Introduction
Matthew
Her eyes hypnotize me, and I’m completely hooked on her smile. Who knew she’d be the girl I would fall for? I’ve fallen completely in Любовь with her. It’s hard to imagine her in someone else’s arms. I’m admitting to myself now, that I’m in Любовь with Casey, and that I’m extremely jealous of Carl.
Casey
I Любовь how golden his hair is, I Любовь how I could just spend forever in his eyes, I think I could even Любовь him? He’s beautiful and travels in a completely different social circle, and yet he’s standing here becoming the light of my life. I’m trying to заворачивать, обертывание my head around it all. I can’t.
X: Chapter 1
Casey
Average, Plain
I’m pretty sure the guidance counselor didn’t expect this when she asked for words to describe us. She probably wanted things that were good. There’s nothing special about me though. I look around and it’s all the same. I blend in with a crowd, and in the hallways at school. When I look into a mirror, a bland face stares back. Dark brown hair, pale blue eyes, and a light dusting of freckles. I’m not pale, but I’m not tan either. Okay body. Just normal.
I have a sister too. Annabelle. She’s beautiful with her shining red hair and sparkling green eyes. You’d think it would all go to her head and she’s be mean and cruel, but she’s still all nice and smiley and acknowledges that I exist in the hallways at school, and she’ll Поиск for me in a crowd. Annabelle is my best friend. That’s why it scares me that she’s a senior and Далее год she will be attending college away from me, and I’ll finally have to face high school without her.
Matthew
Popular, Cool
I don’t get why we’re supposed to write words to describe ourselves. I guess I’m popular, I’ve got a lot friends. There has to be еще to life though. I mean this can’t be it. Social cliques? Who really cares about all that stuff anyway? Everyone wants to be cool. Well it’s not that great, people watching Ты waiting for Ты to mess up so they can judge you. They want to know all about your life so they can tell everyone the latest gossip. I don’t remember asking to be in this clique.
I can’t really complain though. I have good friends, fun to hang out with. Girls seem to like me. My family is proud of my football scholarship. My little brother idolizes me and all he does is make me smile. I can’t help but try and teach him how to build a rocket ship out of cardboard and build forts out of blankets and chairs.
Matthew
Her eyes hypnotize me, and I’m completely hooked on her smile. Who knew she’d be the girl I would fall for? I’ve fallen completely in Любовь with her. It’s hard to imagine her in someone else’s arms. I’m admitting to myself now, that I’m in Любовь with Casey, and that I’m extremely jealous of Carl.
Casey
I Любовь how golden his hair is, I Любовь how I could just spend forever in his eyes, I think I could even Любовь him? He’s beautiful and travels in a completely different social circle, and yet he’s standing here becoming the light of my life. I’m trying to заворачивать, обертывание my head around it all. I can’t.
X: Chapter 1
Casey
Average, Plain
I’m pretty sure the guidance counselor didn’t expect this when she asked for words to describe us. She probably wanted things that were good. There’s nothing special about me though. I look around and it’s all the same. I blend in with a crowd, and in the hallways at school. When I look into a mirror, a bland face stares back. Dark brown hair, pale blue eyes, and a light dusting of freckles. I’m not pale, but I’m not tan either. Okay body. Just normal.
I have a sister too. Annabelle. She’s beautiful with her shining red hair and sparkling green eyes. You’d think it would all go to her head and she’s be mean and cruel, but she’s still all nice and smiley and acknowledges that I exist in the hallways at school, and she’ll Поиск for me in a crowd. Annabelle is my best friend. That’s why it scares me that she’s a senior and Далее год she will be attending college away from me, and I’ll finally have to face high school without her.
Matthew
Popular, Cool
I don’t get why we’re supposed to write words to describe ourselves. I guess I’m popular, I’ve got a lot friends. There has to be еще to life though. I mean this can’t be it. Social cliques? Who really cares about all that stuff anyway? Everyone wants to be cool. Well it’s not that great, people watching Ты waiting for Ты to mess up so they can judge you. They want to know all about your life so they can tell everyone the latest gossip. I don’t remember asking to be in this clique.
I can’t really complain though. I have good friends, fun to hang out with. Girls seem to like me. My family is proud of my football scholarship. My little brother idolizes me and all he does is make me smile. I can’t help but try and teach him how to build a rocket ship out of cardboard and build forts out of blankets and chairs.
Forever
Forever Ты are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what Ты promised
Your сердце is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever безопасно, сейф in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever Ты are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what Ты promised
Your сердце is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected by your eagle like wings
Forever loved by your ocean wide heart
Forever безопасно, сейф in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person Ты told the truth to all the time was now the one person Ты have to keep it away from, would you?
would Ты be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person Ты told everything to, he was the one who keeps Ты from falling apart, but if Ты told him anything he might be the one to bring Ты tummbling down.
if Ты had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would Ты chose? because if Ты dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person Ты told the truth to all the time was now the one person Ты have to keep it away from, would you?
would Ты be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person Ты told everything to, he was the one who keeps Ты from falling apart, but if Ты told him anything he might be the one to bring Ты tummbling down.
if Ты had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would Ты chose? because if Ты dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make Любовь to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the Розы are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make Любовь to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the Розы are dying
A год назад in my calculation,
A год ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Любовь isn’t a toy and never was.
Любовь is what Ты cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A год ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Любовь isn’t a toy and never was.
Любовь is what Ты cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.