I'm 16 and 6 еще months to go in school, but I feel like I won't be able to mentally/emotionally last that long because...? (Read description)
I go to a small school, and there are 3 particular people around my год group who seem to hate me. They get a kick out of insulting me WHENEVER I come into contact with them. And for no reason at all. It's making my last год at school very repetative and unpleasant.
There's nothing wrong with me apart from my shyness and lower social confidence. I know that. I'm not ugly или overweight, I'm not completely stupid (maybe at maths but I'm OK at other things), I try to be tolerent and nice to most people I meet. Not to sound vain, but there isn't really a reason for me to deserve half the shit I get from those dicks.
The only thing is my sensitivity. They've picked up on things I've muttered about myself within the past год when I've had 'less confident' days and sic it on me. I'm insecure about certain things and they draw attention to it to get a reaction. It makes me feel like shit, even if what they consider "banter" means nothing. The two boys in my class are the main ones doing this. They're the class-clowns and their version of "having a sense of humor" is Актёрское искусство like complete idiots. I thought they were funny at first, but I now I just fucking hate them. They've even turned my childhood friend on me; he jeers on the insults now.
There's also this tomboy-ish girl who will occasionally drop in her penny-worth, too. She's strange. Like, alone she seems fine, but she will act like a сука in front of еще than two people other than me. Especially the two boys I'm talking about. Really nasty, crude Комментарии as well. I have a feeling it's because she's jealous of me... I don't know.
I'm trying my best to have come-backs, but I'm crap at coming up with them at the right times. I just cuss them out all the time now. I'm not severely bullied или anything, but it is really pissing me off.
I've visited the college I'm going to and it seems great. So... will waiting it out, getting my GCSEs (exams) done and finishing the whole год be worth it?