I didn't realize that, while I was Чтение the letter, I started to clutch my chest. I thought for a moment that I was hyperventilating. I shook my head, this was a dream, no, a nightmare. This was not true. Emmett was not about to... kill himself. I fell on my knees when I realized he was really going to do it. For some reason I gasped for breath.
'Rosalie!' Bella bent down immediately and helped me to stand up again. 'R... Rose, a... are Ты a... all right?' Bella choked out, I knew she was trying to hide that she was sobbing, but she failed awfully. 'R... Rose?' Bella squeaked. She pulled me in a hug as I stood there as frozen.
I closed my eyes and opened them again. I gasped at what I saw. I saw my family, the Denalis, the Nomads, the Amazons, the Romanians and even the Volturi. Everyone was dressed in black and it looked like a... funeral? B... but... how? I walked over to Jasper who was holding Alice who was crying. Jasper was sobbing lightly with her, I knew he was trying to hide it. It seemed like they didn't noticed me as I placed a hand on Jasper's shoulder.
'Jasper? What's going on?' I heard myself ask. 'Jasper?' I whispered. I looked around and suddenly I realized that there was one person not there. No... 'Jasper?' I felt my сердце twist. 'Jasper, where is Emmett?' I asked quietly. 'Jasper?' I pushed him lightly on his shoulder, but he still didn't seem to notice me. 'Jasper!' I shrieked. 'Jasper, where is Emmett! [i]Where is he? Jasper!' I started to shake Jasper as hard as I could, but he didn't even flinch. 'Alice?' I turned hopefully to my sister, but even she didn't notice me. I looked over at Edward, Bella and Renesmee. 'Edward, Bella, Nessie!' I yelled as I ran to them. 'Edward?' I whispered as I slowed down when I realized that they didn't move. 'Bella?' I asked quietly. 'Nessie?' they didn't seem to notice me either. 'Carlisle, Esme!' I yelled and ran to them, but I Остаться в живых hope when they didn't Переместить either. Out of frustration I started to pull on my hair. 'What wrong with you?' I screamed. 'Why can't Ты hear me? Why aren't Ты [i]moving? Where is Emmett?' suddenly I heard someone speak.
'Oh C... Carlisle,' Esme sobbed. 'My Emmett, why? Why?' she kept asking. 'Why Carlisle? Why my son? Why my Emmett?'
What? What did she mean? Suddenly I heard someone sobbing behind me. I turned around and saw a beautiful blond girl. She was all dressed in black and she carried a bouquet of flowers. But her clothes или Цветы weren't the things that made me kept staring at her, it was her pain. The pain that covered her face. It was her way of moving. Her shoulders who were shaking, her body that trembled... Ты couldn't compare her with any other person on this place. No person that looked that miserable and broken. No person that could attach me in the way she did. I felt my stomach twist when I realized that that girl was me. I slowly started to pace back but stumbled over something. I fell on the ground. I was startled for a moment as I turned my head. Shock raced through me when I saw a coffin.
'No...' I whispered. I stood up and backed away, not looking away from the picture on the coffin. 'NO!' I screamed like there was no tomorrow. 'NO EMMETT!'[/i]
I gasped and suddenly I was back in reality. I looked hysterical at my hands. The letter.
'Rose? Are Ты okay?' Bella wrapped her arms again around me but I immediately pulled myself out of the hug.
'Alice!' I yelled and ran back into the house. 'Alice!' I repeated at the same tone as I flew upstairs. I saw her standing in mine and Emmett's room by the window. I ran to her and grabbed her harshly by her shoulders, forcing her to look at me. 'Where is he?' Alice frowned confused, I could feel that she was sobbing, but I didn't care. 'Where. Is. He.' I repeated hysterical.
'Rose, calm down!' Jasper tried to Переместить in front of his wife but I pushed him aggressively away. Jasper fell backward, half through the window. I heard glass shatter but I had only eye for Alice.
