Am i Just Your Problem??. Tell Me

I mean Damn IT !, My mom Thinks im a nobody,an emotional kid and unsocial person.My dad think im too young fer everythin' saying i dont that and these he always says im sorta useless when all i want to do is to make him happy! Damnit!. I cant post on fb cuz they'll know.I dont have twitter nor skype.My sibling..oh my lil siblings -sigh- they look low on me though i'm trying so goddamn hard to be what they need..sure i cant be mad pyscotic сука just because i care bout them and they cant see them NONE OF THEM DOES!.My FRIENDS!...my..friends...i only want them to be with me but everytime i leave they just forget that im even exist..they think im weird with sonic,im to loud cuz i cant at home..the only thing..the only thing that..i...that..i can do is listening and locked myself out and just imagine if im one of the sonic,maybe just maybe i'll be the happiest person of my life.Some of Ты guys also says that im not worth it to think of it .i know cuz well im just an ordinary girl the just wanted love,happy....guess nothin came what we wanted . so please tell me am i worth it to be in my family или just im doing here so they can break me,mock me,torture me mentally and all i can is медведь with it?...Guess thats answer my mom act thinking im just a dull,emotionless....daughter.