I never knew. My whole life, no one had the courage или the right to tell me what happened. I had to find out the hard way, and that nearly cost me my life.
Last December was an important time for me. I never moved before, and it was all brand new to me. Moving boxes wasn't the challenge. The hardest part was coming into school during the middle of the год and not having a clue what the people were like. So far, my only friend here was the next-door neighbor Joselynn, some seventy-year old lady that had her grandkids over as much as possible. My mom encouraged me to meet them and possibly play around with them, but the first thing that popped into my head was: hanging around with infants for twelve hours? I'd rather do homework for that long! I don't have a grudge against younger children, but having a baby sister Lianna and a toddler brother Justin in the household seemed enough to last me... however long I lived. At this present time, I had no clue if it was even okay to say what I just did.
Every день was a drag; I may have been on a rush when I came to school, excited by the new atmosphere, but once I realized that I was an outcast, with no friends, isolated from reality, I knew that everyday was going to be the same. Same kids. Same eyes. None of them were different. All of them wanted to say the same things to me, tell me to go away. Lunch was the worst. Their eyes were hawks looming over me, and the nights grew colder with those visions dancing beneath my eyelids. Sometimes I would have nightmares of just those eyes, sometimes floating between branches in the woods that were Далее to my house, sometimes vibrating along the forest floor that shook underneath my running feet. I was always running away from something, but a knotted feeling in my stomach caused me to not look back. I would fall, multiple times, but nothing would catch me, help me up. At times I felt like I was in defeat, just wanting to lay down and let whatever was chasing me devour my sadness, my fear. I just wanted to see that thing, hoping it was ten times easier to look at then the countless eyes that glared at me underneath curls and waves of hair during the day. When that first weekend of December came, I embraced every минута of it.
Outside, it was below the average temperatures. My hands were numb even with the gloves on, and shoving them inside the pockets of my over-sized куртка made my body quake with shiver. My breath was iced before my Холодное сердце cheeks, and the stumps of the chopped trees threatened to trip me. I guided myself through the forest, and only when it got dark and full of fog did I start to follow the trail of the setting sun, making my way back home. I was doing fine until I flinched at the flock of birds that were nestled up in the дерево nearest to me, now flying off in a frenzy. I turned just a tad bit too late.
A motorcycle roared into view, crashing down branches and weeds in a tangle of ruined mess. The driver didn't acknowledge that I was there, and I stumbled out of the way as the bike slid across a large root of an oak дерево and made a dramatic leap before settling farther away. A moment's pause as the driver guned the engine again, racing away as if this was a professional job he had, blowing around the forest like some jaguar in Главная territory. I brushed myself off, muttering angrily to myself, when I was tossed sharply back into the дерево behind me.
Head spinning, I turned to see my attacker, and my throat caught.
A wolf, back on its' hunches, growled at me long and hard, sniffing the ground while keeping silver eyes on me. My сердце beated up against my throat, drumming a signal that warned me to move, run away. But the tail was swishing, and the teeth were being polished so much by that розовый tongue that we both knew what my fate was. A goner.
A harsh cry broke everything, and someone leaped from the дерево above me, aimed an Стрела from his bow, and the target struck. It didn't faze the wolf, but the eyes took a new turn and its body sprang to life as the two beings charged. I watched the flurry commence, and when I tried making my legs work to Переместить me away from all the danger, the instant my foot dragged across the moss below me both of those eyes shot to me, the battle paused. A Золото bloom of light against a silver moon river.
The волк snapped its jaws, and the boy took the moment to tear out his sharp нож and puncture the beast. It cried out, then hastily made a быстрый, стремительный, свифт kick at the boy in the chest before limping off into the darker parts of the woods. My eyes slid back to the kid, who was draped against the хобот, ствол of the tree, eyes closed and breathing ragged. Slowly, I took a crawl to him.
When I reached his side, I looked at him. His clothes looked normal, the average t-shirt and denim jeans. His bow and sack of arrows were tied against his back, and the ends were poking into his ribs. I carefully took them out, wondering why he didn't think of using them while he was fighting fist-on-fist contact with the wolf.
When I looked up, he was staring at me, and I noticed that his eyes weren't amber now, but a pale blue. Dark lashes framed the border, and brown hair was sprawled out in chunks around his well-sculpted face. His lips were curved into a shape of distaste. "Why are Ты still here?"
His voice, so dark and mysterious, caught me off guard. My vocals came out weak. "Because you're hurt."
