posted by kaulitztwinsfan
I am dying... Why did it have to happen to us? What was our fault? That we were just... BORN...??
My parents.... Остаться в живых them when I was TWO. I was brought up in an orphanage, Miss Bntick was a great lady, but..but..Could I get a real mother's love??
Why did we decide to come here at the first place?? Wasn't Miss Bentick's Любовь enough? Our life was good..good enough
20 kids and a Spinster who longed to have children but couldn't, in a house of just 5 rooms..My mind was flooding with questions...
We had to come here, maybe fate brought us here, maybe we were not worthy..not worthy of our lives..
But this wasn't the death I'd choos..Mauled by a Bear??? What kinda death was this??? Four helpless teenagers, what could we do? We were all being slaughtered.
Chelsea..Why?? The only one I could trust. did I have to get her slaughtered too?? First one the медведь got..she was a tiny little angel, but now her angelic face scarred!! Her motionless body.. too painful!! еще painful than ma bleeding thigh. Why wasn't I the 1 who died first? Why?? My friends..Nick, Ashley, Georg...
I was their criminal, I could imagine Ms Bentick, Crying helpless, what could she do?? Her beloved children..DEAD???
I didn't have the strenght to shout, I didn't want to, I was responsible, i had to die too..
No reason left to live , I led them here...
I kept thinking as silent tears rolled down ny cheeks..How did I look now??
A sixteen- year-old, drenched in blood??
Her own blood, her Друзья blood??BLOOD!!
What would Corey say? Her sister..
I wasn't her sister but I loved her, and people сказал(-а) we looked alike.
My final секунды ticked off..I felt happy, Dying..I was responsible..My friends, my loved ones..Death taking over me!!
But why were my eyes open?? Not that I could see anything coz of my tears.
death was coming slowly.I wanted it to end. this agony to end..
END OF MY LIFE
I couldn't take it, I have seen Вампиры being detroyed, Humans killed by vampires...How can I forget Dad? But this was different, too painful. How?? how can anybody be so cruel? A BEAR???Cpuld it do this?? It wasn't it's fault though, no one can win against hunger, not even Вампиры like Carlisle..What's a bear?? What was I thinking?? These were humans, Teens, just like me!! Maybe we were of the same age.
I couldn't take it anymore..
I let out a cry of agony!!
Kid, I know it hurts but, so amny people die everyday, we can't be around to save each one of them..
I know Jake, but it hurts, I havenever seen anyone mauled by a медведь before..looks worse than a vampire attack.
We can't do anything, Kid..
Wait!! I can hear something near the trees..Maybe a bear???
No!! It was a human...still alive???? I went towards the sound..Then I saw it..
My сердце started beating faster..
God,is this happening to me??
I felt hot, warmer than usual, but that warmth didn't burn me..
Made me feel cosy, made me glow.
I felt good, better than usual..
She was sooooooo beautiful.
Black hair, Шоколад brown eyes, hair a bit longer than Alice's..not done into spikes..
Then I realised, SHE WAS DYING
I had to do something Something!!
It saved Bella..maybe Carlisle...
She's dying Jake!!
We can't have two newborns around, there is no guarantee than every new born is good as Bella!!
Jake. What if Nessie needed it??? Would Ты say no???
Ok..Kid...Sorry, forgot how it feels to see some one Ты Любовь dying...I'll go tell the rest..HURRY!!!!
I was so Остаться в живых in her that I forgot that I was in my волк form, I must have scared her.
Jake was at the base-ball clearing, nearly at trhe Cullens' place..
He phased and I couldn't haer hima anymore..
It was only me.. ME AND HER
My dying ANGEL!!! MY LOVE, MY LIFE, MY EVERYTHING!!!!
Not even an Alpha command could stop me mow..
Now that I have MY LOVE
(Hope Ты guys like it, n hope thaht I didn't dissapoint you??)