I'd always had some hope inside me, hope that shined like the brightest star, because that was just me. Yuri Satomi. I knew there was hope; that little light at the end of the long tunnel that kept someone walking, that hand always pulling Ты up when Ты don't know what to do anymore?
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I сказал(-а) I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. Ты were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced by wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he сказал(-а) that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just сказал(-а) it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my Избранное teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He сказал(-а) that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He сказал(-а) that he didn't care about me. He сказал(-а) that he would by happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You сказал(-а) you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did Ты say that to Kiyuri?"
"I сказал(-а) I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if Ты didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are Ты okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do Ты expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't Ты believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all Ты are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all Ты want, power. Ты don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And Ты know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if Ты go away, if Ты disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he сказал(-а) seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If Ты want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with еще emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I сказал(-а) I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. Ты were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced by wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he сказал(-а) that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just сказал(-а) it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my Избранное teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He сказал(-а) that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He сказал(-а) that he didn't care about me. He сказал(-а) that he would by happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You сказал(-а) you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did Ты say that to Kiyuri?"
"I сказал(-а) I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if Ты didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are Ты okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do Ты expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't Ты believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all Ты are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all Ты want, power. Ты don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And Ты know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if Ты go away, if Ты disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he сказал(-а) seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If Ты want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with еще emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
justin:oh hello finale 4 it looks like today we will be trying out costumes
courteney:ok hot justin
justin:but still finale 4 lets all go to my closet and pick out some of my moms old clothes
bridgette:heres my outfit justin
justin:thats awesome bridgette
linsay:here hanna
justin:my names not hanna IM justin and thats a pritty cool costume
courteney:here justin
justin:that is an awesome costume courteney next
gwen:here justin
justin:thats sweat gwen
(IT looked like justin thought every costume was pritty hot but one he thought was pritty uncool)
justin:ok finale 4 who is безопасно, сейф is bridgette and gwen and its courteney vs linsay and the last name IM going to call is....................courteney
linsay:oh goodbye
every girl:have a nice trip linsay
linsay:well bye
justin:well well well if it isint the finale 3 gwen,bridgette,and courteney
THE END TLL Далее TIME
courteney:ok hot justin
justin:but still finale 4 lets all go to my closet and pick out some of my moms old clothes
bridgette:heres my outfit justin
justin:thats awesome bridgette
linsay:here hanna
justin:my names not hanna IM justin and thats a pritty cool costume
courteney:here justin
justin:that is an awesome costume courteney next
gwen:here justin
justin:thats sweat gwen
(IT looked like justin thought every costume was pritty hot but one he thought was pritty uncool)
justin:ok finale 4 who is безопасно, сейф is bridgette and gwen and its courteney vs linsay and the last name IM going to call is....................courteney
linsay:oh goodbye
every girl:have a nice trip linsay
linsay:well bye
justin:well well well if it isint the finale 3 gwen,bridgette,and courteney
THE END TLL Далее TIME
justin:the last name am going to call is leshawna
leshawna:ya babbey and that's how I roll!
justin:beth Ты have to walk the dock of shame because Ты were not my type
beth:ok just take me Главная I'll tell my dad I Остаться в живых you
justin:ok then now the Далее challange is a Поцелуи contest who ever is not a good kisser to me has to walk the dock of shame first up is eva
(justin had alot of fun with his girl's Поцелуи and all that but justin did find one bad kisser!)
justin:ok then the names that get to stay is lashawna,bridgette,katie and sadie,izzy,gwen,courteney,lindsay,ok then this is a shocker heather against eva and the last name I'm gonna call is..............................
THE END TILL Далее TIME
leshawna:ya babbey and that's how I roll!
justin:beth Ты have to walk the dock of shame because Ты were not my type
beth:ok just take me Главная I'll tell my dad I Остаться в живых you
justin:ok then now the Далее challange is a Поцелуи contest who ever is not a good kisser to me has to walk the dock of shame first up is eva
(justin had alot of fun with his girl's Поцелуи and all that but justin did find one bad kisser!)
justin:ok then the names that get to stay is lashawna,bridgette,katie and sadie,izzy,gwen,courteney,lindsay,ok then this is a shocker heather against eva and the last name I'm gonna call is..............................
THE END TILL Далее TIME
"shes pretty , shes nice." exlames courtney.
"just one hug and your done "chris сказал(-а) snaping his finger.
"that looks really real man!" сказал(-а) doncan.
"DUDE , SHES MADE OF CARDBOURD GET IN THE GAME !" сказал(-а) tyler.
"hey , its ok if Ты can't do it"courtney сказал(-а) conferting him
"alright, i'll try." he сказал(-а) smiling.
" Ты can do this ." сказал(-а) courtney.
"ok ok" he сказал(-а) with confidence
aaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaa( sorry , thats the song they put in the the backround)
doncan did it! he huged the standee.
"whoooooooohoooo!!!!" cried courtney "doncan your awsome!"
"ha , i did it !" he сказал(-а) happily
courtney hugs duncan then remembers that she pretends she dons't like him.
"wooooooooohoooooooo"cried everyone.............thanks ...........................have a good one