I was sitting their Далее to the ocean. Did i really want to do this? Kill myself? I sat wondering, i loved them too much, еще than my own father. He'd destroyed my life in so many ways for once i was happy and he had to ruin it.
-----------(3 months earlier)------------------
I skipped down the stairs into the kitchen, banging on Katie and Sam's doors on the way. It was the first день of term, and i hadnt seen Josie, Faye and Evie in soooooo long. The six weeks had been lovely dad had taken us to Paris for 4 weeks. it was lovely exploring the city and the country. but id missed my Друзья too much. dad was already in the кухня drinking his coffee and Чтение the morning paper.
"Lexie, ready for your first день back? Josie just called сказал(-а) to meet her at the gates." dad told me as he bit into a bit of toast.
"Im absolutly ready, minus the tests but i cant wait to see the gang!" i said.
"Well im glad to hear that. But just try and be careful around Zachary and Nathan. please for me. i know there your Друзья but we all know what teenage boys are like." he сказал(-а) drowning on.
"HEY!! i am a boy Ты know we dont all think like what Ты think we do." sam explained.
I grabbed a brush and pulled all the knots out of my long brown hair. i quickly pulled it all up in a clip and let the rest of my hair fall down.
"hey sam, Эй, Katie ready for school?" i asked, itching to leave.
"no we havent eaten, so when did Ты decide to start dressing nice?" he asked over giigles.
he is so cheeky.
"Shut up im leaving." i grabbed my keys and was out of the door. i ran to my car and jumped in. ok so he did have a point my usual was jeans and t-shirt. i'd decided i'd been playing that look for far too long so id cleaned it out and added skirts, shorts, skinny jeans, wide leg jeans,tanks, spaggheti straps, summer tops and lots of others. id decided to wear a pair of jean shorts, and a white knot top, white wedge sandals, a dark pair of shades with a hint of makeup.
i started the engine and drove to school, westbrooke high hadnt changed much. still big playing feilds, still big school, still my same friends. i parked up and grabbed my Книги for todays lessons. i took some deep breaths and hoped nobody recognized my dress change. then i jumped out of the car. i walked over to the gates, seeing a few people turn heads well i knew some people would notice. as i got closer to the gates i saw Josie, Evie and Faye waiting for me.
"hey guys whats so important that we had to meet up?" i asked walking closer. Evie was as tanned as ever, and josie and faye pasty coloured still.
"they are." they сказал(-а) in unison, pointing their fingers in the direction of a blue citreon. i turned my hair to look. their they stood a boy and a girl. they both had blonde hair, and baby blue eyes. they were obviously twins, and new students, they looked lost. they also looked like they had a secret, like they had suffered.
"i'll say.what are their names? they look lost." i examined their facial expressions.
"their the johnson twins. new kids moved up here because their mother died. fathers a real estate agent. also they just happen to be in our form class." Faye explained.
"Well im going to go ask if they need help finding our class. i dont feel like standing here just staring." then i walked towards them, they look like they came from a wealthy family. they were looking around at the other kids.
"Hey im Lexie Smith. your in my form class, do Ты need some help finding it?" i asked politley.
they just stared at me blankly, maybe they didnt speak english.the girl spoke first.
"Hi im Penelope. This is my brother John. Would Ты mind Показ us around?" she asked, she was nice, shy a bit.
"Hi. i have no..." her brother cut me off. "We'll be just fine thank you." he replied rudely and dragged Penelope to the office. what had i done??
-----------(3 months earlier)------------------
I skipped down the stairs into the kitchen, banging on Katie and Sam's doors on the way. It was the first день of term, and i hadnt seen Josie, Faye and Evie in soooooo long. The six weeks had been lovely dad had taken us to Paris for 4 weeks. it was lovely exploring the city and the country. but id missed my Друзья too much. dad was already in the кухня drinking his coffee and Чтение the morning paper.
"Lexie, ready for your first день back? Josie just called сказал(-а) to meet her at the gates." dad told me as he bit into a bit of toast.
"Im absolutly ready, minus the tests but i cant wait to see the gang!" i said.
"Well im glad to hear that. But just try and be careful around Zachary and Nathan. please for me. i know there your Друзья but we all know what teenage boys are like." he сказал(-а) drowning on.
"HEY!! i am a boy Ты know we dont all think like what Ты think we do." sam explained.
I grabbed a brush and pulled all the knots out of my long brown hair. i quickly pulled it all up in a clip and let the rest of my hair fall down.
"hey sam, Эй, Katie ready for school?" i asked, itching to leave.
"no we havent eaten, so when did Ты decide to start dressing nice?" he asked over giigles.
he is so cheeky.
