I wondered if my dad knew where I was. I wondered if he cared. A father should care if his daughter spends the night at some guys house, shouldn't he? A father should do a lot of things that mine doesn't do. On the upside, he's probably out buying Cleetus a big old bone. Woohoo.
I looked up into Ethan's eyes and tried to meet his gaze. The way the shimmered made me feel like my eyes were the dullest thing on earth. Annabella liked this guy and I knew I was wrong to be this close to him. I promised her I would not get too close to him, but I almost kissed him. Almost, the key word.
I stayed for breakfast. Of all the places on Earth, this is where I wanted to be. Of all the places on Earth, this is where Annabella would prohibit me from staying at.
I watched the way he picked up his fork. He avoided allowing the fork to rest in between his thumb and ring finger. I caught a glimpse of a Слэш in his skin. I wondered my way into the wrong conversation.
"..What happened to you're hand?" I gently touched his hand and pulled it toward me. Annabella always wanted to touch his hand so I almost let go, but my hand wasn't capable of letting go. All I wanted to do was hold his hand.
He stares blankly at me and I feel stupid. Emo, I think. We exchange looks and I nod my head.
The air felt thick, and it was hard to breathe. I took in air through my mouth and I sware I tasted the awkwardness. I bit my tongue and tried to suck the awkwardness away so I could get all I wanted to say off the tip of my tongue. The gravitational pull between us was strong and it was hard to break. My stupid head couldn't think of anything better to break the silence except for; "Soooooooo..."
He told me stupid jokes and I laughed. He smiled at me and I smiled back. My instincts fought with me and I fought, too. I would not let voices in the back of my head boss me around. The air particles seemed to whisper; Chemistry, chemistry, chemistry. I didn't know if this was a hint he liked me или a reminder to do my homework.
Even if the voices meant to do my homework, it's not like I cared. When you're with you're crush, that's heaven enough.
One of the things my mama taught me before she passed; Don't stretch your welcome. I held on to that. I knew I couldn't leave too soon and be rude but if I stayed much longer I would 'stretch my welcome.'
I grabbed my куртка and felt the urge to bury my face in it and block all of the awkwardness out. I didn't ware out my welcome and decided to leave. I decided not to go straight home... I had already ruined my nerd title, so I decided not much would hurt it. I had just spent the night at my crush's house! Yeah me, the nerd.
I looked up into Ethan's eyes and tried to meet his gaze. The way the shimmered made me feel like my eyes were the dullest thing on earth. Annabella liked this guy and I knew I was wrong to be this close to him. I promised her I would not get too close to him, but I almost kissed him. Almost, the key word.
I stayed for breakfast. Of all the places on Earth, this is where I wanted to be. Of all the places on Earth, this is where Annabella would prohibit me from staying at.
I watched the way he picked up his fork. He avoided allowing the fork to rest in between his thumb and ring finger. I caught a glimpse of a Слэш in his skin. I wondered my way into the wrong conversation.
"..What happened to you're hand?" I gently touched his hand and pulled it toward me. Annabella always wanted to touch his hand so I almost let go, but my hand wasn't capable of letting go. All I wanted to do was hold his hand.
He stares blankly at me and I feel stupid. Emo, I think. We exchange looks and I nod my head.
The air felt thick, and it was hard to breathe. I took in air through my mouth and I sware I tasted the awkwardness. I bit my tongue and tried to suck the awkwardness away so I could get all I wanted to say off the tip of my tongue. The gravitational pull between us was strong and it was hard to break. My stupid head couldn't think of anything better to break the silence except for; "Soooooooo..."
He told me stupid jokes and I laughed. He smiled at me and I smiled back. My instincts fought with me and I fought, too. I would not let voices in the back of my head boss me around. The air particles seemed to whisper; Chemistry, chemistry, chemistry. I didn't know if this was a hint he liked me или a reminder to do my homework.
Even if the voices meant to do my homework, it's not like I cared. When you're with you're crush, that's heaven enough.
One of the things my mama taught me before she passed; Don't stretch your welcome. I held on to that. I knew I couldn't leave too soon and be rude but if I stayed much longer I would 'stretch my welcome.'
I grabbed my куртка and felt the urge to bury my face in it and block all of the awkwardness out. I didn't ware out my welcome and decided to leave. I decided not to go straight home... I had already ruined my nerd title, so I decided not much would hurt it. I had just spent the night at my crush's house! Yeah me, the nerd.
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments назад someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing платье, бальное платье and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments назад someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing платье, бальное платье and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need еще and еще and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me или to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need еще and еще and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me или to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do Ты know why?"
'well,she сказал(-а) something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come by my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do Ты know why?"
'well,she сказал(-а) something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come by my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"