Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came by to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to Ты first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. или about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want Ты back, I still Любовь you. I see how much I need Ты now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want Ты though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't Ты see how much you're hurting him? I know I Любовь you, but Ты chose him, so Ты should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and Ты apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. Ты are too bad for me, and I really don't want Ты anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I Любовь you."
"But, I don't Любовь you, not anymore."
She looked down, еще tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to заворачивать, обертывание my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant еще to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are Ты okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind Чтение thing."
"Mind Чтение thing?.... Oh, Ты mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if Ты don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if Ты can forgive me, I don't like having Ты mad at me. I want to tell Ты how much Ты really mean to me, but I don't want Ты to leave, I don't want Ты to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even Ты I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know Ты think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure Ты won't really have it until you're a vampire, if Ты become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, Ты didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. Ты on the other hand, Ты didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means еще to me than Bella did. I think that is еще than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, Ты should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do Ты still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in Любовь with you, and I never want Ты to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do Ты want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make Ты some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since Ты make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. Ты are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I сказал(-а) cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to Ты Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I Любовь to shop, maybe I can get Ты a present, since I Любовь Ты and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for Ты too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she сказал(-а) jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
"I just came by to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to Ты first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. или about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want Ты back, I still Любовь you. I see how much I need Ты now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want Ты though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't Ты see how much you're hurting him? I know I Любовь you, but Ты chose him, so Ты should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and Ты apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. Ты are too bad for me, and I really don't want Ты anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I Любовь you."
"But, I don't Любовь you, not anymore."
She looked down, еще tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to заворачивать, обертывание my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant еще to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are Ты okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind Чтение thing."
"Mind Чтение thing?.... Oh, Ты mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if Ты don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if Ты can forgive me, I don't like having Ты mad at me. I want to tell Ты how much Ты really mean to me, but I don't want Ты to leave, I don't want Ты to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even Ты I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know Ты think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure Ты won't really have it until you're a vampire, if Ты become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, Ты didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. Ты on the other hand, Ты didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means еще to me than Bella did. I think that is еще than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, Ты should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do Ты still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in Любовь with you, and I never want Ты to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do Ты want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make Ты some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since Ты make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. Ты are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I сказал(-а) cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to Ты Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I Любовь to shop, maybe I can get Ты a present, since I Любовь Ты and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for Ты too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she сказал(-а) jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
Danie turned into a blob of яблоко sauce, then shape-shifted back into a human. "There" She said.
"Hey Erin! So I see Ты got my text."
"Yeah! Congrats! Ты have to tell me all about this Parick."
"No, Ты tell me about Ты being part of the Volturi."
"How did Ты know?"
"Well me being a vamp and everything, I get one power which is shape-shifting."
"What does that have to do with it?"
"Oh nothing I just needed to tell you."
"Ok, how did Ты find out?"
"Your friend Alice told me."
"Oh,ok. Yeah, so Ты know my dad is Aro and my little sister is Jane."
"I didn't even know that!" Alice said."Why didn't Ты tell me?"
"I wasn't ready to yet."
"Erin, Ты are my best friend; I tell Ты everything, Ты should tell me the same."
"Ok,sorry."
"It's fine. Now come on, let's go shopping for your friend's big day."
"Ok, let's go."
Two hours later, Alice, Erin, and Danie were still roaming around when they found the "perfect dress".
"Hey Erin! So I see Ты got my text."
"Yeah! Congrats! Ты have to tell me all about this Parick."
"No, Ты tell me about Ты being part of the Volturi."
"How did Ты know?"
"Well me being a vamp and everything, I get one power which is shape-shifting."
"What does that have to do with it?"
"Oh nothing I just needed to tell you."
"Ok, how did Ты find out?"
"Your friend Alice told me."
"Oh,ok. Yeah, so Ты know my dad is Aro and my little sister is Jane."
"I didn't even know that!" Alice said."Why didn't Ты tell me?"
"I wasn't ready to yet."
"Erin, Ты are my best friend; I tell Ты everything, Ты should tell me the same."
"Ok,sorry."
"It's fine. Now come on, let's go shopping for your friend's big day."
"Ok, let's go."
Two hours later, Alice, Erin, and Danie were still roaming around when they found the "perfect dress".
1.Erin is part of the Volturi, but she is half human-Spoiler!
2.not everything will be exactly like the books,it will be dramatized a little.
3.Erin is my best friend in real life, so I try to make her as realistic as possible.
4.This one is еще about me:I don't like cussing in my stories because I don't cuss a lot in real life, but it makes my stories funnier,agree?
5.We might make a movie out of this when we are done-Spoiler!
6.Erin was telling me about one of her friends, Danie, and she might be in a few chapters-Spoiler!
7.Erin tries to kill Alice later in the story-Spoiler!
YOu know what my friend Adriana I got her this awesome Chritmas preasent it is a Twilight shrit that I got a the Willowbrick Mall (Also Adriana is obsesed with Twlight)
EDward took off his shirt.His abs were hawt.I then went under the covers.I then felt his cool skin agaisnt mine.
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry Любовь Ты will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up Ты know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My сердце beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my сердце was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry Любовь Ты will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up Ты know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My сердце beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my сердце was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward или jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she сказал(-а) when edward asked her,
" are Ты sure Ты made the right choice, i have never seen Ты in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she сказал(-а) when edward asked her,
" are Ты sure Ты made the right choice, i have never seen Ты in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better