characters are not much different then you...
Hide yourself better...
Don't let anyone in...the ones that are closest will hurt Ты most...And the ones Ты think are close Друзья will always stab Ты in the back. They'll be talking behind your back in front of you...by whispering to each other as if you're not standing right there.
Do not get excited over anything under any circumstance...every time Ты get excited whatever it is will be ripped away from you...
Don't be yourself, it'll only get Ты in trouble...
LIE! Lie about everything because no one can handle the truth and it'll only cause issues when Ты tell it!
Be Друзья with the voices...they may be annoying but Ты made them to help you, remember?
Keep Письмо and keep drawing no matter what they say...it'll keep Ты sane...
Humans are not to be trusted with anything Ты think или feel, because they will only use it to their advantage.
The only way Ты are to tell your true emotions is through poetry, because they will not take a секунда look at it.
Do not blame yourself for them hurting you. Do not think it's your fault...
Your little brother will be taking your place in your father's eyes after the divorce. After that there will be more...he will forget about Ты and yet he will complain to family that Ты were the one never there. Do not let him convince Ты of it, he'll have made it very clear that the others are much еще important.
Learn the true definition of feminism 'Beauty begins the moment Ты decide to be yourself' (Coco Chanel) so stop trying to be anything other than yourself Think before Ты speak ESPECIALLY on the internet and ESPECIALLY if it's a contentious subject. Ты won't marry him, but you'll achieve еще important dreams The университет of your dreams will say no. Apply anyway. Be less self conscious. Study Law, Фото and Textiles rather than German, Музыка and Systems. Love. Your сердце will break. Любовь more.
