Chapter 1: the first meeting
I was remembering the first time I was trying to hide from my only enemy…..Damien I was running away from him for 160 years but he never gave up chasing me. My life is a living hell every little thing made me fear for no reason it’s just the part of the curse I can’t control it…….
-Bella
Angela asked worried I looked at her
-yeah?
-Nothing I was just worried, Ты were starring there for, I don’t know half an hour!
-oh I'm sorry I was just remembering things
-ok, do Ты want to talk about it?
-no I'm fine
-ok so I…um..i mean… we were wondering if Ты wanted to come?
-where?
-we are going to port Ангелы to hang out, so do Ты wanna come?
Mike asked eager to get some alone time with me
-um thanks for asking but I cant I have to go out of town
-your always out of town!
Mike and ben сказал(-а) angry
-I'm sorry ben!
I сказал(-а) as I hugged him he was my best friend
-its ok
-yeah maybe another time
Mike said, I think hoping that maybe we could go alone to port angels
-ok
I сказал(-а) and turned around and saw Damien walking towards me god cant he leave me alone! I growled under my breath
-hello beautiful ,how are you?
-I am good and getting the hell out of here!
I сказал(-а) and ran for the door when I opened it a cool breeze made me shiver
Ahhhhhhhhhhh that's better! I walked to my silver BMW visionary and got in and started driving to nowhere. i really Любовь Лондон and I would Любовь it еще if Damien wasn’t around all the time and stalking me and attacking me and nearly capturing my soul……god why won’t he give up? I was deep in thought when I realized I was reaching the bored line so I made a U-turn and headed home. when I got there I saw Damien’s black Mercedes and got out of the car I went inside and found him sitting on my black sofa
-what do Ты want?
I сказал(-а) bitterly
-you
He сказал(-а) simply and smiled thousands of feelings crossed my сердце that just happened when he was around because of that stupid curse
-well that's not gonna happen EVER
I mouthed the last word
-you know Ты have no other chance.
-oh really!
-yes,….
I cut him off
-I can hunt your precious mother down and kill her as it’s сказал(-а) to wear off the damn curse!
I сказал(-а) calmly and smiled at him
-I will never allow that
He hissed at me
-yeah right!
I сказал(-а) and laughed at him
-your lucky I have not killed you, let alone stopping me to kill her!
-well if Ты think your powerful enough to kill me after this many times I wanted to kill you, why didn’t Ты want to kill me?
-because…………..
I was trying to explain something to him when he interrupted me
-you Любовь me
-no I don’t!
I shouted at him then my hands started glowing with flames
-whoa calm down do Ты wanna burn Ты house down!
I took deep breaths trying to calm myself and I did I opened my eyes and saw him standing 1 inch from my face then he came closer to Kiss me I was almost allowing it when I pushed him away with the element of air he flew to the other side of my house and crashed into my Стена and left a dent in it
-don’t Ты ever do that again!
-you were almost falling for me
He сказал(-а) sweetly
-yeah right, now get out of my house!
-ok! I'm just being friendly today so don’t get carried away
He told me and disappeared in the blackness of the night
I changed my clothes and wore a black dress and headed out i got in my car and started driving to the nearest club while I was driving a red BMW caught my attention I slowed down to see the owner a beautiful blond girl was driving, her beauty wasn’t normal she wasn’t human nor a witch like me I couldn’t hear her pulse her eyes were a strange Золото color Далее to her a big muscled guy was sitting he had short curly hair his beauty equaled her he didn’t have a pulse too this made me suspicious what if they were danger to me? I tried to shove the idea away but a godlike boy caught my eye he looked the same, extremely beautiful, Золото eyes, no pulse but I really didn’t care about there beauty I was as beautiful as they are but it didn’t do any good to me I managed to rip my gaze of the godlike creature and drove away.
I was remembering the first time I was trying to hide from my only enemy…..Damien I was running away from him for 160 years but he never gave up chasing me. My life is a living hell every little thing made me fear for no reason it’s just the part of the curse I can’t control it…….
-Bella
Angela asked worried I looked at her
-yeah?
-Nothing I was just worried, Ты were starring there for, I don’t know half an hour!
-oh I'm sorry I was just remembering things
-ok, do Ты want to talk about it?
-no I'm fine
-ok so I…um..i mean… we were wondering if Ты wanted to come?
-where?
-we are going to port Ангелы to hang out, so do Ты wanna come?
Mike asked eager to get some alone time with me
-um thanks for asking but I cant I have to go out of town
-your always out of town!
Mike and ben сказал(-а) angry
-I'm sorry ben!
