Acceptance

MafiaYJ Babylon: *smiles*of course love. Any time. *rolls her palms on his shoulder*

SilverWings13 (Yay... *chuckles, opening an eye* Are you going to continue treatin me likes prince, or are we actually going to talk about Ethan?)

MafiaYJ Babylon: *freezes and sighs* might as well.

SilverWings13 (*sits up slowly and holds out his arms for her* Com'ere.)

MafiaYJ Babylon: *crawls into them and looks up at him*

SilverWings13 (*wraps his arms around her, looking down at her with a small smile* I'm going to assume you already tried talking to him, and.. that didn't work.)

MafiaYJ Babylon: Yeah. Well I thought it did. He took it well and we were on good terms. I didn't think he had a problem

SilverWings13 (Maybe you should mention it again. *hesitates before asking* Why did you leave him in the first place?)

MafiaYJ Babylon: Because my love for him.. stopped. I just couldn't. Even though he might have been as close as id ever get to normal... it become simply professional to me.

SilverWings13 (What about... Your son?)

MafiaYJ Babylon: I haven't seen him since he was born. He was to be used for greater things. I knew that. I forbid myself to see him because I he won't see me. Ive asked but he never wants to see me..

SilverWings13 (How old is he- *stops himself* I'm sorry, it's none of my business. I just... I don't want this to be something that is so fragile that we'll be ruined so easily. I don't want you to be afraid to talk to me, and if there's something you want to talk about, I'm here. If there's nothing, then... I'm still here.)

MafiaYJ Babylon: *takes his face in her hands cupping his cheeks* I know. I just have such a hard time trusting anyone. Especially myself. Its difficult for me to realize that someone is not afraid of me, when all my life ive been hated. But... no matter how much I love you or anyone else... im afraid of losing them. It happens all the time. I forced myself to be isolated so I wouldn't hurt myself.

SilverWings13 (*nods* I understand. And I promise I'll do everything in my power to make sure you're never hurt again. *leans his forehead against hers, closing his eyes and merrily enjoying their proximity*)

MafiaYJ Babylon: *smiles softly and closes her eyes* Alright. I trust you. I believe you. *looks into his eyes now, teared up with joy*

SilverWings13 She's such an emotional character and I love that so much. Not just emotional, but expressive. You can always tell what she's thinking and feeling by her actions unless she's really hurt. It makes her so incredibly realistic. I just thought that needed to be said. (*looks back into her eyes and smiles tiredly* Thank you, Babylon. I can't think of anyone's trust I would rather have.)

MafiaYJ (( ^///^ oh! You ma'am just made my day :3 )) Babylon: you should sleep now, Nereus. Its better for you here than it was at home. I almost forget that you need to be close to home *smiles*

SilverWings13 Yay!!!!! (*hesitates* Promise you'll stay?)

MafiaYJ Babylon: *smiles and caresses his cheek* I promise. Ill be by your side.

SilverWings13 (*nods with a smile* Should we go to my room then? More room on my bed.)

MafiaYJ Babylon: mhm. I like that better. *giggles anx stands, holding a hand out so they can walk together*

SilverWings13 (*takes her hand, taking a moment to find his balance before leading her to his room and to the bed*)

MafiaYJ Babylon: *falls onto the bed exhausted, and curls up in a tight ball, as she is accustomed to on her nights alone*

SilverWings13 (*lays down beside her, on his stomach to avoid agitating the wound in the back of his head; whispers "Goddnight, Babylon" before quickly falling asleep*) I gotta head to bed as well- last exams tomorrow. Goodnight!

MafiaYJ Babylon: *turns and slowly unwinds, stretching out and putting her arms around his waist and her head near his stomach* night love. ((Aww, I need sleep too I guess. Night! And have fun with those finals :p ))