Once Nathen came back down from Carlisle seeing how well he was healing we headed back to our house. I was happy again. Those 3 and a half days I didn't smile или laugh the whole time it was to hard of a situation for me. I never knew that something could bring me down so hard. When Nathen had Остаться в живых his memory, I didn't have any hope at all that he was going to get it back. I was so sad, well that doesn't even describe the emotions I went through the whole time, but now everything was back to normal and I was еще than thrilled. Nathen and I were sitting on the диван, мягкий уголок well i was lying down while my head rested on his leg and he stroked my hair. We stared at each other eyes in silence for the longest until he broke the silence.
What are Ты thinking about? He ask.
How happy I am, and how I'm so thankful that your back to normal. I said.
Me too. I'm sorry that I hurt Ты so much. He told me.
It's not your fault. I said.
Nathen had lifted me up gently and sat me in his lap and kissed me. I don't know how to put it were it wont sound weird but how to put it strait forward. So here it goes, We did it and it was great thats all I want to say. It was amazing! Days went on and everything was normal Nathen didn't do much patroling, I was to scared for him to and for him to leave me again.
Nathen and me were making breakfast one morning when all of the sudden I had to run to the bathroom. I felt horrible. I started throwing up once I had reached the bathroom and Nathen was soon coming in the bathroom after me.
Whats wrong honey? He ask as he was grabbing my so I wouldn't get anything in it.
I manage to say I don't know in between barfing and having dry heaves.
He stayed there and held my hair up and got me a cold washrag from the linen closet. Once I was done throwing up, I didn't have enough energy to Переместить from the floor to the bed. I just laid there for a couple of минуты waiting to see if I had felt any better and well it never went away. Nathen finally got fed up with me just lying there so he moved me to the постель, кровати and then went and got Carlisle.
I feel asleep right when Nathen laid me on the bed. I slept really good.I woke up with Nathen lying beside me.
Hey, how ya feelin? He asked.
Sorta better but then again like crap. I said.My stomach hurts.
Ты want something to eat? He offered.
Not really. How about some Kool-aid! I said.
Okay, be back in a second. He сказал(-а) and kissed me on the вверх of my head.
Don't Kiss me Ты might get what I have. I told him.
Um, Волки don't get sick. He said.
Oh okay. I said.
I felt so stiff so I got out of the постель, кровати and followed him to the kitchen. I walked in there and noticed that I felt huge and fat. I looked down at my stomach and noticed that I had еще fat on my stomach than before.
When I was looking at my stomach I ask Nathen if I looked bigger and he of course politely сказал(-а) no.
Tell me the truth, please. I told him.
Okay just this little part right here. He сказал(-а) coming and touching my stomach.
Nathen gave me a glass of kool-aid and I drank half of the glass and then right when I felt it hit the bottom of my stomach I ran to the bathroom. I was throwing up again. I didn't know what was worse the red kool-aid coming up или the fact that I was throwing up. This time I knew when I was done throwing up so Nathen took me to the постель, кровати afterwards. I feel asleep again, but when I woke up I was in my old постель, кровати room hooked up to an IV. Nathen was lying right beside me.I felt horrible this time around. Carlisle walked into the room.
I know why Ты have been throwing up and feeling horrible. He said.
Really. I managed to get out not very loud as I wanted.
Your ready for the news. He said.
Is it that bad? I ask.
No, its wonderful! Carlisle сказал(-а) with a gigantic smile on his face.
Ok.. I said.
Ты are going to have a baby. He сказал(-а) smiling so big.
Really. I сказал(-а) with a hint of questioning to it.
Yes, your going to have a baby. Carlisle repeted.
Wow. I сказал(-а) looking at Nathen.
His smile could have lit up a dark a dark room.
Wow, I'm going to have a baby. I said.
Not just one but two. Carlisle said.
I'm having twins! I was thrilled now.
Yep. Carlisle said.
