Goodnight and Goodbye
He shut the door silently behind him, but not enough for her to hear his fragile сердце breaking.
When he re-entered the hotel room from the balcony, a sea of faces greeted him. "Do Ты wanna drink?" Simon gargled, as soon as he saw Niles' worn face.
He embarked to his room, without another word to Simon или any other members of Daphnes family. As soon as he stepped through the frame, he saw Mel in bed, waiting for him. She put down the book she was reading, on the side таблица and elegantly unblanketed herself from under the covers.
She embraced him and a warm smile spread across her face.
He told her everything. The whole sorry tale. He couldn't carry on like this after what had just happened. It would be like living a life and he couldn't bare living with himself, least of all Mel.
While he was explaining to her how he had been in Любовь with Daphne the whole time, he packed his bag. He didn't know what he was putting in there, just Болталка clothes. While Mel launched a tirade of abuse at him, he went to the bathroom and gathered everything he needed for the night.
He needed to get out of there. She was angry of course, but she'd get over it in time, he thought.
Niles didn't know where he was heading, или even, what he was going to do. He'd wandered about just driving some place far away, but had thought best of it. He didn't want to worry his family.
In the end, the only person he could go to for support was Frasier.
He faintly knocked on the door but was Холодное сердце to the spot when the door eventually opened. He didn't have the strength to hold the bag anymore. It fell to the ground with a thud.
"Come in, Niles, I'll get the bag" Frasier glanced down at the recently packed bag .
"I can't" he сказал(-а) weakly. It was half a sob and half a whisper.
"Why ever not, Niles?" he offered, concerned spreading across his slightly tanned features.
Niles immediately dropped to his knees, unable to control himself any longer. Tears streamed down his tired, shaven face.
Frasier crouched down gently beside him, patting his shoulder. He began grabbing his arms and hauled him over his own shoulder.
Niles was walking heavy on his feet and it became too much for Frasier. Before he had got to the nearest bed, Niles had collapsed.
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He shut the door silently behind him, but not enough for her to hear his fragile сердце breaking.
When he re-entered the hotel room from the balcony, a sea of faces greeted him. "Do Ты wanna drink?" Simon gargled, as soon as he saw Niles' worn face.
He embarked to his room, without another word to Simon или any other members of Daphnes family. As soon as he stepped through the frame, he saw Mel in bed, waiting for him. She put down the book she was reading, on the side таблица and elegantly unblanketed herself from under the covers.
She embraced him and a warm smile spread across her face.
He told her everything. The whole sorry tale. He couldn't carry on like this after what had just happened. It would be like living a life and he couldn't bare living with himself, least of all Mel.
While he was explaining to her how he had been in Любовь with Daphne the whole time, he packed his bag. He didn't know what he was putting in there, just Болталка clothes. While Mel launched a tirade of abuse at him, he went to the bathroom and gathered everything he needed for the night.
He needed to get out of there. She was angry of course, but she'd get over it in time, he thought.
Niles didn't know where he was heading, или even, what he was going to do. He'd wandered about just driving some place far away, but had thought best of it. He didn't want to worry his family.
In the end, the only person he could go to for support was Frasier.
He faintly knocked on the door but was Холодное сердце to the spot when the door eventually opened. He didn't have the strength to hold the bag anymore. It fell to the ground with a thud.
"Come in, Niles, I'll get the bag" Frasier glanced down at the recently packed bag .
"I can't" he сказал(-а) weakly. It was half a sob and half a whisper.
"Why ever not, Niles?" he offered, concerned spreading across his slightly tanned features.
Niles immediately dropped to his knees, unable to control himself any longer. Tears streamed down his tired, shaven face.
Frasier crouched down gently beside him, patting his shoulder. He began grabbing his arms and hauled him over his own shoulder.
Niles was walking heavy on his feet and it became too much for Frasier. Before he had got to the nearest bed, Niles had collapsed.
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I deny the truth,
But really,
That is nothing.
I do that just to protect myself.
I cannot let the truth overcome me
All at once,
I must let it come at me
Pieces by pieces.
The truth is always shocking,
At many times sad.
But I must accept the truth
Even after a while.
Because denying the truth
Is like lying to myself
Denying the truth hurts my soul
But it also protects my soul at the same time.
I don't know what to believe.
It's all too shocking for me.
I deny the truth.
I protect my soul.
I protect myself.
But I also hurt myself.
But really,
That is nothing.
I do that just to protect myself.
I cannot let the truth overcome me
All at once,
I must let it come at me
Pieces by pieces.
The truth is always shocking,
At many times sad.
But I must accept the truth
Even after a while.
Because denying the truth
Is like lying to myself
Denying the truth hurts my soul
But it also protects my soul at the same time.
I don't know what to believe.
It's all too shocking for me.
I deny the truth.
I protect my soul.
I protect myself.
But I also hurt myself.
I know what happened,
I know that your parents are divorced,
because I was the first
Ты told.
I want to help you,
but I don't know
what all that
pressure
and sorrow feels like.
Like you're drowning
in a pool of tears
and your friends
are just watching and
laughing,
like it's a joke.
But it's not a joke,
it's your life.
They aren't even
your friends,
they are just people
who say they earned
that title.
I don't understand.
My parents aren't
divorced,
they don't fight
every time when
they see each
others face.
I can't help.
But you're
my friend.
My best
friend.
And I will
try to help.
I will stand by
your side even when
we are miles away.
Because even though
it might not feel like it,
Ты are never
alone.
I know that your parents are divorced,
because I was the first
Ты told.
I want to help you,
but I don't know
what all that
pressure
and sorrow feels like.
Like you're drowning
in a pool of tears
and your friends
are just watching and
laughing,
like it's a joke.
But it's not a joke,
it's your life.
They aren't even
your friends,
they are just people
who say they earned
that title.
I don't understand.
My parents aren't
divorced,
they don't fight
every time when
they see each
others face.
I can't help.
But you're
my friend.
My best
friend.
And I will
try to help.
I will stand by
your side even when
we are miles away.
Because even though
it might not feel like it,
Ты are never
alone.
"Now who's gonna take care of Mike!" Jane screamed at the вверх of her voice. "Now how am I suppose to marry Dave! Now how am I suppose to become an archaeologist!" "Mike, marriage, archaeology?!" I said, confused. "Oh, I can't explain now! I just wish I listened to David." She sighed. "Don't beat yourself up. David has the gift, Ты can still talk to him." She forced a smile. "Gift?" Dave whispered as he entered the room. "More like a curse." "David, i'm so sorry I didn't listen! But I just never thought-" "Save it." He butted in. "Everyone I've ever loved ends up dead. I should have seen it coming." "But Ты did! Ты tried to save my life and I was to stupid and selfish to care." "Janet." He sighed. "I don't think I can talk to Ты anymore. Never again." She stared at him, her face appalled. "What are Ты saying?!" "I'm saying seeing you, like this, it just, it just breaks my heart."