'I... I'll look,' Alice looked scared. I knew I shouldn't have scared her that way, but I was so frustrated that I couldn't care less about anyone. I mean, I even pushed my Избранное brother through a window... Alice's eyes went black and I was so relieved that Emmett still had a future. 'Trees,' I heard Alice whisper. 'I see trees, a lot of trees and...' Alice seemed to hesitate for a moment. 'A mountain?' suddenly Alice was back and she looked еще scared then she ever had before. 'Rosalie he's going to jump!' she shrieked in my face.
'No!' I let go of Alice and grabbed with both of my hands my hair as I started to pace back and forth. 'Okay, Rosalie, think,' I сказал(-а) to myself and closed my eyes. 'Where could he be...' I tried to think as fast and hard as I could. 'Trees and mountains... If I were Emmett, where would I go?' suddenly my eyes snapped open. Our Избранное place.
~*~
Emmett's POV
~*~
I was stumbling through the forest as I started to hesitate about what I was going to do. But then I reminded myself why I was doing this, for Rosalie. I took a deep breath and walked a little bit faster. Suddenly I tripped over a дерево trunk. With a loud pop I fell вперед with my face and clothes in the mud. I felt a sharp pain going through my nose. I winced in pain as I tried to stand up. I felt blood flowing from my nose. Carefully I rubbed it with my hand. I sighed relieved when I realized I didn't broke it. Still, it hurt. I knew that it was because I was so sensitive, even as a human before I would never feel such a pain as I did now. That was the reason I was going to do this, my family, my Rosalie, would see me suffer. I saw the hurt and pain in their eyes, all because of me. I knew that this was kinda selfish to do, but I would die anyways, so why not?
I tried to clean my clothes a little bit with my hands and rub the leaves out of my hair. I sighed and continued, but this time I watched where I stepped. I was going to mine and Rosalie's Избранное place. It was a beautiful place and it reminded us to the place where I proposed to her for the very first time, right then in Tennessee. After all those years I could still remember that день clearly, but I tried not to think about it, I was scared that if I would think to much about her I would go back. And it was selfish to go back just to see her, because after that they would see me suffer. If I think about it now, I realize that there was no logic in that statement.
After a few минуты I finally stepped into the meadow. I gasped exhausted. Stupid, slow human legs. I looked around and almost smiled when I saw the Цветы and trees surrounding me. Beautiful mountains were standing behind the trees and I swallowed at the thought of me jumping of it. I felt my сердце beat faster than ever before as I slowly walked towards the end of the meadow. It ended on a mountain, weird meadow I know, but that's the other reason why we liked it. I slowly looked down and saw the ocean. The waves hit the rocks aggressively and I automatically took a step back. Maybe this was not a good idea...
No, Emmett, I told myself. Think about your family... Think about your family huh? They probably would kill me if they saw me on вверх of this... I really started to hesitate, I mean, what would I do if Rosalie would be in my place? I would get crazy. Suddenly I remembered what happened to her. She and Dog-Paul got into a fight... She got hurt... Ты might wonder how I know this, well, I heard them talking ... или should I say screaming? Paul yelled at my Rose and then I saw her arm, three cuts. I got angry, extremely angry, but I knew that I couldn't do anything. I was no match for Вампиры nor wolves, I loathed that thought. Maybe because deep inside me I knew I was no match for a human either. I was too weak, fragile and sensitive. The trip to this damn meadow was almost my death.
I sighed and took a deep breath before I closed my eyes and pulled one of my legs up; ready to jump...
Then I opened my mouth and let all the breath I was holding go. I pouted slightly when I realized that deep inside me I didn't wanted to jump. I loved my family, my Rosalie and my life too much. I couldn't let it go, I didn't wanted to die. That was not the part of the deal I made in 1933. I was supposed to live forever, not to die as a human. Let alone with a suicide attempt. I knew that if I would go back, I would die. или I would die of an accident - 95% сказал(-а) I would - или I would die as an old lonely man - 5% for that one. Now tell me, is it selfish to kill myself rather than let my family witness my tragic death?
It may sound odd, but after being a half час outside, I realized it was cold. I was so nervous that I forgot that it was autumn. I wrapped my arms around me as the wind hit me in the face. Maybe it was sign... A sign that told me not to do this. A sign that told me that I should go back to a warm постель, кровати with a warm cup of чай and a lovely family.