I was in shock now and I guess Nathen was too because he hadn't сказал(-а) one word sinse Carlisle told us.
Nathen, are Ты okay? I ask with concern.
Yeah, I'm fine. He said.
Okay. I said, while getting out of постель, кровати and pulling the i.v. out of my hand.
Addi, get back into bed. Nathen told me.
No, I'm fine. I told him.
Addi. Nathen сказал(-а) with authority.
Nathen, I'm fine. I said.
I looked down at my stomach and it was now way bigger than the last time I saw it. It had to be atleast 3 times as bigger. I went and found Carlisle in his office.
Carlisle can I speak with you? I ask.
Certainly. Come in sit down. He told me.
Um, this isn't a normal pregnancy is it? I ask.
No, Addi it's not.He told me.
Oh okay. I don't know what to do. I said.
I know your are 10 weeks along and they are growing fast. He said.
Wow, I didn't know it would be that fast. I told him.
Yes, it is because they have half of Nathen in them and Волки grow faster. He said.
Will they grow at the rate of Renesme? I ask.
No once they the size of a full baby thier growth will slow down and it will be еще like your growth than Nathens. He said.
Oh okay, thats weird. I said.Thanks.
Your welcome. He said.
Wow, I couldn't believe it I was going to be a mother. I walked down stairs and everyone was sitting in the living room.Alice was the first one over to me.
Can we go shopping? She ask smiling.
Sure,of course but not right now. I said.
Okay, just let me know! She сказал(-а) and danced away.
I went to the кухня and got me some icewater. I didn't want to chance myself with throwing up again. Carlisle walked into the kitchen
Addi, can I take a look at your wrist? He ask.
Sure. I сказал(-а) and followed him out of the room and upstairs. Carlisle ended up cutting the cast off and taking x-rays of it. It felt fine so while the x-rays were developign I went and found Nathen.
What are Ты thinking about? He ask.
How happy I am, and how I'm so thankful that your back to normal. I said.
Me too. I'm sorry that I hurt Ты so much. He told me.
It's not your fault. I said.
Nathen had lifted me up gently and sat me in his lap and kissed me. I don't know how to put it were it wont sound weird but how to put it strait forward. So here it goes, We did it and it was great thats all I want to say. It was amazing! Days went on and everything was normal Nathen didn't do much patroling, I was to scared for him to and for him to leave me again.
Nathen and me were making breakfast one morning when all of the sudden I had to run to the bathroom. I felt horrible. I started throwing up once I had reached the bathroom and Nathen was soon coming in the bathroom after me.
Whats wrong honey? He ask as he was grabbing my so I wouldn't get anything in it.
I manage to say I don't know in between barfing and having dry heaves.
He stayed there and held my hair up and got me a cold washrag from the linen closet. Once I was done throwing up, I didn't have enough energy to Переместить from the floor to the bed. I just laid there for a couple of минуты waiting to see if I had felt any better and well it never went away. Nathen finally got fed up with me just lying there so he moved me to the постель, кровати and then went and got Carlisle.
I feel asleep right when Nathen laid me on the bed. I slept really good.I woke up with Nathen lying beside me.
Hey, how ya feelin? He asked.
Sorta better but then again like crap. I said.My stomach hurts.
Ты want something to eat? He offered.
Not really. How about some Kool-aid! I said.
Okay, be back in a second. He сказал(-а) and kissed me on the вверх of my head.
Don't Kiss me Ты might get what I have. I told him.
Um, Волки don't get sick. He said.
Oh okay. I said.
I felt so stiff so I got out of the постель, кровати and followed him to the kitchen. I walked in there and noticed that I felt huge and fat. I looked down at my stomach and noticed that I had еще fat on my stomach than before.
When I was looking at my stomach I ask Nathen if I looked bigger and he of course politely сказал(-а) no.
Tell me the truth, please. I told him.
Okay just this little part right here. He сказал(-а) coming and touching my stomach.
