i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans
i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it
"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call Ты dog ok?" noah сказал(-а)
jake sigh and сказал(-а) "ok look i just wanted to explain Ты what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like Любовь at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the день she was born " jake сказал(-а) paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are Ты sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah сказал(-а) i laugh quietly
"no no agh could Ты shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can Любовь YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are Ты going to let me explain"jake ask
"sure" noah said
"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's еще powerful that Любовь at first sight it is еще absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i Любовь her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."
noah was speechless for the fist time
"so do Ты see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug
noah was silent
"blood-noah "jake сказал(-а) expecting an answer
"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if Ты and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in Любовь with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't Ты think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"
"imprinting doesn't is that it work или didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like Ты сказал(-а) that because Ты are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake сказал(-а) sure of himself
really ??he sounded so sure but the Любовь i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion или a silly crush it was еще i remember the огонь of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused
"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one еще thing,"noah сказал(-а) slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as Ты are"
jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't Ты just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but Ты are fighting something that Ты already lose ok "
"you wish dog and by the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said
and opened the door of my room before jake could answer
"hi noah "i сказал(-а) sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and сказал(-а)
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and Kiss my forehead he sat by my постель, кровати and took my hand.
then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and Kiss my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 Kiss jake gave me in all my live.
but i realize i didn't felt the огонь i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong
noah's grip on my hand became a little harder
"Jacob, billy arrived he says that Ты need to come down" alice yelled
Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly
jake get up and run to the door
"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to Вампиры and Ты know that"
he sigh "yeah Ты are right so i know Ты hear our conversation out there so what do Ты think about it?" noah ask
what did i think about imprinting или on noah's fellings about me или how i was going to chose или on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it
i look down "i dont know"
noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do Ты Любовь well like me i know yesterday Ты сказал(-а) Ты did Любовь me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"
"No Noah i don't only Любовь jake i also Любовь Ты and it is true i truly Любовь Ты but i also truly Любовь jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of Ты "
i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days
noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on огонь by that simple touch
"its ok"he smile "i would stay here by your side until Ты want me to go away"
"so do Ты think that i could Kiss Ты again ness?" he ask innocently
of course i wanted to Kiss him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him
i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and Kiss my cheek
"thank Ты ness "
then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for Ты " he сказал(-а)
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand
and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask Ты something about well your eating desicions well if Ты hunt hum"
"im coming " noah сказал(-а)
"tell ya" jake сказал(-а) smugly
be right back
ok i сказал(-а)
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed