The pain Ты just gave me, knew I'm having a bad time with my life, why did Ты made it worst? You, smiled and touched my cheek and сказал(-а) its going to be all right. 4 days latter you're only 14, I want to be with u. Your pain lingers in my soul. Bloody tears come from my eyes. I wanna be just like you. He сказал(-а) it'll be alright....what if he's wrong? My soul is dying slowly nobody notice. Im just going to start with a goodbye. Thank Ты life for all the ups and downs, pain, beatens, hatred, lonelyness, empty nd numbness. Not actually saying thanks btw.
I know the way it eats your mind
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves Ты silent, blind
Long after you've had enough
I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way Ты feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves Ты feeling used
I know the way it stabs your сердце
The way it leaves Ты here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear Ты apart
The time Ты really need
I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves Ты blue
Ты say Ты see, when not really seeing
Ты say Ты know, but that's not true
I know the way Ты try and hide it
But then Ты know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie Ты call friendship, I can't unravel.
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves Ты silent, blind
Long after you've had enough
I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way Ты feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves Ты feeling used
I know the way it stabs your сердце
The way it leaves Ты here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear Ты apart
The time Ты really need
I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves Ты blue
Ты say Ты see, when not really seeing
Ты say Ты know, but that's not true
I know the way Ты try and hide it
But then Ты know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie Ты call friendship, I can't unravel.