I was giddy as we got on the plane. I couldn't believe she agreed to come with me. As we took our seats. I hadn't felt this good since, that fight with Victoria. I mean, sure I stayed with Bella, but I thought we would get married, I thought she would have picked me. I mean at first, she had сказал(-а) that she would marry me, but now I realize, she wasn't completely honest with me. I know she is a bad liar, but I guess I just wanted to finally have her say yes, and to finally have her choose me. She must have thought that I would still make Любовь to her, before we were to be wed. I thought she loved me.
"What's the matter?"
I looked up at Liz.
"Just thinking about some things that are unimportant."
The sun was about to make its appearance, so I pulled the blind down.
"Why are Ты closing the blind,"she asked me.
"One of things I want to Показать you."
She stared at me for a little bit and then looked away shyly. I smiled to myself.
"So, what is your Избранное TV show,"I asked her.
"I don't watch that much TV, but when I do, it's usually the news."
"Oh. What was the last thing Ты heard about?"
"There were some attacks in Seattle, but they've stopped. What do Ты like to do in your free time?"
"I like to read and draw. And you?"
I smiled at her. "I like to hunt, grizzly bears and mountain lions."
She smiled back. "Is that something Ты will Показать me?"
I frowned. Just like Bella, she asked if I would take her with me.
"No, that is something that, no one can see, at least, no human can see."
"Oh,"she looked down startled at my tone and expression.
"I'm sorry, it's just, when I hunt, it won't matter if you're human или animal, it only matters if Ты have a beating heart."
She didn't Вопрос me farther as we waited for the plane to stop.
I wonder what he's thinking about. What put his mind into that grief. Looking at his face now, he's putting on a good show. I can see it in his eyes, well not anymore, but there was something. Like someone had hurt him and every time he thinks about her, it hurts him. I know it's a girl, she probably dumped him, not the other way around. He was in Любовь with her and she didn't want him, или she got tired of him. She must have been an idiot. To let this unbelievably sweet, and kind, not to mention hot guy go. He is so cool, yet he holds himself back. Maybe she found out that he was a vampire, and she freaked out. Maybe she never knew. Well, it's her loss.
"So who was it?"
"A girl who chose someone else rather than me. But it was my fault. I shouldn't have left her in the first place. I thought it was best if she could live a human life. But I heard she jumped off a cliff and then, when I went to have myself killed, she came back for me. I thought she loved me, but when I left, I really hurt her. The boy she chose, the one that sewed her back up when I left was the effect of me leaving."
"Wow, I'm so sorry. This must be hard, for you, I mean, to fall in Любовь and then leave for the best even though you're still in Любовь with her. If Ты ever need anything, don't hesitate to ask, I mean, I'll do everything in my power to help you."
"Thanks, I will do the same for you."
I sat there thinking about what she had said. Maybe she loved me, even еще than I loved Bella, but not as much as I Любовь her. I will Любовь her forever.