It´s autumn. It´s just a день like everyone else. I´m sitting on a bench. The air around me is cold and the sky´s color is оранжевый now, because there will be sunset soon. There is a фонтан in front of me. It has a red- brown color and there are statues on it. I can hear the sound of the ice cold water. There are еще benches around the fountain, but today there aren´t so much people sitting there as usual. I´m visiting this place pretty often. I´m sitting still on the bench and thinking. Sometimes I observe the people in the street. I can see their long shadows on the ground. It´s the same with my memories. I could see how they moved around in my head, exactly like the people in the streets but these memories were nothing else than shadows, now. Shadows which tried desperately to Показать happy times again. But what they could Показать was unclear now, because they are just shadows. It´s like a picture drawn with a pencil and somebody erased in it. Ты may know how the picture looked like but if Ты aren´t a good drawer, Ты can´t do anything to get the full picture back. That´s how I feel now…
I don´t know what else I can do. I have nothing, but the shadows. So I´m just sitting and thinking. Thinking about the past. Thinking about what happened. Sometimes I start to ask myself. Who is that? That girl, looking at me out of the mirror? Te answer is simple, but it can´t reach me. Nothing can reach me anymore. Not after all what happened. I´m looking through the faces in the street, I´m searching for his one, but I can´t find it anywhere. I don´t give up. I don’t let my hope day. Maybe the rest of me died years ago, but my hope was still alive. It will die at last. When nothing will be possible anymore.
I don´t know what else I can do. I have nothing, but the shadows. So I´m just sitting and thinking. Thinking about the past. Thinking about what happened. Sometimes I start to ask myself. Who is that? That girl, looking at me out of the mirror? Te answer is simple, but it can´t reach me. Nothing can reach me anymore. Not after all what happened. I´m looking through the faces in the street, I´m searching for his one, but I can´t find it anywhere. I don´t give up. I don’t let my hope day. Maybe the rest of me died years ago, but my hope was still alive. It will die at last. When nothing will be possible anymore.
~ Chapter 1: Dreams
Love. Unconditional and pure Любовь was there, found in their hearts. Feelings, pure and strong lived from день to day.
But the days were cold. Cold wind froze their dreams.
A child was born.
Dreams, spreading its roots, now slowly fade.
But still live and last in the hearts of the dreamers.
A child wasn't a part of a dream, though.
It wasn't. But Любовь was still there, although destroyed by many issues, it started fading slowly like a smothered flame.
Mother's eyes was full of hope and сердце full of love, so pure, so gentle.
She knew. Life won't be молоко and honey, though she must be strong.
Looking at her baby girl, happy and sad in the same time, so many thoughts were flying through her head.
So many questions, perhaps a small dose of regret.
She felt sadness inside.
Любовь was still there, that pure Любовь that kept them alive, though these dreams they both had were somehow far and unreal.
A flame of Любовь was still burning...
Love. Unconditional and pure Любовь was there, found in their hearts. Feelings, pure and strong lived from день to day.
But the days were cold. Cold wind froze their dreams.
A child was born.
Dreams, spreading its roots, now slowly fade.
But still live and last in the hearts of the dreamers.
A child wasn't a part of a dream, though.
It wasn't. But Любовь was still there, although destroyed by many issues, it started fading slowly like a smothered flame.
Mother's eyes was full of hope and сердце full of love, so pure, so gentle.
She knew. Life won't be молоко and honey, though she must be strong.
Looking at her baby girl, happy and sad in the same time, so many thoughts were flying through her head.
So many questions, perhaps a small dose of regret.
She felt sadness inside.
Любовь was still there, that pure Любовь that kept them alive, though these dreams they both had were somehow far and unreal.
A flame of Любовь was still burning...
Texas Rancho Viejo 1942
Bonnie's POV
I walked quickly down the dusty dirt road, I kicked and scrapped pebbels, It was hot and dry today, another great thing when your isolated! *CRASH* I gasped, I slowed to a stop and carfully and slowwly turned around. Behind me stood a man. He had wild brown hair and blue piercing eyes, He held a gun and a charcol covered teddy bear. He smiled and inchined twords me. "Whoa pardner, who are you?" I asked in my thick texian accent. "I am a friend" He сказал(-а) kindly. I suspiciously eyed him up and down. I reached into my back pocket and gripped my fingers around a gun I found. "Dont be afraid i'll make it all better" He moved closer to me, I panicked.Is this the phantom murder? I thought. I pulled out my gun and aimed it at him. "I dont think Ты will"
I сказал(-а) sweetly, then I triggered it and shot him, he fell to the ground stunned. I smiled. When your isolated in texas Ты cant trust anyone. and i mean ANYONE.
Bonnie's POV
I walked quickly down the dusty dirt road, I kicked and scrapped pebbels, It was hot and dry today, another great thing when your isolated! *CRASH* I gasped, I slowed to a stop and carfully and slowwly turned around. Behind me stood a man. He had wild brown hair and blue piercing eyes, He held a gun and a charcol covered teddy bear. He smiled and inchined twords me. "Whoa pardner, who are you?" I asked in my thick texian accent. "I am a friend" He сказал(-а) kindly. I suspiciously eyed him up and down. I reached into my back pocket and gripped my fingers around a gun I found. "Dont be afraid i'll make it all better" He moved closer to me, I panicked.Is this the phantom murder? I thought. I pulled out my gun and aimed it at him. "I dont think Ты will"
I сказал(-а) sweetly, then I triggered it and shot him, he fell to the ground stunned. I smiled. When your isolated in texas Ты cant trust anyone. and i mean ANYONE.