This one is a long one :D enjoy
Bella's pov
I was running back Главная when I suddenly stopped again, there it was again that feeling of being sick. I wanted to throw up but I can’t. It wasn’t far anymore to my house, to Jake and Renesmee, so I start walking and thinking at the same time
*Why am I feeling sick like this?
*Why do I have the feeling I want to throw up?
*what’s going on with me?
Than it just hit me, “I can’t get pregnant, can I”, I сказал(-а) in a whisper and panicking voice. No it’s not possible I start thinking again, Вампиры don’t get pregnant, Carlisle mentioned it once, that vampire girls can’t make children anymore, so it’s impossible to get pregnant, maybe I’m just imagining things starting to cheer myself up. I looked up and I noticed that I was at my house I looked at my watch
“OMG I’m so late, I whispered,” I walked 30 минуты and didn’t even noticed it and I told Jake I would be there in 10.”
I walked to the door and went inside.
“Jake, Renesmee” I’m sorry I’m late” I yelled, but I didn’t see them anywhere, I walked closer into my living room and I jumped when I heard Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Jake, Renesmee and Edward screaming
“Happy birthday, Bella”
I don’t know what happened Далее but everything starts to go black around me, the only thing I heard was all of them calling my name.
I heard Edwards voice in panic
“Bella, honey, wake up, please wake up, Bella, Sweetie”
I felt hands touching my forehead, my hands, my cheeks. So I start opening my eyes
“Edward” I said
I was trying to get up but hands were keeping me down
“I’m okay” I сказал(-а) so everyone in the room could here me. “I guess I’m just surprised seeing Ты all here. I looked at Edward, but he was still concerned.
“How long have I been out” I asked just looking at Edward
“about 20 minutes” he answered back
I didn’t now what to say so I looked down at my hands, I wanted to avoid all the looks that were pointed at me now.
“Bella” are Ты sure you’re fine, he asked me, “Vampires don’t faint Ты know” while he was helping me to get up.
I wanted to say yes, but I felt so sick again, worse than the other 2 times. Just In a few секунда I was running to the bathroom and I slammed the door. I was throwing up blood in the toilet. “What’s going on with me” I whispered to myself.
“Bella, Bella, are Ты okay, can I come in” I heard Edward practically screaming on the other side of the door.
“Just give me a minute” I сказал(-а) back. I stood up and looked in the mirror, I look okay, I thought by myself. My hand were on my stomach now but it didn’t feel as flat anymore as it always been, I start pulling up my black вверх that I was wearing at school and looked in the mirror.
I saw that I had a little bump on my stomach, Ты didn’t really see it but it was there, I new my body and that wasn’t there before.
“Bella” I heard a concerned and scared voice, it was Edward.
“I’m okay, I think I just ate something wrong” I answered back just starring at the door.
“Edward” I сказал(-а) at the door “is Carlisle still there”?
“Yes bella I’m still here” I heard Carlisle say.
“Well I have a Вопрос actually” I сказал(-а) to him. I didn’t even now why I wanted to now but I guess I was starting to get worried
“Are Ты a 100% sure Вампиры can’t get pregnant” I asked.
I heard everyone talking to each other and it was hard for me to separate them now, so I had no idea what they are saying, but then it just stopped and than I heard Carlisle again.
“Bella, may I come in” he asked very polite
I was just Холодное сердце to the floor but I still mannish to get my feet moving towards the door and opened it, so Carlisle could come in.
Edward tried to get in too, but Carlisle stopped him
“Edward, stay with the others, we’ll be right back” he сказал(-а) and he closed the door. I knew I heard a growl on the other side, but I didn’t gave it any attention.
Carlisle just looked at me and I looked at him
“What were Ты all talking about” I сказал(-а) with a demanding but sensitive voice
“We were all euhm I don’t really know how to say this gentile, but we were all kind of shocked that Ты asked that question” he сказал(-а) strong but caring
“We never heard of a vampire getting pregnant before so we automatically assumed that it wasn’t possible” he still сказал(-а) In a caring way
“Why do Ты think it’s possible” he asked me
“I don’t know, I think, maybe I’m just imagining thing” I told him.
“What do Ты mean imagining things” he сказал(-а) confused
But I didn’t answer that question, my thought were everywhere and nowhere, I’m feeling confused, I don’t know what was wrong with me, suddenly my thought were interrupted
“Bella when was the first time Ты start to feel sick” he asked me as a doctor now
“Euhm well, when Edward and I came back from school and we were running to your house” I said
“hmm” he only сказал(-а) “Did Ты throw up before” he asked me again
“No, this was the first time” I answered back
“hmm” he сказал(-а) again
“Bella, when was the last time Ты and Edward…” he start to ask, but I interrupted him abruptly so he couldn’t finish that sentence and сказал(-а) Yesterday, before going to school and the other time before was 7 days ago.