Nathen gave me a glass of kool-aid and I drank half of the glass and then right when I felt it hit the bottom of my stomach I ran to the bathroom. I was throwing up again. I didn't know what was worse the red kool-aid coming up или the fact that I was throwing up. This time I knew when I was done throwing up so Nathen took me to the постель, кровати afterwards. I feel asleep again, but when I woke up I was in my old постель, кровати room hooked up to an IV. Nathen was lying right beside me.I felt horrible this time around. Carlisle walked into the room.
I know why Ты have been throwing up and feeling horrible. He said.
Really. I managed to get out not very loud as I wanted.
Your ready for the news. He said.
Is it that bad? I ask.
No, its wonderful! Carlisle сказал(-а) with a gigantic smile on his face.
Ok.. I said.
Ты are going to have a baby. He сказал(-а) smiling so big.
Really. I сказал(-а) with a hint of questioning to it.
Yes, your going to have a baby. Carlisle repeted.
Wow. I сказал(-а) looking at Nathen.
His smile could have lit up a dark a dark room.
Wow, I'm going to have a baby. I said.
Not just one but two. Carlisle said.
I'm having twins! I was thrilled now.
Yep. Carlisle said.
I was in shock now and I guess Nathen was too because he hadn't сказал(-а) one word sinse Carlisle told us.
Nathen, are Ты okay? I ask with concern.
Yeah, I'm fine. He said.
Okay. I said, while getting out of постель, кровати and pulling the i.v. out of my hand.
Addi, get back into bed. Nathen told me.
No, I'm fine. I told him.
Addi. Nathen сказал(-а) with authority.
Nathen, I'm fine. I said.
I looked down at my stomach and it was now way bigger than the last time I saw it. It had to be atleast 3 times as bigger. I went and found Carlisle in his office.
Carlisle can I speak with you? I ask.
Certainly. Come in sit down. He told me.
Um, this isn't a normal pregnancy is it? I ask.
No, Addi it's not.He told me.
Oh okay. I don't know what to do. I said.
I know your are 10 weeks along and they are growing fast. He said.
Wow, I didn't know it would be that fast. I told him.
Yes, it is because they have half of Nathen in them and Волки grow faster. He said.
Will they grow at the rate of Renesme? I ask.
No once they the size of a full baby thier growth will slow down and it will be еще like your growth than Nathens. He said.
Oh okay, thats weird. I said.Thanks.
Your welcome. He said.
Wow, I couldn't believe it I was going to be a mother. I walked down stairs and everyone was sitting in the living room.Alice was the first one over to me.
Can we go shopping? She ask smiling.
Sure,of course but not right now. I said.
Okay, just let me know! She сказал(-а) and danced away.
I went to the кухня and got me some icewater. I didn't want to chance myself with throwing up again. Carlisle walked into the kitchen
Addi, can I take a look at your wrist? He ask.
Sure. I сказал(-а) and followed him out of the room and upstairs. Carlisle ended up cutting the cast off and taking x-rays of it. It felt fine so while the x-rays were developign I went and found Nathen.
Эй,
twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release дата for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction дата not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is сказал(-а) that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the сердце which will stop beating soon, the сердце which was the reason for me to live, the сердце which she had дана to me to keep безопасно, сейф just like how I had дана her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the сердце which will stop beating soon, the сердце which was the reason for me to live, the сердце which she had дана to me to keep безопасно, сейф just like how I had дана her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what Ты think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what Ты think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when Ты say one of the Комментарии -and you've probably сказал(-а) one of the Комментарии еще then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure Ты can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so Популярное if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Друзья just don't understand lol). How many do Ты think Ты can fill, Комментарий below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what Ты think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure Ты can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so Популярное if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Друзья just don't understand lol). How many do Ты think Ты can fill, Комментарий below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what Ты think please.
So these are, by far, my Избранное Цитаты from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I Любовь you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I Любовь you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD