im sorry these are so few and far between but my homework load is getting ridiculous.
my teachers seem to have decided to give me loads of homework just because i have better things to do and it doesn't look like it's going to let up, so the fanfics might be getting shorter.
this one is unfourtunatly, quite short as i said.
hopefully the Далее will be longer but i'll just have to wait and see :)


She was exactly where I left her, except for one hand that had managed to escape the covers. As I watched, Bella mumbled indistinctly, and her hand clenched and unclenched three times before ending in a fist, fingers tightly digging into her palm. In less than half a секунда I was kneeling by her bed. Tentatively I reached out to hand and gently smoothed out her fingers.
A smile lit her features at my touch and I felt my face smile in response. It felt so right to smile. Since I left her, I hadn’t smiled once. I hadn’t smiled, hadn’t laughed, hadn’t felt any emotion except pain and a deeply ingrained longing. Longing for Bella.
еще intelligible words came from Bella’s perfect lips, dragging me away from my train of thought. I looked up from her hand to her face. Her smile was still pulling at one corner of her lips even though they were slightly open. I leaned in closer, inhaling as her breath caressed my face. Instead of noticing how mouth watering the scent was, I started noticing how beautiful the scent was in a very good, non-food way. The slight hint of strawberries from her shampoo mixed with her scent, and my smile grew bigger.
She was so beautiful, so gorgeous, so perfect. I couldn’t live without her.
I was still kneeling, engrossed in her beautiful face, but my thoughts shifting at a million miles an hour. I thought of our future- for my future couldn’t exist without her- and what it would bring.
I knew I wouldn’t change her, no matter what Alice had promised Aro and the Volturi. Gazing at her face, listing to her breathing and her steady heart, I couldn’t help but picture Alice’s vision of Bella, hard, cold, with bright red eyes, a vivid ruby.
I shook my head, trying to clear the image. I refused to destroy her soul. How could I live with myself after? Destroying her chance at heaven или whatever was waiting for us in the afterlife, just for my own selfish needs? I sighed quietly. I couldn’t, I wouldn’t, take-
“Edward.” Bella whispered, stopping my thoughts in their tracks again. I focused harder on her face, and as I watched fear crept into her features and her smile disappeared.
“Edward.” She spoke a little louder. It sounded like she was calling for me, the fear and a trace of panic now evident in her voice.
“Shh...Shh.” I whispered. I moved from my position kneeling on the ground, onto the edge of her постель, кровати on вверх of the covers. I wrapped my arms around her carefully, making sure my cold skin wasn’t touching hers. She visibly relaxed when I wrapped my arms around her and I was relieved. I didn’t want her to be frightened.

that's it for now, again sorry it's so short. i now have to go and study for a biology test.