"Shut up im leaving." i grabbed my keys and was out of the door. i ran to my car and jumped in. ok so he did have a point my usual was jeans and t-shirt. i'd decided i'd been playing that look for far too long so id cleaned it out and added skirts, shorts, skinny jeans, wide leg jeans,tanks, spaggheti straps, summer tops and lots of others. id decided to wear a pair of jean shorts, and a white knot top, white wedge sandals, a dark pair of shades with a hint of makeup.
i started the engine and drove to school, westbrooke high hadnt changed much. still big playing feilds, still big school, still my same friends. i parked up and grabbed my Книги for todays lessons. i took some deep breaths and hoped nobody recognized my dress change. then i jumped out of the car. i walked over to the gates, seeing a few people turn heads well i knew some people would notice. as i got closer to the gates i saw Josie, Evie and Faye waiting for me.
"hey guys whats so important that we had to meet up?" i asked walking closer. Evie was as tanned as ever, and josie and faye pasty coloured still.
"they are." they сказал(-а) in unison, pointing their fingers in the direction of a blue citreon. i turned my hair to look. their they stood a boy and a girl. they both had blonde hair, and baby blue eyes. they were obviously twins, and new students, they looked lost. they also looked like they had a secret, like they had suffered.
"i'll say.what are their names? they look lost." i examined their facial expressions.
"their the johnson twins. new kids moved up here because their mother died. fathers a real estate agent. also they just happen to be in our form class." Faye explained.
"Well im going to go ask if they need help finding our class. i dont feel like standing here just staring." then i walked towards them, they look like they came from a wealthy family. they were looking around at the other kids.
"Hey im Lexie Smith. your in my form class, do Ты need some help finding it?" i asked politley.
they just stared at me blankly, maybe they didnt speak english.the girl spoke first.
"Hi im Penelope. This is my brother John. Would Ты mind Показ us around?" she asked, she was nice, shy a bit.
"Hi. i have no..." her brother cut me off. "We'll be just fine thank you." he replied rudely and dragged Penelope to the office. what had i done??
Любовь Ты forever is about a girl who lives in a town, and has a few friends, she is every teachers "Perfect Student". A new boy and his sister Переместить to town, and they fall in love. her father doesnt approve of the boy. the girl and boy plan to run away 2gether with his sister and her boyfriend. but her father makes her Переместить towns. she is forced 2 go 2 a all girls school, she is Остаться в живых and alone, so she turns 2 suicide. the boy and his sister find her and they take her out of school and run away 2gether and promise to Любовь each other forever. but her father finds out and shoots the boy, the girl is in pain and so is his sister so they run away from their lives and live new ones, under false identities, until her father finds her and kills both of them. (btw the father is crazy)
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, или does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, или does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what Ты say,
what Ты do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how Ты talk to me,
how Ты treat me,
what Ты think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what Ты say,
what Ты do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how Ты talk to me,
how Ты treat me,
what Ты think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
огонь spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget Ты even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
или even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real или not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get Ты out of my mind.
even if i die...
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
огонь spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget Ты even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
или even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real или not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get Ты out of my mind.
even if i die...
Once upon a time There was a girl named Abby. She loved to talk. Her teachers eventually stopped calling on her.
One day, she talked during a огонь while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the Поиск for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang украл, палантин five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was Главная schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they Остаться в живых their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
One day, she talked during a огонь while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the Поиск for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang украл, палантин five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was Главная schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they Остаться в живых their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
As I grow to think about it еще and more, and understand it еще and more, I see that, as the saying goes, life is like a game of chess. But I have made my own saying up, which seems еще true to me. Life is like a venture into the unknown. Ты never know what might await Ты next, еще dangers, или even happy successes. But one thing is for certain, Ты cannot always be happy, или always be depressed. Life is like a mountain. Ты climb it, face all the challenges life brings you. Ты dump and break up, Ты win and make up. Things happen. Ты can't control it most of the time. So never blame yourself for bad things that happened to Ты in life. Life gets confusing a lot. But I still strive to reach my goals. Without goals, I would be like a broken-winged bird that could not fly. I would be aimless. I would not become better, build my character. Life is like a venture into the unknown, and I believe that to be true. So true.
I know I asked for too much before
I know I deserved for Ты to walk out the door
But Ты didn’t need to give it away
I promise Ты I’ll give it a try
Ты don’t have to buy my love
Ты don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause Ты don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
Ты shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope Ты finally see
That wanting from Ты makes me feel
Ты shouldn’t buy my love
I know I deserved for Ты to walk out the door
But Ты didn’t need to give it away
I promise Ты I’ll give it a try
Ты don’t have to buy my love
Ты don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause Ты don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
Ты shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope Ты finally see
That wanting from Ты makes me feel
Ты shouldn’t buy my love