He made a pained laugh, his eyes flustering about. "Shouldn't Ты be calling the police by now, или running Главная to tell everyone about what happened? It would be еще fun that way."
"And Ты would know about fun."
"Right, I would, because---" He stopped himself short, eyeing me as if he couldn't trust me with what he was going to say. He then shook his head, making his hair messier. "Because I'm older than you, if Ты seemed to have noticed."
I didn't notice, and still looking at him there seemed to be no difference. I would mistake him for being a senior just like me.
Before I could make a response, he let loose a wind of air from his mouth, and it tingled my nose with the sent of Розы and mint. "Just go home, girl. Ты don't belong here. I would think Ты would be tired after what you've been through."
The moment he uttered the word my muscles collapsed, and I saw behind my eyelashes the world flow into a mass of green, only to be substituted by those light blue eyes, which now had a rim of yellow cresting around the pupil. His hand was warm against my back, and I was stunned by how much heat his skin gave off, transporting past the thick пальто that I wore. I shivered, and my cheeks felt warmer now that his breath was against my face.
"Go home." He whispered, his eyes burning with a ferociousness that shook me down to the core. "Go Главная and don't come back. You'll be a threat here from now on. It's too dangerous for a frail child like you."
His words echoed in my head when he shoved me off into the night, along the path that I had traveled on before. Even then, I thought when I was alone, walking, he was there, watching, protecting me from whatever could harm me.
For once I came back to the house with a sigh of relief.
Last December was an important time for me. I never moved before, and it was all brand new to me. Moving boxes wasn't the challenge. The hardest part was coming into school during the middle of the год and not having a clue what the people were like. So far, my only friend here was the next-door neighbor Joselynn, some seventy-year old lady that had her grandkids over as much as possible. My mom encouraged me to meet them and possibly play around with them, but the first thing that popped into my head was: hanging around with infants for twelve hours? I'd rather do homework for that long! I don't have a grudge against younger children, but having a baby sister Lianna and a toddler brother Justin in the household seemed enough to last me... however long I lived. At this present time, I had no clue if it was even okay to say what I just did.
Every день was a drag; I may have been on a rush when I came to school, excited by the new atmosphere, but once I realized that I was an outcast, with no friends, isolated from reality, I knew that everyday was going to be the same. Same kids. Same eyes. None of them were different. All of them wanted to say the same things to me, tell me to go away. Lunch was the worst. Their eyes were hawks looming over me, and the nights grew colder with those visions dancing beneath my eyelids. Sometimes I would have nightmares of just those eyes, sometimes floating between branches in the woods that were Далее to my house, sometimes vibrating along the forest floor that shook underneath my running feet. I was always running away from something, but a knotted feeling in my stomach caused me to not look back. I would fall, multiple times, but nothing would catch me, help me up. At times I felt like I was in defeat, just wanting to lay down and let whatever was chasing me devour my sadness, my fear. I just wanted to see that thing, hoping it was ten times easier to look at then the countless eyes that glared at me underneath curls and waves of hair during the day. When that first weekend of December came, I embraced every минута of it.
Outside, it was below the average temperatures. My hands were numb even with the gloves on, and shoving them inside the pockets of my over-sized куртка made my body quake with shiver. My breath was iced before my Холодное сердце cheeks, and the stumps of the chopped trees threatened to trip me. I guided myself through the forest, and only when it got dark and full of fog did I start to follow the trail of the setting sun, making my way back home. I was doing fine until I flinched at the flock of birds that were nestled up in the дерево nearest to me, now flying off in a frenzy. I turned just a tad bit too late.
A motorcycle roared into view, crashing down branches and weeds in a tangle of ruined mess. The driver didn't acknowledge that I was there, and I stumbled out of the way as the bike slid across a large root of an oak дерево and made a dramatic leap before settling farther away. A moment's pause as the driver guned the engine again, racing away as if this was a professional job he had, blowing around the forest like some jaguar in Главная territory. I brushed myself off, muttering angrily to myself, when I was tossed sharply back into the дерево behind me.
Head spinning, I turned to see my attacker, and my throat caught.
A wolf, back on its' hunches, growled at me long and hard, sniffing the ground while keeping silver eyes on me. My сердце beated up against my throat, drumming a signal that warned me to move, run away. But the tail was swishing, and the teeth were being polished so much by that розовый tongue that we both knew what my fate was. A goner.