Okay, I was trying to come up with reasons so I wouldn't have to do this. I mean, signs? Seriously?
I signed and realized I really had to do it soon, before the rest would find me. I inhaled deeply, closed my eyes, pulled my leg up, I was ready to jump... To end my life. To say goodbye to the beautiful world that kept me a hundredth years in it. Goodbye world, goodbye my family, goodbye my Rosalie.
'Goodbye,' I whispered for the very last time.
'No Emmett!' I heard a sharp, beautiful voice, Музыка to my ears.
I turned immediately around, only too see my beautiful Rose standing there. 'What are you doing here?' was my first reaction. There she was, the beautiful Angel, pleading me with her golden eyes not to jump. My eye fell on her arm, the cuts were almost healed but I could still see the scars. And Ты must understand that if I could see them with my poor eyes, she much be pretty hurt. Damn Paul.
'Please, Emmett. Don't do it,' I could hear the vibration in her voice. She had cried. I bowed my head ashamed, I made my Энджел cry. I was an awful person for doing this to the sun of my life. I knew that as long I was going to stand here, she would never shine again and I would never see the sun again, but if I would go back I would die too...
'I have no choice,' I whispered in choked voice.
'Yes Ты do!' Rose immediately argued. 'How can Ты say no?' Rosalie's voice vibrated and I knew that soon she will break down. All because of me.
As a tear escaped my eye corner I cried hysterical: 'I don't want Ты to see me die!'
Rosalie gasped as her eyes widened, horror written al over her Angelic face.
And then I realized that that must have felt as a slap in the face.
~*~
Rosalie's POV
~*~
'I don't want Ты to see me die,' Emmett yelled hysterical, his voice broke and I saw another tear escaping his eye corner.
It felt like a slap in the face to hear those words. I swallowed as I felt myself shaking. I felt sobs coming up and for once I let them go instead of trying to push them away. I placed my hands and started to sob uncontrollable. Why couldn't he understand that I needed him? Why did he thought that death was the only option? Why couldn't I convince him to come back? There still was one chance, we couldn't give it away like it was nothing. We had to fight for it! Everyone has their ups and downs, we have to fight tot the end and not give up.
I opened my mouth to say those words, but for some reason I couldn't let them out. They were stuck in my throat and I panicked when I couldn't find my voice again. How could I ever convince him to stay if I even can't speak? I inhaled deeply and shivered when I felt the same sharp pain I felt before going through my heart.
I slowly looked up to see Emmett's face, who looked shocked, desperate and upset. His eyes were a little bit swollen and red, I never saw him cry. The only time I saw a few tears were during the медведь attack and just one during his transformation. I could hardly remove that picture of my mind, let alone this one. It broke my broken сердце again in another million pieces.
'But you're not going to die!' I choked out.
Emmett only shook his head as he looked with half closed, swollen eyes in the distance.
'Do Ты want to die?'
Emmett's head shot to my direction. 'No.' His answer was fierce and powerful, I almost didn't hear the vibration in it.
'Then why are Ты Актёрское искусство like Ты want to?' I cried. 'You know there is a chance but you're Актёрское искусство like Ты don't want it! It doesn't have to be this way, so I don't understand why you're Актёрское искусство stubborn. Just come with me, Emmett,' I begged frustrated. 'Please, Emmett,' I sobbed. 'Come with me, come with me,' I kept sobbing.
Emmett looked utterly defeated as he stared at me with wide eyes. He opened his mouth to say something but shut it again, it kept going like that for what felt like a minute. Then Emmett sighed and a feeling succeed overwhelmed me.
'I'm sorry.' Emmett whispered. 'But I can't.
'Stop Актёрское искусство like Ты can't!' I screeched so hard that I thought that people on the other side of the country could hear me. I was overwhelmed with different kind of emotions and for a moment I thought I was going to explode. I shook my head, he was too stubborn. 'Why are Ты giving me the feeling that Ты want to die?' I asked quietly.
Emmett bit his bottom lip. 'I don't want to, Rose,' he сказал(-а) in a very weak voice. 'Honestly. I just don't want Ты to see me suffer.'
