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i-am-mariella said:
Dear Michael, ♥ I have no idea how Ты could possibly see или read this now; but I've always wanted to tell Ты some things and I feel that I have to get them out and give myself closure. I've always found death scary. Not the act so much; just the fact I Любовь life. I've got so much to live for, and I can't imagine not being able to do everything I Любовь to do. It's еще the thought of not being able to do all the things I wanted before I died. But passing over seems much less scary now I know Ты are waiting on the other side. When I first realised that I held a lot of Любовь and fascination for you, I was considerably young, being brought up with all the negative media in England making me feel bored of the fact that a lot of samey artists who all sung the same sort of auto-tuned, generic pop with no meaning and were not distingushable from each other, were supposed to be my role models. They weren't; they held no personal meaning to me. Ты were different. Well, of course Ты were, it's what Ты are known for. But Michael, I'm glad Ты know that being different is not a bad thing. Ты are inspirational - from your amazing music, which is prized not just for being the PERFECT dancing Музыка but actually having meaningful lyrics. Most of all, I Любовь Ты for being the person Ты are. I wondered if I met you, would I like you? Then, when I became a Фан properly, I realised I felt like I already knew Ты in my сердце (corny as that may sound!) Ты used your immense talent and popularity to send great messages out all around the world in your music. Michael, I've always felt different - I've been called strange. I know how Ты feel, but I hope Ты can feel glad to be different. It's not a bad thing, (even though they told despicable lies about you, for which I'm sorry about and it makes my blood boil, though I consider myself a placid person, though easily riled and very angry when provoked), Ты are just a unique individual and everyone will remember you, whereas media members and sameish artists who do not use their fame for any good. There will always be negative media and I'm sorry they made Ты feel sad или inferior sometimes. Please remember the law of love; Любовь conquers hate and we will always Любовь you. I miss you. Sleep tight, Michael. Keep the Faith x ps; серовато-коричневый, dun, дун ber ber lee!
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