I сказал(-а) as I hugged him he was my best friend
-its ok
-yeah maybe another time
Mike said, I think hoping that maybe we could go alone to port angels
-ok
I сказал(-а) and turned around and saw Damien walking towards me god cant he leave me alone! I growled under my breath
-hello beautiful ,how are you?
-I am good and getting the hell out of here!
I сказал(-а) and ran for the door when I opened it a cool breeze made me shiver
Ahhhhhhhhhhh that's better! I walked to my silver BMW visionary and got in and started driving to nowhere. i really Любовь Лондон and I would Любовь it еще if Damien wasn’t around all the time and stalking me and attacking me and nearly capturing my soul……god why won’t he give up? I was deep in thought when I realized I was reaching the bored line so I made a U-turn and headed home. when I got there I saw Damien’s black Mercedes and got out of the car I went inside and found him sitting on my black sofa
-what do Ты want?
I сказал(-а) bitterly
-you
He сказал(-а) simply and smiled thousands of feelings crossed my сердце that just happened when he was around because of that stupid curse
-well that's not gonna happen EVER
I mouthed the last word
-you know Ты have no other chance.
-oh really!
-yes,….
I cut him off
-I can hunt your precious mother down and kill her as it’s сказал(-а) to wear off the damn curse!
I сказал(-а) calmly and smiled at him
-I will never allow that
He hissed at me
-yeah right!
I сказал(-а) and laughed at him
-your lucky I have not killed you, let alone stopping me to kill her!
-well if Ты think your powerful enough to kill me after this many times I wanted to kill you, why didn’t Ты want to kill me?
-because…………..
I was trying to explain something to him when he interrupted me
-you Любовь me
-no I don’t!
I shouted at him then my hands started glowing with flames
-whoa calm down do Ты wanna burn Ты house down!
I took deep breaths trying to calm myself and I did I opened my eyes and saw him standing 1 inch from my face then he came closer to Kiss me I was almost allowing it when I pushed him away with the element of air he flew to the other side of my house and crashed into my Стена and left a dent in it
-don’t Ты ever do that again!
-you were almost falling for me
He сказал(-а) sweetly
-yeah right, now get out of my house!
-ok! I'm just being friendly today so don’t get carried away
He told me and disappeared in the blackness of the night
I changed my clothes and wore a black dress and headed out i got in my car and started driving to the nearest club while I was driving a red BMW caught my attention I slowed down to see the owner a beautiful blond girl was driving, her beauty wasn’t normal she wasn’t human nor a witch like me I couldn’t hear her pulse her eyes were a strange Золото color Далее to her a big muscled guy was sitting he had short curly hair his beauty equaled her he didn’t have a pulse too this made me suspicious what if they were danger to me? I tried to shove the idea away but a godlike boy caught my eye he looked the same, extremely beautiful, Золото eyes, no pulse but I really didn’t care about there beauty I was as beautiful as they are but it didn’t do any good to me I managed to rip my gaze of the godlike creature and drove away.
bellas car
I needed more, more! I threw the book across the dimly lit, wooden attic. The book hit a stack of old newspapers. I tore open yet another book. Nothing would give me my answers.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” сказал(-а) Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” сказал(-а) Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
Ты try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so Ты could feel better,
so Ты could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
Ты need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
When Ты look at the night sky, what do Ты see?
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When Ты stop and listen to the wind, what do Ты hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When Ты feel the sun on your back, what do Ты think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When Ты hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my сердце and soul, drifting on and on.
When Ты look at me, what do Ты see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When Ты stop and listen to the wind, what do Ты hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When Ты feel the sun on your back, what do Ты think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When Ты hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my сердце and soul, drifting on and on.
When Ты look at me, what do Ты see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
Its too dark
Too dark to see what is going on
Tripping over the couch
Slamming into the wall
stepping on the remote
It was too dark
The undone dishes
The scattered roses
The broken picture
My broken heart
It was too dark
Believing it would change
That he would change
A Waste
A waste of my time
My Effort
The “No Messages” left on my phone
It was too dark
It was too dark to see what had happened
Too dark to try to fix things
Its just too dark
Someone turn on the light
That light bulb in my head of what Ive done wrong
Its too dark
Too dark to see what is going on
Tripping over the couch
Slamming into the wall
stepping on the remote
It was too dark
The undone dishes
The scattered roses
The broken picture
My broken heart
It was too dark
Believing it would change
That he would change
A Waste
A waste of my time
My Effort
The “No Messages” left on my phone
It was too dark
It was too dark to see what had happened
Too dark to try to fix things
Its just too dark
Someone turn on the light
That light bulb in my head of what Ive done wrong
Its too dark
Pain!!
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