'But it doesn't have to be this way,' I repeated my words from earlier. 'Just come back, with me,' I stretched my arm to reach him and took carefully a step closer. Emmett took immediately a step back what caused him to stagger. 'NO!' I screeched. I felt my stomach twist but Emmett could hold himself back on time. I took a step back, afraid that he would jump if I came closer.
'Rosalie, just go,' Emmett сказал(-а) quietly. 'Let me do this alone and fast. I don't want Ты to see me doing this.'
I felt myself exploding right now. 'Now Ты listen to me, McCarty,' I warned angry as I pointed at him, trying to release my voice from the vibration. 'You have to stop Актёрское искусство selfish. How can Ты do such a thing? How can Ты just go off to yourself and only leave a letter to us? Like that would be enough?' Emmett bowed his head in shame and I continued. 'What would Ты do if I did that? What would Ты do if I had plans to kill myself,' Emmett winced but I ignored it. 'And left a letter for you?' I felt еще anger building op in me. 'How can you?' I сказал(-а) stronger now. 'How can Ты think that a stupid letter will be enough? You're Актёрское искусство like Ты do care but you're giving me the feeling Ты don't.'
'That's not true!' Emmett argued immediately.
'Then come back!' I yelled. 'What do Ты want me to do, Emmett?' I shook my head desperate at him. 'I'll do anything,' I whispered. 'Just tell me and I'll do it.' Emmett looked very guilty and ashamed at me and I took this as another chance. 'Anything, as long as you'll come back.'
Emmett looked me in the eye. It started to rain and we stood there a few минуты as raindrops fell on us. For a moment I thought I failed, but then I saw hope in his eyes.
'Come here, please,' I whispered and spread my eyes. Emmett's mouth corners pointed to the ground as a фонтан of tears came out of his eyes. And then I knew his answer. Emmett finally had give up and ran to me as I ran towards him. Before I could say еще he was in my arms. 'I Любовь Ты so much,' I sobbed. 'So damn much.'
'I Любовь y... Ты too,' Emmett sobbed. 'F... Forever.'
We kept standing there, crying in each other arms. Whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears. It was a sad moment. But definitely an unforgettable and unique one.
'Rosalie!' Bella bent down immediately and helped me to stand up again. 'R... Rose, a... are Ты a... all right?' Bella choked out, I knew she was trying to hide that she was sobbing, but she failed awfully. 'R... Rose?' Bella squeaked. She pulled me in a hug as I stood there as frozen.
I closed my eyes and opened them again. I gasped at what I saw. I saw my family, the Denalis, the Nomads, the Amazons, the Romanians and even the Volturi. Everyone was dressed in black and it looked like a... funeral? B... but... how? I walked over to Jasper who was holding Alice who was crying. Jasper was sobbing lightly with her, I knew he was trying to hide it. It seemed like they didn't noticed me as I placed a hand on Jasper's shoulder.
'Jasper? What's going on?' I heard myself ask. 'Jasper?' I whispered. I looked around and suddenly I realized that there was one person not there. No... 'Jasper?' I felt my сердце twist. 'Jasper, where is Emmett?' I asked quietly. 'Jasper?' I pushed him lightly on his shoulder, but he still didn't seem to notice me. 'Jasper!' I shrieked. 'Jasper, where is Emmett! [i]Where is he? Jasper!' I started to shake Jasper as hard as I could, but he didn't even flinch. 'Alice?' I turned hopefully to my sister, but even she didn't notice me. I looked over at Edward, Bella and Renesmee. 'Edward, Bella, Nessie!' I yelled as I ran to them. 'Edward?' I whispered as I slowed down when I realized that they didn't move. 'Bella?' I asked quietly. 'Nessie?' they didn't seem to notice me either. 'Carlisle, Esme!' I yelled and ran to them, but I Остаться в живых hope when they didn't Переместить either. Out of frustration I started to pull on my hair. 'What wrong with you?' I screamed. 'Why can't Ты hear me? Why aren't Ты [i]moving? Where is Emmett?' suddenly I heard someone speak.
