i'm the same way when it comes to a big crowd, but once Ты start Пение its like no one is there and Ты are Пение your сердце out and when Ты finish its like, WHOA I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was like that 2,i just started Пение a little bit around people at work and sometimes they would complement me on my Пение and sometimes they would Присоединиться in and sing with me if it was a song they knew.you just have to break yourself in slowly,singing a little bit here and a little bit there.
Trust me, it starts out like that. When I used to perform solos as a kid, the first time I ever did it was the most nerve wracking experience ever. On auditioning день i was shaking like crazy, but that was because I was alone in a room of all men. But when Ты are in front of a huge croud like in an auditorium, as soon as Ты start, Ты start and the whole experience feels blurry. Ты don't remember a thing until Ты are done, then Ты are just like "DID I REALLY JUST DO THAT?". It's what happened to me. I actually got to carried away shivering back stage that the MC had to call me after she announced my name again.
My main advice, don't tell yourself don't be nervous. It's actually scientifically proven that when Ты tell yourself don't be nervous Ты become еще nervous. Just take a deep breath and say "if Ты are nervous, that's fine, everyone get's nervous" I swear it works!
I don’t tell anyone I’m nervous. I let my mind go blank as I walk out. I don’t allow myself to think it nor feel it или anything или else I get super nervous. Then I’m a lot less nervous. Lol. I can’t get rid of it completely even though my job is public speaking and I’m never nervous there.