There he is just standing there, starring at Ты with щенок dog eyes. He smiles briefly at Ты breaking your heart. It’s all too much so Ты so Ты slam the door. Before the door shuts he sticks his foot in the door way stopping it.
“I just want to talk.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.” Ты lie. Ты don’t want to hear him apologize или even see him. What he did hurt Ты like nothing else could, still Ты knew that Ты loved him and Ты сердце ached for him. Ты wish Ты could turn back time to when Ты both were happy but Ты know that what’s done is done.
“How about us…” He tries to say but Ты cut him off.
“There is no us” Ты state yet Ты can not look at him while Ты say it. His blue eye look at Ты sadly, clearly hurt by your statement.
“That’s not true, if it were true Ты would be able to look me in the eyes and say that it.” His voice cracks at the end. Ты try and tell him that Ты don’t Любовь him, that there is not us.
“I can’t.” Looking into his deep blue eyes Ты know he will eventually break your сердце but Ты Kiss him away. Ты let Ты lips meet in a blast of Любовь and passion. Ты wish Ты could stop time and stay in his embrace forever. In his embrace Ты feel безопасно, сейф like nothing will ever hurt you.
“I Любовь you.” He whispers in your ear, meaning dripping off every word, making Ты smile. All Ты fears disappear with those three words.
Ты both stand there not wanting to Переместить from your current position, savoring each others warmth. Ты knew it would be hard but eventually if Ты both tried, maybe Ты could restore what was broken. Maybe this would make Ты stronger. Ты had hope that it would be alright in the end. That time would heal the wounds.
“I Любовь Ты too.”
Maybe just maybe it’ll be okay.
“I just want to talk.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.” Ты lie. Ты don’t want to hear him apologize или even see him. What he did hurt Ты like nothing else could, still Ты knew that Ты loved him and Ты сердце ached for him. Ты wish Ты could turn back time to when Ты both were happy but Ты know that what’s done is done.
“How about us…” He tries to say but Ты cut him off.
“There is no us” Ты state yet Ты can not look at him while Ты say it. His blue eye look at Ты sadly, clearly hurt by your statement.
“That’s not true, if it were true Ты would be able to look me in the eyes and say that it.” His voice cracks at the end. Ты try and tell him that Ты don’t Любовь him, that there is not us.
“I can’t.” Looking into his deep blue eyes Ты know he will eventually break your сердце but Ты Kiss him away. Ты let Ты lips meet in a blast of Любовь and passion. Ты wish Ты could stop time and stay in his embrace forever. In his embrace Ты feel безопасно, сейф like nothing will ever hurt you.
“I Любовь you.” He whispers in your ear, meaning dripping off every word, making Ты smile. All Ты fears disappear with those three words.
Ты both stand there not wanting to Переместить from your current position, savoring each others warmth. Ты knew it would be hard but eventually if Ты both tried, maybe Ты could restore what was broken. Maybe this would make Ты stronger. Ты had hope that it would be alright in the end. That time would heal the wounds.
“I Любовь Ты too.”
Maybe just maybe it’ll be okay.
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him еще and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well Ты see
I'm not myself anymore
Well Ты can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Остаться в живых my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Остаться в живых now
I'm here now
I'm Остаться в живых here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Остаться в живых again
I'm lost
By myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things Ты don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Остаться в живых in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Остаться в живых all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Остаться в живых now
I'm here now
I'm Остаться в живых here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Остаться в живых again
I'm lost
By myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Остаться в живых here
By myself
I'm Остаться в живых now
I'm here now
I'm Остаться в живых here
By myself
By myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well Ты can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Остаться в живых my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm Остаться в живых now
I'm here now
I'm Остаться в живых here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Остаться в живых again
I'm lost
By myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things Ты don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm Остаться в живых in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've Остаться в живых all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm Остаться в живых now
I'm here now
I'm Остаться в живых here
By Myself
I'm gone now
I'm Остаться в живых again
I'm lost
By myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm Остаться в живых here
By myself
I'm Остаться в живых now
I'm here now
I'm Остаться в живых here
By myself
By myself
An Энджел
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The Энджел knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the Энджел in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The Энджел knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the Энджел in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing Ты makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because Ты can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because Ты make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because Ты can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world Ты keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me Ты were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need Ты is
because I'll always Любовь you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing Ты makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because Ты can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because Ты make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because Ты can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world Ты keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me Ты were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need Ты is
because I'll always Любовь you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives Ты the roads
and leaves Ты choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and Ты live it
wrapped by sadness
или happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
Ты pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves Ты not,
that's Ты who Любовь
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives Ты choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the Вопрос is
will Ты remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will Ты remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.