'Oh C... Carlisle,' Esme sobbed. 'My Emmett, why? Why?' she kept asking. 'Why Carlisle? Why my son? Why my Emmett?'
What? What did she mean? Suddenly I heard someone sobbing behind me. I turned around and saw a beautiful blond girl. She was all dressed in black and she carried a bouquet of flowers. But her clothes или Цветы weren't the things that made me kept staring at her, it was her pain. The pain that covered her face. It was her way of moving. Her shoulders who were shaking, her body that trembled... Ты couldn't compare her with any other person on this place. No person that looked that miserable and broken. No person that could attach me in the way she did. I felt my stomach twist when I realized that that girl was me. I slowly started to pace back but stumbled over something. I fell on the ground. I was startled for a moment as I turned my head. Shock raced through me when I saw a coffin.
'No...' I whispered. I stood up and backed away, not looking away from the picture on the coffin. 'NO!' I screamed like there was no tomorrow. 'NO EMMETT!'[/i]
I gasped and suddenly I was back in reality. I looked hysterical at my hands. The letter.
'Rose? Are Ты okay?' Bella wrapped her arms again around me but I immediately pulled myself out of the hug.
'Alice!' I yelled and ran back into the house. 'Alice!' I repeated at the same tone as I flew upstairs. I saw her standing in mine and Emmett's room by the window. I ran to her and grabbed her harshly by her shoulders, forcing her to look at me. 'Where is he?' Alice frowned confused, I could feel that she was sobbing, but I didn't care. 'Where. Is. He.' I repeated hysterical.
'Rose, calm down!' Jasper tried to Переместить in front of his wife but I pushed him aggressively away. Jasper fell backward, half through the window. I heard glass shatter but I had only eye for Alice.
'I... I'll look,' Alice looked scared. I knew I shouldn't have scared her that way, but I was so frustrated that I couldn't care less about anyone. I mean, I even pushed my Избранное brother through a window... Alice's eyes went black and I was so relieved that Emmett still had a future. 'Trees,' I heard Alice whisper. 'I see trees, a lot of trees and...' Alice seemed to hesitate for a moment. 'A mountain?' suddenly Alice was back and she looked еще scared then she ever had before. 'Rosalie he's going to jump!' she shrieked in my face.
'No!' I let go of Alice and grabbed with both of my hands my hair as I started to pace back and forth. 'Okay, Rosalie, think,' I сказал(-а) to myself and closed my eyes. 'Where could he be...' I tried to think as fast and hard as I could. 'Trees and mountains... If I were Emmett, where would I go?' suddenly my eyes snapped open. Our Избранное place.
~*~
Emmett's POV
~*~
I was stumbling through the forest as I started to hesitate about what I was going to do. But then I reminded myself why I was doing this, for Rosalie. I took a deep breath and walked a little bit faster. Suddenly I tripped over a дерево trunk. With a loud pop I fell вперед with my face and clothes in the mud. I felt a sharp pain going through my nose. I winced in pain as I tried to stand up. I felt blood flowing from my nose. Carefully I rubbed it with my hand. I sighed relieved when I realized I didn't broke it. Still, it hurt. I knew that it was because I was so sensitive, even as a human before I would never feel such a pain as I did now. That was the reason I was going to do this, my family, my Rosalie, would see me suffer. I saw the hurt and pain in their eyes, all because of me. I knew that this was kinda selfish to do, but I would die anyways, so why not?
I tried to clean my clothes a little bit with my hands and rub the leaves out of my hair. I sighed and continued, but this time I watched where I stepped. I was going to mine and Rosalie's Избранное place. It was a beautiful place and it reminded us to the place where I proposed to her for the very first time, right then in Tennessee. After all those years I could still remember that день clearly, but I tried not to think about it, I was scared that if I would think to much about her I would go back. And it was selfish to go back just to see her, because after that they would see me suffer. If I think about it now, I realize that there was no logic in that statement.
