Shaun
It feels like a piercing physical wound; to see her leave me again.
I cannot access the part of me that handles realisation. Serena called her Ashleigh. That child in her arms. Is mine.
My forehead is resting on the edge of the hard granite countertop, and I am trying to ignore the card that is currently lying right in front of me. I already know what is printed on it by heart.
Serena Meyer
Gaurdian Ad Litem, New York.
serenashleigh@mweb.com
And then a number scrawled on in her own handwriting.
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Her eyes haunt me when I close my own. Everything I see reminds me of her.
Irony; isn't it, when the one thing Ты absolutely need to survive is within your physical grasp but Ты cannot have it? Isn't it some kind of 'destiny' rule that means Ты always land up with the one person right for Ты and it's all Цветы and daisies from then on?
I have a three год old daughter that I have never met before although I knew she existed. Not specifically 'she', but Ты get the point.
What kind of excuse for a human being am I?
I touch the single picture I have kept of her, stroking her collarbone with my index finger. She has a scar directly below there. A pale, four-inch gash that she got in a car crash when she was fifteen. Involuntarily, the memory overcomes me.
"What's that?" I ask her, tracing the length of the scar.
"Just a souveneir from a car crash. I was fifteen," she says nonchalantly, refusing to let go. Her arms are wrapped around my waist. We are sitting on her bed. Her head is resting on ny shoulder, her long hair cascading down my shoulder blade. Her distinct smell of lilacs is tantalising me.
That was the first time I told her I loved her.
It feels like a piercing physical wound; to see her leave me again.
I cannot access the part of me that handles realisation. Serena called her Ashleigh. That child in her arms. Is mine.
My forehead is resting on the edge of the hard granite countertop, and I am trying to ignore the card that is currently lying right in front of me. I already know what is printed on it by heart.
Serena Meyer
Gaurdian Ad Litem, New York.
serenashleigh@mweb.com
And then a number scrawled on in her own handwriting.
**************************************************
Her eyes haunt me when I close my own. Everything I see reminds me of her.
Irony; isn't it, when the one thing Ты absolutely need to survive is within your physical grasp but Ты cannot have it? Isn't it some kind of 'destiny' rule that means Ты always land up with the one person right for Ты and it's all Цветы and daisies from then on?
I have a three год old daughter that I have never met before although I knew she existed. Not specifically 'she', but Ты get the point.
What kind of excuse for a human being am I?
I touch the single picture I have kept of her, stroking her collarbone with my index finger. She has a scar directly below there. A pale, four-inch gash that she got in a car crash when she was fifteen. Involuntarily, the memory overcomes me.
"What's that?" I ask her, tracing the length of the scar.
"Just a souveneir from a car crash. I was fifteen," she says nonchalantly, refusing to let go. Her arms are wrapped around my waist. We are sitting on her bed. Her head is resting on ny shoulder, her long hair cascading down my shoulder blade. Her distinct smell of lilacs is tantalising me.
That was the first time I told her I loved her.
"Gwen,Gwen,Gwen!" Ms.Barton сказал(-а) as I was asleep in history class."What?" I сказал(-а) when I woke up."had a nice dream?" "S-sorry Ms.Barton,it won't happen again"."let's hope not." She said. When the колокол, колокольчик, белл rang to go to lunch,my best friend,Marlon came up to me."What happend back there?" Marlon asked.To tell Ты the truth,I've always had a crush on him.I always had a feeling he liked me back."Nothing,nothing at all,i was just dreamin." "What about?"he asked with a smile."I'm not telling you!" I сказал(-а) with a smile.When we went back to class,Ms.barton wanted to talk to me."Gwen,you have been sleeping in my class far to long". "sorry Ms.B,I havent been myslef lately." I сказал(-а) with a frown."OK,first of all,dont call me "Ms.B",and Ты must go to sleep on time." She сказал(-а) with a light smile."sorry,it hared to fall a sleep in my house." well then...ther is only one thing to do...you need to,wake up..."
You’re keeping me up at night as день breaks
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Ты do, got me feeling so blue
When will Ты see
Ты have to let it be
When will Ты see just how much Ты really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Ты think you’ll be able to understand
My Любовь might be killing me
I hope Ты realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Ты think you’ll understand
Ты drove me to a far off land
When will Ты see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Ты finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Ты that firsthand
Ты have my сердце and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Ты mean the universe and the galaxy to me
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Ты do, got me feeling so blue
When will Ты see
Ты have to let it be
When will Ты see just how much Ты really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Ты think you’ll be able to understand
My Любовь might be killing me
I hope Ты realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Ты think you’ll understand
Ты drove me to a far off land
When will Ты see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Ты finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Ты that firsthand
Ты have my сердце and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Ты mean the universe and the galaxy to me
Race:half Italian Human,Otaku,Reader Fanfiction,I Любовь my Друзья and Respect them i Speak American English Fluent and i like the sound of the ocean and пляж, пляжный Избранное animals:Dogs,Wolf,Dolphins,Horses,Panda,Tiger,Orca
Beluga Whales
Аниме i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Избранное sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
Beluga Whales
Аниме i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Избранное sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog