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here is a poem... my therapist wants me to find ways to talk about my feelings....

i have felt sad before,
but this is so much stronger.
i feel like i am drowning,
deeper and deeper in to the black cold water.
i can not scream,
i can not swim to the surface.
i am to lost,
the sadness has consumed me,
as i slowly fade away.
the monster is consuming me,
where has the real me gone?
is she lost?
или did the moster take her over,
and leave me for dead.
no one understands the monster,
no one but those who live consumed by it.
deeply consumed like me.

this is a lyric (a type of poem) that i wrote as an assignment for language arts class and i chose to write one about my grandpa who has passed away because he was very sick, anyways tell me what u think. btw i got an A for this one :]






sadness is knowing i will never hear my grandpa's voice again
it feels like he left this world all too soon
sadness is watching a movie that we both loved
it reminds me of all the happy times we used to spend together
like the days when Ты would pull me in my wagon
sadness waits for me after i do the things we used to do
sadness is the endless tears flowing down my face
it brings me to tears when i remember all our wonderful times
those are my sad, sweet memories of you

i'm so confuses right now.
how i feel.
if its real или in my head.
if Ты like me или is our fate just friends.
if Ты do would Ты tell me.
или keep it from me.
afrade that i dont feel the same.

i hope that if Ты do that you'll tell me soon.
i'v falln hard for you.

Ты dont have to tell me now but soon if Ты do..
we'er spending Рождество together
so that would be the perffect time to do so

to tell me that its not just in my head that Ты like me back
that Ты want me that way i want you.

okay this is just some free writting
plz tell me what u think about this
is it any good?
is it bad?

well thanks for the support LOL =)

i beleive in Любовь like kids beleive in magic.
i beviele that there is someone for everyone out there.
i believe when i find him that i'll know he's the one when i see him.
that time will stop for what feels like forever.
i believe that when Ты lose Любовь that they stay with Ты for as long as Ты need them.
that the world a little better when theres love.
that if people just Любовь a little they'd be happy.
that if people had Любовь they would look at life differint.
that everyone every where needs Любовь nomatter how old или how young.

okay so this is just alil free Письмо i'm not really sure if its good или not so Комментарий and tell me plz =)

IN

YOUR

HOUSE





BY





JEREMY

GOULD



That first день Ты let me in
I knew I'd always want to stay
I've never felt еще welcome
That safety will never go away



I found peace in your house



Everything seemed so clear
Possibilities on every wall
I wanted to stay there forever
I could've always answered your call



I saw my future in your house



But in a flash Ты were gone
I Остаться в живых my future wife
But I gained something new
A hard lesson in life



I left my сердце in your house

The pain I can control
The pain that makes me whole
The pain that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears
The pain that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees
The pain that woahed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me Главная tonight
The pain that is wrong and bitter
The pain that makes me feel fitter
The pain that my Друзья say is wrong
The pain that makes me feel so strong
The pain that makes my friend sad, and cry
The pain that makes her want to die
The pain thats not just pain to me
The pain that makes everyone see
The pain that thats tearing me apart
The pain thats ripping apart my heart
The pain that I'm addicted to
The pain I can't give up. Not even for you...

Pain is my only gain,
Pain is my friend,
Pain so deep and cold,
I feel at Главная with the dark pain,

I Любовь pain pain is my friend,
Pain will bring back my love,
Pain will give me life once again,
Pain so deep and cold,
Is the only way i can have,
My Любовь and my friend,

Pain is the worlds friend,
Pain shows us if we do wrong,
Pain shows us who we are,
Pain is not only in the dark,
But in the light as well,

Pain is so deep and cunning,
Pain can Показать me who i am,
Pain shows the world who we are,
Pain is my only friend,

Without Любовь theres pain,
Without anyone theres pain,
With out the sun with out the moon,
Theres pain so as Ты can see,
Pain is with us and always will be,
Pain will never leave its a marriage,

It's a soul and a part of you,
That will never leave,
Pain is my friend and it is your too....

FAR FROM THE DARK

BY JEREMY GOULD



Here I am
spitting in the face of adversity
There Ты go
closing the door on our destiny

Sat up all night
as my mind swelled up with fear
I was alone again
with nothing to stop the tears

I walked outside
as the moon rose
The night became foggy
Silence as I froze

Life's my partner
My partner in crime
But with every thought of you
I wish to die

Lived through hardships galore
Searching for the slightest spark
Trying to get closer to the light
Just to be far from the dark

Love
By Jeremy Gould



Love
Sweet love
Ты found me
Replaced misery with joy
Erased pain flying away forever
Never returning to my body
No еще deadly sins
Gone for good
Thank you
Love

Love
Jealous love
I feel empty
Her eyes looking away
She's finding some other heart
She thinks it's еще valuable
I wasn't good enough
She left me
But why
Love?

Love
Greedy love
Ты left me
Alone in the rain
To comfort someone else's fear
Ты took everything with you
Brought back the pain
Now I cry
Fuck you
Любовь

There I was, sitting in my room
contemplating life's cruel jokes
when the phone startled me from my trance
Yet another Фэнтези broken

But I was glad to hear from you
in your time of sheer distress
I've been so upset with your troubles
Your voice was such a quiet caress

Ты began to apologize
for mistakes not your own
I helped nurture your mind
Ты gave me everything from your soul

I invited Ты over to chat
A request Ты graciously accepted
So we had a few beers
That night could have never ended

But when it seemed we had enough
and the sun began to rise
We both knew we could not go back
Our feelings we could not disguise

That night was our night
and nothing will take that away
Locked together in eternal harmony
We talked through the night, and then Ты stayed

You, my good friend, my best friend
always played
I asked for your hand
and then Ты stayed

When Ты think of paradise what do Ты see?
A land of beauty surrounded by sea?
A lovely forest drowning in green?
Цветы as far as the eyes can see?

Everyone's got a different idea; a different view
What does paradise look like to you?

Do Ты see it wherever Ты go?

Don't Ты have a happy place?
To bring forth a smile upon your face?

I had this illusion once
I had my place to be
when things got too crowded here
I had a taste of it all to myself
and I spit it right back out

Paradise
It sounds nice
But what happens when Ты arrive
and things aren't like they're supposed to be?

My день begins when the sun ends
I rise from my grave seeking prey
Любовь on my mind
Death on my breath
The taste of Ты won't go away

Through the window I sneak
Perhaps just a peek
But this hunger rages inside
It's Ты I can't deny

Blending gracefully with the night
My bloodshot eyes target your soul
Crosshairs aimed
On my list: the devil's kiss
To grasp your сердце is my true goal

I approach from above
To become drunk on your love
'Cause this hunger rages inside
It's Ты I can't deny

I soar like a стервятник, гриф through the air
Circling your corpse lying below me
I accept your offer
A flood of blood
As my fangs sink deeply into your dreams

Come inside my dear
You've nothing to fear
Our hunger becomes one
Together we'll live forever

BEAUTY

by: Charles Baudelaire

AM as lovely as a dream in stone,
And this my сердце where each finds death in turn,
Inspires the poet with a Любовь as lone
As clay eternal and as taciturn.

Swan-white of heart, a sphinx no mortal knows,
My трон is in the heaven's azure deep;
I hate all movements that disturb my pose,
I smile not ever, neither do I weep.

Before my monumental attitudes,
That breathe a soul into the plastic arts,
My poets pray in austere studious moods,

For I, to fold enchantment round their hearts,
Have pools of light where beauty flames and dies,
The placid mirrors of my luminous eyes.