After a few минуты I finally stepped into the meadow. I gasped exhausted. Stupid, slow human legs. I looked around and almost smiled when I saw the Цветы and trees surrounding me. Beautiful mountains were standing behind the trees and I swallowed at the thought of me jumping of it. I felt my сердце beat faster than ever before as I slowly walked towards the end of the meadow. It ended on a mountain, weird meadow I know, but that's the other reason why we liked it. I slowly looked down and saw the ocean. The waves hit the rocks aggressively and I automatically took a step back. Maybe this was not a good idea...
No, Emmett, I told myself. Think about your family... Think about your family huh? They probably would kill me if they saw me on вверх of this... I really started to hesitate, I mean, what would I do if Rosalie would be in my place? I would get crazy. Suddenly I remembered what happened to her. She and Dog-Paul got into a fight... She got hurt... Ты might wonder how I know this, well, I heard them talking ... или should I say screaming? Paul yelled at my Rose and then I saw her arm, three cuts. I got angry, extremely angry, but I knew that I couldn't do anything. I was no match for Вампиры nor wolves, I loathed that thought. Maybe because deep inside me I knew I was no match for a human either. I was too weak, fragile and sensitive. The trip to this damn meadow was almost my death.
I sighed and took a deep breath before I closed my eyes and pulled one of my legs up; ready to jump...
Then I opened my mouth and let all the breath I was holding go. I pouted slightly when I realized that deep inside me I didn't wanted to jump. I loved my family, my Rosalie and my life too much. I couldn't let it go, I didn't wanted to die. That was not the part of the deal I made in 1933. I was supposed to live forever, not to die as a human. Let alone with a suicide attempt. I knew that if I would go back, I would die. или I would die of an accident - 95% сказал(-а) I would - или I would die as an old lonely man - 5% for that one. Now tell me, is it selfish to kill myself rather than let my family witness my tragic death?
It may sound odd, but after being a half час outside, I realized it was cold. I was so nervous that I forgot that it was autumn. I wrapped my arms around me as the wind hit me in the face. Maybe it was sign... A sign that told me not to do this. A sign that told me that I should go back to a warm постель, кровати with a warm cup of чай and a lovely family.
Okay, I was trying to come up with reasons so I wouldn't have to do this. I mean, signs? Seriously?
I signed and realized I really had to do it soon, before the rest would find me. I inhaled deeply, closed my eyes, pulled my leg up, I was ready to jump... To end my life. To say goodbye to the beautiful world that kept me a hundredth years in it. Goodbye world, goodbye my family, goodbye my Rosalie.
'Goodbye,' I whispered for the very last time.
'No Emmett!' I heard a sharp, beautiful voice, Музыка to my ears.
I turned immediately around, only too see my beautiful Rose standing there. 'What are you doing here?' was my first reaction. There she was, the beautiful Angel, pleading me with her golden eyes not to jump. My eye fell on her arm, the cuts were almost healed but I could still see the scars. And Ты must understand that if I could see them with my poor eyes, she much be pretty hurt. Damn Paul.
'Please, Emmett. Don't do it,' I could hear the vibration in her voice. She had cried. I bowed my head ashamed, I made my Энджел cry. I was an awful person for doing this to the sun of my life. I knew that as long I was going to stand here, she would never shine again and I would never see the sun again, but if I would go back I would die too...
'I have no choice,' I whispered in choked voice.
'Yes Ты do!' Rose immediately argued. 'How can Ты say no?' Rosalie's voice vibrated and I knew that soon she will break down. All because of me.
As a tear escaped my eye corner I cried hysterical: 'I don't want Ты to see me die!'
Rosalie gasped as her eyes widened, horror written al over her Angelic face.
And then I realized that that must have felt as a slap in the face.
~*~
Rosalie's POV
~*~
'I don't want Ты to see me die,' Emmett yelled hysterical, his voice broke and I saw another tear escaping his eye corner.
It felt like a slap in the face to hear those words. I swallowed as I felt myself shaking. I felt sobs coming up and for once I let them go instead of trying to push them away. I placed my hands and started to sob uncontrollable. Why couldn't he understand that I needed him? Why did he thought that death was the only option? Why couldn't I convince him to come back? There still was one chance, we couldn't give it away like it was nothing. We had to fight for it! Everyone has their ups and downs, we have to fight tot the end and not give up.
