HUGS & KISSES XOXO

eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My сердце strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I Поиск for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry или
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did Ты know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the Любовь
That warms your сердце inside
and makes Ты pride!!!!

Look through the window
and tell me what Ты see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.

Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.

Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?

Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!

It's Ты trapped within,
your mind gives Ты nothing
but еще anxiety.
Peace is the place
Ты seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.

Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one еще time,
или you're the one
who should find peace
within?

When everything is black
in your heart,
Ты beg the darkness
to leave Ты be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.

ok just want Ты to know that I just started Письмо poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know Ты will never Любовь me the was I Любовь you
but how can i survive without my color blue?



What makes Рождество bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
или answering why Любовь is so сердце breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?

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Hope Ты liked them!

for those of Ты that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<

a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.

but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.

yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with Любовь and many marvelous things

what every human being desires.
a Любовь at Главная to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore

with a happily ever after straight from lore....

i usually write Статьи on all my клубы so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe или Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of Статьи about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical Ты want wrote just Комментарий and ask me to.


His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.

my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills

romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet

I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I Любовь him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what Ты did,
Ты took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the Энджел of death takes me?

Is there a heaven или hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in Поиск for peace или will I return to this world to haunt или live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over Ты
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what Ты see,
what Ты feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who Ты really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
или not.
Ты know who Ты are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
Ты yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who Ты are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
или not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our Любовь

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our Любовь

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug Ты but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our Любовь

I think about Ты at night
Ты give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our Любовь

I long to hear your voice
To see Ты face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our Любовь

pain sadness Любовь happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our Любовь

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our Любовь

Ты and me
This is our Любовь

All humanity lost.
Your social line crossed.
Within yourself a burning pain.
It feels as if Ты are going insane.

Your mind gone.
All feelings withdrawn.
Trapped within yourself.
Ты no longer crave wealth.

Perhaps a blessing in desgise.
Ты no longer have to see through your already blind eyes.
You've been lied to your whole life.
Now your only escape is through that blood stained knife.

Now all that pain is leaving you.
Your mind refuses to accept what Ты are going through.
Ты begin to take your pain out on others.
Ты forget those who Ты once knew as sisters and brothers.

Ты are now trapped inside the shell of what was once you.
Ты don't even know whose eyes you're looking through.
Now Ты are too far in.
you'll never remember those Ты Любовь again.

Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My сердце is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging by a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring Ты back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and Пение with joy...birds of all Цвета fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every волк howls and if Ты listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...