this would be my first article...but i had this idea for a story, i know i am not the best writer, but i'll give it a shot...
here i go

chapt. 1
"he's gone, he's gone" was the only thing coming out of my mouth, other than screaming. My dad has already sent me back to Renee. He left 3 months ago, my dad could not handle me when I was like that. He told me when I was feeling better i could go back and live with him, I really don't think that will ever happen. Most likely I am going to be stuck at Renee's my whole life. There is nothing on this planet, except for Edward but he isnt coming back, for me so my life is meaningless. The first месяц at my mom's she let me go through this, she apparently thought it would help, then after those 30 days, we did everything...

Almost everyday she pulled me along to do something crazy, and Phil is fine with it. She makes me call Charlie at least once a day. "Bella" she explains, "he loves you, and worries about you, and he misses your constant company." If he misses me so much then he wouldnt have sent me here, he would have kept me there, the closest place that still holds the fading memory of Edward.

A lot of nights I spent staring out the window, the moon has so far always been there, but i know that is not going to happen forever, soon its just going to betray me, just like everything else.

Staring, just staring out of my window I see something flash by. I knew I was imagining, so I just kept on staring. There it was again, finally realizing what it was, closed my eyes, whispered this wish, "I wish Edward would come back for me, and never leave."

"Bella what are Ты doing," Renee askes. "Nothing, nothing at all." I сказал(-а) smiling.