I opened my mouth to say those words, but for some reason I couldn't let them out. They were stuck in my throat and I panicked when I couldn't find my voice again. How could I ever convince him to stay if I even can't speak? I inhaled deeply and shivered when I felt the same sharp pain I felt before going through my heart.
I slowly looked up to see Emmett's face, who looked shocked, desperate and upset. His eyes were a little bit swollen and red, I never saw him cry. The only time I saw a few tears were during the медведь attack and just one during his transformation. I could hardly remove that picture of my mind, let alone this one. It broke my broken сердце again in another million pieces.
'But you're not going to die!' I choked out.
Emmett only shook his head as he looked with half closed, swollen eyes in the distance.
'Do Ты want to die?'
Emmett's head shot to my direction. 'No.' His answer was fierce and powerful, I almost didn't hear the vibration in it.
'Then why are Ты Актёрское искусство like Ты want to?' I cried. 'You know there is a chance but you're Актёрское искусство like Ты don't want it! It doesn't have to be this way, so I don't understand why you're Актёрское искусство stubborn. Just come with me, Emmett,' I begged frustrated. 'Please, Emmett,' I sobbed. 'Come with me, come with me,' I kept sobbing.
Emmett looked utterly defeated as he stared at me with wide eyes. He opened his mouth to say something but shut it again, it kept going like that for what felt like a minute. Then Emmett sighed and a feeling succeed overwhelmed me.
'I'm sorry.' Emmett whispered. 'But I can't.
'Stop Актёрское искусство like Ты can't!' I screeched so hard that I thought that people on the other side of the country could hear me. I was overwhelmed with different kind of emotions and for a moment I thought I was going to explode. I shook my head, he was too stubborn. 'Why are Ты giving me the feeling that Ты want to die?' I asked quietly.
Emmett bit his bottom lip. 'I don't want to, Rose,' he сказал(-а) in a very weak voice. 'Honestly. I just don't want Ты to see me suffer.'
'But it doesn't have to be this way,' I repeated my words from earlier. 'Just come back, with me,' I stretched my arm to reach him and took carefully a step closer. Emmett took immediately a step back what caused him to stagger. 'NO!' I screeched. I felt my stomach twist but Emmett could hold himself back on time. I took a step back, afraid that he would jump if I came closer.
'Rosalie, just go,' Emmett сказал(-а) quietly. 'Let me do this alone and fast. I don't want Ты to see me doing this.'
I felt myself exploding right now. 'Now Ты listen to me, McCarty,' I warned angry as I pointed at him, trying to release my voice from the vibration. 'You have to stop Актёрское искусство selfish. How can Ты do such a thing? How can Ты just go off to yourself and only leave a letter to us? Like that would be enough?' Emmett bowed his head in shame and I continued. 'What would Ты do if I did that? What would Ты do if I had plans to kill myself,' Emmett winced but I ignored it. 'And left a letter for you?' I felt еще anger building op in me. 'How can you?' I сказал(-а) stronger now. 'How can Ты think that a stupid letter will be enough? You're Актёрское искусство like Ты do care but you're giving me the feeling Ты don't.'
'That's not true!' Emmett argued immediately.
'Then come back!' I yelled. 'What do Ты want me to do, Emmett?' I shook my head desperate at him. 'I'll do anything,' I whispered. 'Just tell me and I'll do it.' Emmett looked very guilty and ashamed at me and I took this as another chance. 'Anything, as long as you'll come back.'
Emmett looked me in the eye. It started to rain and we stood there a few минуты as raindrops fell on us. For a moment I thought I failed, but then I saw hope in his eyes.
'Come here, please,' I whispered and spread my eyes. Emmett's mouth corners pointed to the ground as a фонтан of tears came out of his eyes. And then I knew his answer. Emmett finally had give up and ran to me as I ran towards him. Before I could say еще he was in my arms. 'I Любовь Ты so much,' I sobbed. 'So damn much.'
'I Любовь y... Ты too,' Emmett sobbed. 'F... Forever.'
We kept standing there, crying in each other arms. Whispering sweet nothings into each other's ears. It was a sad moment. But definitely an unforgettable and unique one.