“What do Ты think is wrong with me” I сказал(-а) panicking and looking at Carlisle
“I don’t now yet, Bella” perhaps Ты should come to my house and I’ll examine Ты further there, he сказал(-а) even confused as I was feeling.
Carlisle got up and walked to the door,
“ are Ты coming” he asked
“I’ll be right there” I сказал(-а) starring at him
“It’s gonna be alright Bella” he сказал(-а) I nodded quietly and he walked thru the door.
I start brushing my teeth because I still tasted the blood I throw up. When I finished I took a deep breath and walked thru the door, everyone was still there, looking at me now. Except Renesmee, she came running to me
“Mommie, Mommie” I grabbed her and pulled her up
“Bella honey, Ты should pick her up, you’re not well” Edward сказал(-а) worrying.
“I’m fine, Edward really” and I put Renesmee back on the ground.
Edward came to me now and hold me tight in his arms, I hugged him back and than we let go of each other and he gave me a Kiss on my forehead
“Are Ты sure?” he asked me concerned
“yes I’m feeling a little better now” I answered back
“Carlisle is going to run some test, to find out what’s wrong with me” I сказал(-а) to Edward and I looked at him briefly because his eyes were Показ his pain he was going thru, what he’s feeling right now.
Carlisle start talking to everyone
“Alice get my keys” Bella are Ты ready” he asked me
“yes I’m ready to go” I answered back and I let go of Edward's hand, but he didn’t let go, he only grabbed it even tighter
“I’m coming with you” he сказал(-а) strong
I smiled at him I was glad that he’s coming with me. And we walked to Carlisle’s car.
Bella's pov
I was running back Главная when I suddenly stopped again, there it was again that feeling of being sick. I wanted to throw up but I can’t. It wasn’t far anymore to my house, to Jake and Renesmee, so I start walking and thinking at the same time
*Why am I feeling sick like this?
*Why do I have the feeling I want to throw up?
*what’s going on with me?
Than it just hit me, “I can’t get pregnant, can I”, I сказал(-а) in a whisper and panicking voice. No it’s not possible I start thinking again, Вампиры don’t get pregnant, Carlisle mentioned it once, that vampire girls can’t make children anymore, so it’s impossible to get pregnant, maybe I’m just imagining things starting to cheer myself up. I looked up and I noticed that I was at my house I looked at my watch
“OMG I’m so late, I whispered,” I walked 30 минуты and didn’t even noticed it and I told Jake I would be there in 10.”
I walked to the door and went inside.
“Jake, Renesmee” I’m sorry I’m late” I yelled, but I didn’t see them anywhere, I walked closer into my living room and I jumped when I heard Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, Jake, Renesmee and Edward screaming
“Happy birthday, Bella”
I don’t know what happened Далее but everything starts to go black around me, the only thing I heard was all of them calling my name.
I heard Edwards voice in panic
“Bella, honey, wake up, please wake up, Bella, Sweetie”
I felt hands touching my forehead, my hands, my cheeks. So I start opening my eyes
“Edward” I said
I was trying to get up but hands were keeping me down
“I’m okay” I сказал(-а) so everyone in the room could here me. “I guess I’m just surprised seeing Ты all here. I looked at Edward, but he was still concerned.
“How long have I been out” I asked just looking at Edward
“about 20 minutes” he answered back
I didn’t now what to say so I looked down at my hands, I wanted to avoid all the looks that were pointed at me now.
“Bella” are Ты sure you’re fine, he asked me, “Vampires don’t faint Ты know” while he was helping me to get up.
I wanted to say yes, but I felt so sick again, worse than the other 2 times. Just In a few секунда I was running to the bathroom and I slammed the door. I was throwing up blood in the toilet. “What’s going on with me” I whispered to myself.
“Bella, Bella, are Ты okay, can I come in” I heard Edward practically screaming on the other side of the door.
“Just give me a minute” I сказал(-а) back. I stood up and looked in the mirror, I look okay, I thought by myself. My hand were on my stomach now but it didn’t feel as flat anymore as it always been, I start pulling up my black вверх that I was wearing at school and looked in the mirror.
I saw that I had a little bump on my stomach, Ты didn’t really see it but it was there, I new my body and that wasn’t there before.
“Bella” I heard a concerned and scared voice, it was Edward.
“I’m okay, I think I just ate something wrong” I answered back just starring at the door.
“Edward” I сказал(-а) at the door “is Carlisle still there”?
“Yes bella I’m still here” I heard Carlisle say.