A harsh cry broke everything, and someone leaped from the дерево above me, aimed an Стрела from his bow, and the target struck. It didn't faze the wolf, but the eyes took a new turn and its body sprang to life as the two beings charged. I watched the flurry commence, and when I tried making my legs work to Переместить me away from all the danger, the instant my foot dragged across the moss below me both of those eyes shot to me, the battle paused. A Золото bloom of light against a silver moon river.
The волк snapped its jaws, and the boy took the moment to tear out his sharp нож and puncture the beast. It cried out, then hastily made a быстрый, стремительный, свифт kick at the boy in the chest before limping off into the darker parts of the woods. My eyes slid back to the kid, who was draped against the хобот, ствол of the tree, eyes closed and breathing ragged. Slowly, I took a crawl to him.
When I reached his side, I looked at him. His clothes looked normal, the average t-shirt and denim jeans. His bow and sack of arrows were tied against his back, and the ends were poking into his ribs. I carefully took them out, wondering why he didn't think of using them while he was fighting fist-on-fist contact with the wolf.
When I looked up, he was staring at me, and I noticed that his eyes weren't amber now, but a pale blue. Dark lashes framed the border, and brown hair was sprawled out in chunks around his well-sculpted face. His lips were curved into a shape of distaste. "Why are Ты still here?"
His voice, so dark and mysterious, caught me off guard. My vocals came out weak. "Because you're hurt."
He made a pained laugh, his eyes flustering about. "Shouldn't Ты be calling the police by now, или running Главная to tell everyone about what happened? It would be еще fun that way."
"And Ты would know about fun."
"Right, I would, because---" He stopped himself short, eyeing me as if he couldn't trust me with what he was going to say. He then shook his head, making his hair messier. "Because I'm older than you, if Ты seemed to have noticed."
I didn't notice, and still looking at him there seemed to be no difference. I would mistake him for being a senior just like me.
Before I could make a response, he let loose a wind of air from his mouth, and it tingled my nose with the sent of Розы and mint. "Just go home, girl. Ты don't belong here. I would think Ты would be tired after what you've been through."
The moment he uttered the word my muscles collapsed, and I saw behind my eyelashes the world flow into a mass of green, only to be substituted by those light blue eyes, which now had a rim of yellow cresting around the pupil. His hand was warm against my back, and I was stunned by how much heat his skin gave off, transporting past the thick пальто that I wore. I shivered, and my cheeks felt warmer now that his breath was against my face.
"Go home." He whispered, his eyes burning with a ferociousness that shook me down to the core. "Go Главная and don't come back. You'll be a threat here from now on. It's too dangerous for a frail child like you."
His words echoed in my head when he shoved me off into the night, along the path that I had traveled on before. Even then, I thought when I was alone, walking, he was there, watching, protecting me from whatever could harm me.
For once I came back to the house with a sigh of relief.
When Ты think Ты think your in love. Its just a trick. When Ты feel like your falling Ты are. Your fallin down and down intill Ты fall on spikes. The spikes peirce every part of your body but most of all they hit your heart. Thats why Ты fell like your bleeding from the inside to the outside. Thats why it hurts so badly.
Любовь can be a trick. But sometime it can be real. It takes a long time to see if it is. During that time your in danger of falling on spikes. BUt if it is real, then, when Ты fall, your falling into a heaven on earth. When Ты fall with the one your supposed to be with then your arent in danger with the spikes anymore.
Tell me what this artical makes Ты feel. If Ты think Im right, или if im wrong, im curios to what Ты think. Thankyou!
Любовь can be a trick. But sometime it can be real. It takes a long time to see if it is. During that time your in danger of falling on spikes. BUt if it is real, then, when Ты fall, your falling into a heaven on earth. When Ты fall with the one your supposed to be with then your arent in danger with the spikes anymore.
Tell me what this artical makes Ты feel. If Ты think Im right, или if im wrong, im curios to what Ты think. Thankyou!
How did this happen, nothings write like a plane not taking flight? It’s wrong like a song with no end. или a paper but no pen. Were this is coming from I cannot explain. Maybe its ur pointless silly games. Like in hide and go seek am I not aloud to peek. Ты were wrong and so was I. Are arguments are now in the sky. There done. No redo's или undo's to bring it back. There finished almost deminished.But Ты bring them back. Back again to haunt me. To taunt me into your little game. But it wont work. Ты wont get me. Not this time.Cuz my life Is mine.