“Well I have a Вопрос actually” I сказал(-а) to him. I didn’t even now why I wanted to now but I guess I was starting to get worried
“Are Ты a 100% sure Вампиры can’t get pregnant” I asked.
I heard everyone talking to each other and it was hard for me to separate them now, so I had no idea what they are saying, but then it just stopped and than I heard Carlisle again.
“Bella, may I come in” he asked very polite
I was just Холодное сердце to the floor but I still mannish to get my feet moving towards the door and opened it, so Carlisle could come in.
Edward tried to get in too, but Carlisle stopped him
“Edward, stay with the others, we’ll be right back” he сказал(-а) and he closed the door. I knew I heard a growl on the other side, but I didn’t gave it any attention.
Carlisle just looked at me and I looked at him
“What were Ты all talking about” I сказал(-а) with a demanding but sensitive voice
“We were all euhm I don’t really know how to say this gentile, but we were all kind of shocked that Ты asked that question” he сказал(-а) strong but caring
“We never heard of a vampire getting pregnant before so we automatically assumed that it wasn’t possible” he still сказал(-а) In a caring way
“Why do Ты think it’s possible” he asked me
“I don’t know, I think, maybe I’m just imagining thing” I told him.
“What do Ты mean imagining things” he сказал(-а) confused
But I didn’t answer that question, my thought were everywhere and nowhere, I’m feeling confused, I don’t know what was wrong with me, suddenly my thought were interrupted
“Bella when was the first time Ты start to feel sick” he asked me as a doctor now
“Euhm well, when Edward and I came back from school and we were running to your house” I said
“hmm” he only сказал(-а) “Did Ты throw up before” he asked me again
“No, this was the first time” I answered back
“hmm” he сказал(-а) again
“Bella, when was the last time Ты and Edward…” he start to ask, but I interrupted him abruptly so he couldn’t finish that sentence and сказал(-а) Yesterday, before going to school and the other time before was 7 days ago.
“What do Ты think is wrong with me” I сказал(-а) panicking and looking at Carlisle
“I don’t now yet, Bella” perhaps Ты should come to my house and I’ll examine Ты further there, he сказал(-а) even confused as I was feeling.
Carlisle got up and walked to the door,
“ are Ты coming” he asked
“I’ll be right there” I сказал(-а) starring at him
“It’s gonna be alright Bella” he сказал(-а) I nodded quietly and he walked thru the door.
I start brushing my teeth because I still tasted the blood I throw up. When I finished I took a deep breath and walked thru the door, everyone was still there, looking at me now. Except Renesmee, she came running to me
“Mommie, Mommie” I grabbed her and pulled her up
“Bella honey, Ты should pick her up, you’re not well” Edward сказал(-а) worrying.
“I’m fine, Edward really” and I put Renesmee back on the ground.
Edward came to me now and hold me tight in his arms, I hugged him back and than we let go of each other and he gave me a Kiss on my forehead
“Are Ты sure?” he asked me concerned
“yes I’m feeling a little better now” I answered back
“Carlisle is going to run some test, to find out what’s wrong with me” I сказал(-а) to Edward and I looked at him briefly because his eyes were Показ his pain he was going thru, what he’s feeling right now.
Carlisle start talking to everyone
“Alice get my keys” Bella are Ты ready” he asked me
“yes I’m ready to go” I answered back and I let go of Edward's hand, but he didn’t let go, he only grabbed it even tighter
“I’m coming with you” he сказал(-а) strong
I smiled at him I was glad that he’s coming with me. And we walked to Carlisle’s car.
August Fan of the Month!
I sang this song in choir my sophomore год maybe it will help Ты keep strong and have faith in Robsten
The Rose,
Some say Любовь it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says Любовь it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say Любовь it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and Ты think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns Любовь becomes the rose the rose
The Rose,
Some say Любовь it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says Любовь it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say Любовь it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and Ты think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns Любовь becomes the rose the rose
Kristen Stewart, who shot to fame as Bella лебедь in "The Twilight" films and is the Название character in "Snow White and the Huntsman", jumped to the вверх of Forbes.com's annual Список of highest-paid actresses.
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in секунда with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who Ты would expect to see right now,” сказал(-а) Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This год Ты are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the вверх of the list.”
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in секунда with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who Ты would expect to see right now,” сказал(-а) Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This год Ты are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the вверх of the list.”
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Любовь in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Любовь in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Любовь I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take Ты out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Любовь I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Любовь I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Любовь I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take Ты out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Любовь I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Любовь I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what Ты won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
Ты barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let Ты talk me
Won’t let Ты talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what Ты won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
Ты barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let Ты talk me
Won’t let Ты talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
